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The war sixteen years past had left scars upon the realm, but none ran so deep as those carved into Visenya.
Her life was cast in the shadow of her mother’s war, a conflict she had been far too young to comprehend. She had been little more than a babe when it began, and scarcely older when it ended.
They had called her mother the Half-Year Queen, though history had bestowed far crueler names upon Queen Rhaenyra. Even now, sixteen years after her death, the thought of her mother's brief, blood-soaked reign, and the names it had earned her, was enough to make Visenya recoil.
Her brother found her standing upon a stone balcony overlooking Blackwater Bay, her gaze fixed upon the distant horizon. Her violet eyes always drifted toward the island of their ancestors: Dragonstone. Toward the ghosts that lingered there. Her mother. Her father. Her brothers.
She did not turn when Aegon approached, nor when he came to stand beside her, his own eyes settling upon the familiar silhouette of the island, little more than half an hour away by dragonback.
For several long moments, neither of them spoke.
They stood together in silence, each wandering through the ghosts of their own thoughts, watching the dark waters of Blackwater Bay roll endlessly beneath them.
She often found her brother like this, lost within himself, a haunted stillness clinging to his shoulders. Visenya never had to guess whose faces occupied his mind, or what tormented him in the quiet hours.
Their dead mother. Their dead father. Their dead brothers.
The dead were never far from Aegon.
It was rare for his thoughts to stray from them for long.
Rarer still was a day when Visenya did not feel the bitter cruelty of fate... that the man she called brother, the man she called husband, bore the same name as the usurper who had condemned their mother to death.
"Tell me again," Visenya said at last, her voice barely rising above the wind as it broke the long silence between them. "Tell me what she was like."
Aegon did not answer at once.
When he finally spoke, it was with the cadence of a man reciting a prayer he feared forgetting.
"I remember her face," he murmured, his gaze fixed upon the dark waters below. "Not all of it anymore. Only fragments." A sad smile ghosted across his lips. "The warmth of her hands. The scent of salt and lemon that always clung to her. The way she tucked Vis into bed." His voice softened further. "And the way she looked at us before the end... as though she were trying to memorize every breath we took."
He fell silent for a heartbeat.
"She was beautiful." The words came with conviction. "More beautiful than the goddesses of Old Valyria carved into black stone."
His throat tightened.
"And kind." He closed his eyes briefly. "So endlessly kind to us."
This was where his voice inevitably faltered, sinking into an empty hollow. Perhaps because he knew what history had made of their mother. A name that had followed her into the grave.
Rhaenyra the Cruel.
Aegon hated it. Viserys did, too.
Even after sixteen years, the words could still ignite a white-hot fury in them both, for they remembered the woman behind the name.
Visenya did not. She knew only the stories, the history, the aftermath. And in the quiet chambers of her heart, she could never bring herself to resent her mother for the cruelty history condemned.
If anything, she thought it inevitable.
In her heart, her mother had earned every ounce of cruelty history accused her of. She had every right to be wrathful. To be ruthless. To be cunning and merciless.
Her sons had been stolen from her. Her husband. Her crown.
If anything, Visenya found a grim satisfaction in knowing her mother had forced her enemies to taste even a fraction of the agony they had inflicted upon her. It was a terrible justice, born from an even more terrible grief.
Aegon's voice drew her back from the darkness gathering at the edges of her thoughts.
"She was so gentle with us." His words had become little more than a whisper. "With Vis and me." He swallowed. "It broke something inside her... sending us away."
His voice trailed off, and Visenya knew the exact moment his mind crossed the narrow sea. To the Gullet. To their eldest brother. To Jacaerys.
Visenya had never truly known the man she called brother.
She possessed no memories of Jacaerys Velaryon, no recollection of his face, his voice, or the warmth of his embrace. Yet through Aegon's stories, she had come to know him as surely as if she had grown up at his side. She had inherited the fierce, aching admiration Aegon carried for him, an adoration so profound it seemed to have become part of his very soul.
Aegon refused to let Jacaerys' memory fade.
In a Red Keep eager to forget the Dance, Aegon refused to let Jacaerys be forgotten. He spoke of him often, almost reverently, until his brother seemed to linger in every corridor of the castle, as much a presence as any living soul.
Visenya knew that devotion was rooted in guilt. It was guilt as much as love that kept Jace alive.
Aegon had carried the burden since boyhood, the unshakable belief that Jacaerys had died in his place. Their eldest brother had flown into the chaos of the Gullet to buy time for Aegon and Viserys to escape, surrendering his own life without hesitation so that theirs might continue.
Aegon had never forgiven himself for surviving. Nor had he ever allowed a single day to pass without mourning the brother who had not.
Her Velaryon brothers, she thought, the words settled heavily in her chest, strange upon her tongue. Jacaerys. Lucerys. Joffrey.
Three names that had shaped her life long before she was old enough to understand why.
"Tell me about them, too," she whispered, turning to face him at last.
Aegon looked down at her, sorrow clouding his violet eyes. With gentle familiarity, he reached up and tucked a loose strand of silver-gold hair behind her ear.
"They were good," he said quietly. A faint smile ghosted across his lips. "Honorable. Kind."
His voice roughened, as though each word scraped against old wounds.
"I remember Jace most clearly," Aegon said softly. "He was never too busy for us. Never."
A faint smile touched his lips, fragile and fleeting.
"He'd spend hours playing with our little wooden dragons, letting Vis and me make kingdoms and battles while he tried to teach us High Valyrian, even when he hadn't finished his own lessons." A softness entered his voice that Visenya heard nowhere else. "He'd take us down to the Dragonmont and tell us stories of the old dragonlords, or carry us on his shoulders through the halls when we grew tired. He'd put us up there and pretend we weighed a hundred stone just to make us laugh."
Something warmer than grief flickered across his face.
For the briefest moment, the years seemed to fall away. Visenya caught a glimpse of the boy Aegon had once been.
Then the smile disappeared entirely.
"And Joff..."
Aegon swallowed hard.
"Vis and I followed him everywhere. We were always underfoot, always asking questions, always insisting on going wherever he went." Another faint, aching laugh. "We drove him mad half the time, but he never sent us away. Not once. He was always laughing."
His gaze drifted back toward the black waters of the bay.
"But when the war began..." His jaw tightened, a muscle flickering beneath his skin. "Every night after Mother sent us away, he'd cry himself to sleep." His voice cracked. "He tried so hard to hide it from us."
Joffrey.
He had followed their mother into death not long after.
Visenya often found herself wondering what Joffrey might have become.
What kind of man he would have been. Whether he would have carried his father's strength or their mother's endless compassion. Whether he would have been reckless and laughing, or quiet and thoughtful, or some impossible mixture of both.
In the quiet hours, she liked to imagine they would have been friends.
Perhaps, in time, something more.
Had the war never come, had Jacaerys wed Baela, and Lucerys fulfilled his betrothal to Rhaena, perhaps she and Joffrey would have been promised to one another. Perhaps they would have grown together beneath the shadow of Dragonstone's towers, two children of a family that had never been broken.
It was a foolish thought.
A life that had never been.
And yet, sometimes, Visenya wondered if she had always been destined for another path. Perhaps she had always been meant for Aegon.
As the Conqueror had wed Visenya, so too had Aegon taken his sister to wife.
Not merely because they shared the blood of Old Valyria, nor because the realm expected dragons to wed dragons. It felt older than duty, older than custom. As though the path had been laid long before either of them had drawn breath.
Their lives had always been entwined, bound together by blood. By grief. By love. By the terrible inheritance left to them.
Their story had always been written in the language of their ancestors, fire and blood and loss.
Perhaps they had never been meant to escape the shadows of those who came before them. Perhaps they had only ever been meant to carry the flames forward.
"And Lucerys?" Visenya asked softly.
She had heard these stories countless times. Still, she asked.
It was her duty to remember them. If she had been granted the gift of life while they had been denied it, then the least she could do was carry them with her. To become another keeper of their names.
A long silence stretched between them before Aegon answered.
"Luke..." His voice was scarcely more than a whisper. "He was gentle. The gentlest of us all." His gaze drifted back toward the sea. "Too gentle for a realm like this."
Visenya leaned her weight against Aegon’s side, and he wrapped a protective arm around her waist, pulling her close.
Brother and sister. Husband and wife.
Both dressed, as always, in mourning black.
It was the only color either of them had worn in years. It had become more than the color of their grief. It was simply who they were.
"And Father?" she asked quietly. "Tell me of him again."
She knew a hundred varying accounts of Prince Daemon Targaryen. The Rogue Prince. The Lord of Flea Bottom. The Prince of the City. Every tale painted him larger than life. Hero, villain, monster, kingmaker. But she preferred the man who existed only in Aegon's memories.
"Fierce," Aegon said, his voice sinking to a rough murmur. "Unyielding. Dangerous." A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "There was never anything halfway about Father. He loved with a fire that could consume you... and he hated with that same fire."
Visenya's fingers tightened around the cold stone balustrade.
A sudden, violent urge seized her to set the Red Keep ablaze, to reduce every crimson tower and gilded hall to ash.
She hated this place.
Hated that it had stolen nearly everyone she should have loved. Hated that she knew her own family only through borrowed memories and whispered stories. That she would never hear Jace's laughter echo through Dragonstone's halls. Never watch Luke race for the sea. Never feel Joffrey's embrace. Never know the warmth of her mother's hand or the quiet reassurance of her father's voice.
Sometimes she envied Aegon his memories. Sometimes, in her darkest moments, she even resented him for them. But the feeling never lasted.
Memory was its own cruelty. To remember was to bleed the same wound anew each day. To remember standing beside their dying mother. To remember watching a brother vanish beneath black, churning water. To remember saying goodbye before understanding it would be forever.
She shivered, forcing the images from her mind before they could take shape.
"I wish I'd known them," she whispered into the warm evening air.
Aegon did not answer.
He only drew her closer, his arm tightening around her waist until she could feel the steady beat of his heart against her own. His thumb moved in slow, absent circles over her side, a familiar comfort born of years rather than thought.
Below them, Blackwater Bay rolled endlessly against the cliffs, dark and indifferent beneath a bruised sky.
Around them, the Red Keep stood in solemn silence, a mausoleum haunted by the remnants of a dynasty that had devoured itself. A monument built atop the bones of the family that had destroyed itself.
"I wish I knew our mother's face," Visenya murmured, her voice barely carrying above the wind. "Our father's. Jacaerys's. Lucerys's. Joffrey's." She hesitated before adding, "Viserys says he doesn't remember Mother's face either. He claims he sees only fragments now, a shadow in the dark. But I think he says it only to comfort me."
Aegon's gaze remained fixed upon the sea, his expression growing distant.
"Viserys was still very young when it ended," he said quietly. "When we were carried across the Narrow Sea..." His voice trailed off before he continued. "I would not be surprised if Mother's face has become little more than that to him now. A phantom. A shadow he can almost reach, but never truly hold."
The thought offered Visenya no comfort.
Aegon had tried. Gods, how he had tried.
Over the years, he had summoned the finest painters, spending fortunes in the hope that one of them might restore the faces time had stolen.
He described their mother endlessly, the curve of her smile, the softness in her eyes, the way silver-gold hair fell around her face.
He recounted every detail of their father, every expression, every mannerism, every memory of the brothers who had been taken from them far too soon.
And every time, it ended the same.
The painters would begin with confidence, believing silver and skill enough to resurrect the dead. Then, they would falter. Their confidence would wither beneath Aegon's scrutiny.
At last, they would confess what no amount of silver could change, that memory was an imperfect master, and no artist could faithfully paint the dead from another man's recollections.
Aegon never bore that truth well.
His disappointment would curdle into anger. Anger would become silence.
Visenya still remembered the remains of those attempts—the ruined canvases torn apart by his dagger, the broken frames scattered across the floor, the charcoal sketches abandoned and crushed beneath his boots.
Yet even among the ruins, certain details had remained fixed in her own mind.
The dark hair of her three Velaryon brothers. Her mother's crown of pale silver-gold. The striking contrast between them.
Perhaps that was enough.
Perhaps she was fortunate, in some small and cruel way, not to remember.
She had been spared the memories that haunted Aegon and Viserys. Spared the nightmares that woke them in the dead of night. Spared the final moments that returned to them in dreams. Spared the weight of carrying a war inside her own mind, reopening the same wounds every time she closed her eyes.
She did not carry the past as they did. She did not carry the war as an open wound, forever bleeding with every memory.
She carried only the absence it left behind.
And perhaps that was its own kind of grief.
She knew what the maesters had written of Aegon after the Dance. That the young prince who returned from across the Narrow Sea was not the same boy who had left. That the young prince had returned quieter than before. Withdrawn. Somber. A child made old by grief.
Visenya had been born eight years after him. She had never known the laughing boy who had once run through Dragonstone's halls, only the solemn man the war had left behind.
And she had always understood why.
Because, in her own way, she had been a melancholy child as well.
Even before she was old enough to understand death, some instinct within her had recognized its presence. A quiet sadness had clung to her from infancy, as though her heart had sensed the absence of her family long before her mind could comprehend the enormity of what had been lost.
Aegon remembered Dragonstone before it became a mausoleum.
He remembered their mother's solar when it had still been filled with warmth, the scent of sea salt drifting through open windows, parchment scattered across the tables, lemon cakes cooling nearby.
He remembered Jacaerys's laughter echoing through halls carved from black stone.
He remembered Lucerys racing through the corridors with mud-stained boots, fleeing from an exasperated maester who threatened to lecture him for abandoning lessons.
He remembered dragons soaring overhead, brothers filling the castle halls, and family that had still been whole.
Visenya remembered none of it.
Her Dragonstone had been built from borrowed memories, from Aegon's halting recollections, half-finished stories, and the portraits he had commissioned only to destroy in frustration.
She still remembered those ruined paintings.
The discarded sketches abandoned in frustration when another artist failed to capture the fierce, hawk-like line of their mother's nose, the quiet warmth in Jacaerys's dark eyes, or the easy laughter that had once belonged to Lucerys.
She had visited their ancestral home only a handful of times. Aegon rarely returned unless it was to stand before the ashes of those they had lost.
And to Visenya, Dragonstone had never truly been home.
It was cold and silent. Haunted.
She had wandered its halls searching for something, a flicker of recognition, some inexplicable certainty that she belonged there, but the ancient stones had offered her nothing. They knew her no more than she knew them.
There were things even Aegon could not tell her. Perhaps because he had been too young to remember. Perhaps because some memories were too cruel to give voice.
The whispers had reached her nonetheless.
That in the agony of labor, broken by grief and war, Rhaenyra had cried out in delirium. That she had called the child within her a monster. That she had begged for the babe to be torn from her womb.
Visenya had never known whether any of it was true. Perhaps she never would.
There was no one left alive who could tell her.
When Aegon and Viserys had been spirited away across the Narrow Sea, Visenya had remained behind on Dragonstone, a fragile, premature infant too weak to endure the journey to the Vale or Pentos.
She would never know whether her mother had held her. Whether Rhaenyra had whispered her name. If, amidst the blood and the ruin and the final desperate days of her war, she had found even a single quiet moment to look upon her youngest daughter and see not a burden, not a symbol, but her child.
The questions had no answers.
Only silence.
Aegon's hand slipped from her shoulder until his fingers intertwined with hers. Their rings brushed together with a metallic click, matching bands of Valyrian steel, the only crowns either of them had ever desired.
Visenya turned into him, resting her face against the curve of his neck. She breathed in the familiar scent of smoke, old parchment, and salt carried on the sea wind, closing her eyes as though memory might come if she wished for it hard enough.
She tried to summon the phantom Viserys spoke of.
To give shape to a mother she had never known. To imagine her father's smirk. Jace's dark eyes. Luke's gentle face. Joffrey's laughter. Anything she could cling to when the darkness came.
But the ghosts remained just beyond her reach.
And yet, she was not entirely alone. Her mother and father had left behind two living pieces of themselves. Two living fragments of the family she had lost.
Aegon and Viserys.
And Aegon, more than anyone, had spent his entire life ensuring she never forgot.
He had taught her High Valyrian before she could properly read the Common Tongue. He had taught her the histories of Old Valyria, the names of every dragon that had ever flown, the songs of their ancestors, and the smallest details of the people whose blood they carried.
He told her of their mother endlessly, the way she laughed, the way she loved, the way she had held them.
He told her of their father, the fire in his heart, the strength in his convictions.
He told her of their brothers.
Again. And again. And again.
No matter how much each memory wounded him. No matter how much it cost him to open those old wounds. He gave them to her anyway.
He had protected her. Raised her. Guided her. Loved her. He had been the bridge between the living and the dead.
She had grown up in the shelter of his shadow, and somewhere along the years, she realized she no longer saw only her brother when she looked at him.
She saw the last living piece of the family she had never truly known. The last fragment of her mother. Of her father. The final thread connecting her to the people whose blood ran through her veins but whose faces existed only in stories.
And so, when she became his wife, it had never felt like gaining a husband. It had felt like refusing to lose the only piece of them she had left.
For a long while, neither of them spoke.
Only the restless waters of Blackwater Bay broke the silence below, beating endlessly against the cliffs like the slow, relentless pulse of a dying heart.
The realm, however, had never shared Aegon's wishes.
For years, the Small Council had pressed him to wed Jaehaera, the only surviving daughter of Aegon II.
Lords from every corner of the Seven Kingdoms had insisted the match would finally stitch shut the wounds left by the Dance, that the marriage of the two surviving branches of House Targaryen would heal what dragons and ambition had destroyed.
Aegon refused them every time.
He would not marry the daughter of the man who had stolen his mother's crown and ordered her death. He would not place so much as a drop of Hightower blood upon the Iron Throne. He would not allow the Greens to claim their victory through marriage, through heirs, through the cradle when they had failed to secure it upon the battlefield.
"I have a sister," he had declared before the assembled court, his voice carrying through the cavernous throne room with quiet, immovable certainty. "I have Visenya, and I shall marry her, as our mother would have wished."
Together, they would continue their mother's line. Their father's. Their brothers'.
As the conquerors of old had done before them, Aegon and Visenya bound blood to blood, not to soothe a broken kingdom, but to preserve the only family they had left. While the realm searched desperately for reconciliation, they chose remembrance.
They shut the rest of the world outside their marriage, standing together atop a kingdom built from fire and blood.
Visenya was five-and-ten when they were wed.
The ancient words of Valyria were spoken beneath towering dragon bones and black stone older than the Conquest itself.
Yet Aegon never hurried her toward the duties expected of a wife. He guarded her youth with the same fierce devotion with which he had guarded her childhood. Patient, steadfast, and unwaveringly protective
Every night, they shared the same vast bed, feather-soft beneath embroidered black silks, as their mother and father once had before them. More often than not, they did not seek anything beyond the comfort of each other's presence. They simply slept tangled together, holding fast against the cold and the ghosts that wandered the Red Keep after dark.
By day, they ruled together.
They flew side by side upon dragonback, their shadows sweeping across the scarred lands below. In council, Aegon sought her voice before any other, valuing her judgment above that of seasoned lords and learned maesters alike.
Where other kings demanded obedience from their queens, Aegon listened.
Always.
For Visenya was the one soul who could quiet the storms that raged within him. The one person who could pull him back from the edge of memory and remind him that he was still alive.
That he had survived.
Visenya opened her eyes, staring out into the pitch-black horizon where the sea melted into the night.
She imagined them. Jace, Luke, Joff, soaring across the skies of a world she had been born too late to know.
A world of warmth, of mothers and fathers, of brothers who played with little siblings and laughed in sunlit courtyards instead of wandering the haunted corridors of a stone tomb.
A world where their family had never been broken. A world where none of them had become ghosts.
She had been born too late to ever live in that world.
But through Aegon, through every story he told, every memory he entrusted to her, every piece of himself he laid bare despite the pain, she had learned to love it all the same.
She had learned to love a family she had never known.
Visenya slipped both of her hands around Aegon's, her fingers unconsciously turning the heavy Valyrian steel wedding band upon his ring finger.
"Do you..." She faltered, the words catching in her throat. "Do you think she would be proud of us?"
The question hung between them. A smaller one remained buried beneath it.
Of me?
Aegon did not answer at once.
His gaze remained fixed upon the black waters of the bay, as though somewhere beyond the horizon his mother still waited for him. As though, if he stared long enough, Dragonstone might rise from the sea and he might see Rhaenyra standing upon its shores once more.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low and distant.
"History has called our mother many things." A faint bitterness touched the words. "But history never knew her."
He drew a slow breath, his gaze still fixed upon the dark waters below.
"When Luke died... something inside her broke. She still smiled for us. She still fought. She still carried herself as a queen should." His voice softened, grief slipping through the cracks in his composure. "But she was never whole again. She loved her children more fiercely than she ever loved a crown. More fiercely than she loved the Iron Throne itself."
He turned to meet Visenya's gaze.
"We sit that throne because she bled for it. Because she died for it. And because, more than anything, she wanted us to live." His expression hardened with quiet sorrow. "That was the one thing the realm never understood. To them, we were heirs. Symbols. Pieces to be moved across a board." His hand tightened around hers. "But to her, we were never pieces. We were everything."
Visenya lowered her eyes.
The weight of that inheritance settled heavily upon her shoulders.
The Dance had left more than shattered castles and broken bloodlines in its wake. It had nearly extinguished the dragons themselves.
Where once hundreds had filled the skies of Old Valyria, and dozens had nested upon Dragonstone, now only a precious handful remained. Every egg laid was watched with relentless vigilance. Every egg laid was guarded with the same vigilance afforded to royal children. Every hatchling was celebrated as a miracle returned to the world.
Their greatest charge was no longer simply to rule.
It was to restore, to rebuild House Targaryen, to return dragons to the heavens.
Stormcloud, Aegon's dragon, and Shrykos, Visenya's she-dragon, were proof that such a thing was still possible. Hatched from one of Syrax's final eggs and sired by Caraxes, Shrykos carried within her the blood of dragons thought nearly lost forever.
Her name had been taken from the ancient Valyrian pantheon, from the goddess of beginnings and endings.
A cruel irony, Visenya often thought.
For Shrykos had been born from the ashes of an ending. And perhaps, like her namesake, she would herald a beginning.
The dragons had already given them hope. Stormcloud and Shrykos had produced several healthy clutches, their eggs resting safely within the Dragonpit, waiting for the children who would one day cradle them in their arms.
Children who did not yet exist.
Visenya lifted her hands, gently cradling Aegon's face between her palms. His skin was cool beneath her touch.
"You have denied me the marriage bed for months," she said softly, her violet eyes searching his. "Out of love. Out of fear." A sad smile touched her lips. "But it is time."
His expression tightened.
"I want our child, Aegon." The words were scarcely above a whisper. "I want your heir. I want sons and daughters who will carry our mother's blood, our father's blood, our brothers' blood into another generation."
Her fingers traced the line of his cheek, gentle and pleading.
"Together, we can restore what was stolen from us. We can fill Dragonstone with children again. We can fill the skies with dragons once more."
She held his gaze.
"We can prove that they did not win."
The words struck deeper than she intended because Aegon knew exactly who she meant. Not only the Greens. Not only the men who had taken their mother's crown and their brothers' lives.
But the war itself.
The fire. The bloodshed. The cruel fate that had spent years trying to erase their family from the world.
"We have time," Aegon said quickly, almost desperately. "We can wait."
"No." Her answer was gentle, but absolute. "There are too few of us left standing in the ashes."
Silence fell once more.
Aegon's jaw tightened until the muscle beneath it twitched.
Fear. Not reluctance, but fear.
"Let it be done," Visenya whispered. She rose onto her toes and pressed a lingering kiss against the rough line of his jaw. "It is what Mother and Father would have wanted." Another kiss. "It is what our brothers died to preserve." And then she rested her forehead against his. "It is what I want."
She pressed herself against him, two beacons of silver-gold wrapped in mourning black, two surviving fragments of a family the realm had nearly erased.
"I want to be the mother of your children," she whispered. "I want our family's line to continue through us. Unbroken."
A tremor passed through Aegon, so slight most would have missed it.
"I want that too," he admitted hoarsely. "Gods... more than anything."
Aegon's eyes drifted shut.
"But the childbed..." His voice cracked, the words barely escaping him. "The risk, Visenya."
He could not bring himself to say the rest.
He remembered the agony of his mother's final pregnancy, the way she had fought to bring Visenya into the world while the kingdom around her collapsed. He remembered how close she had come to death before the usurper's flames ever reached her, before the blade, before the betrayal that ended her life.
The thought of history repeating itself hollowed him from within. The thought of losing Visenya the same way he had nearly lost their mother was a terror no crown, no sword, and no dragon could conquer.
"I am a dragon, brother," Visenya whispered, her voice fierce despite its softness. She rested her forehead against his. "I do not fear the childbed." Her fingers curled around his. "And I will not let fear decide our future."
She searched his face, the face that had been her brother's, her husband's, her last living connection to a world that no longer existed.
"The gods cannot be so cruel as to take me from you, too."
Aegon's hands rose to her wrists, holding them as though afraid she might vanish if he loosened his grip. His fingers trembled, a rare fracture in the composure of the king who had spent half his life burying grief beneath iron resolve.
"Whatever you ask of me, sister," he murmured, his voice barely carrying above the wind, "it is yours."
He leaned forward and brushed his lips against hers, the kiss lingering only a heartbeat before he drew away.
His gaze searched her face, slowly and reverently. There was a sorrow in his eyes that seemed far older than either of them.
"You look so much like her," he whispered. He swallowed, his thumb brushing absently against her wrist. "Sometimes, when the light catches you just so... I could almost believe she is standing before me."
Visenya searched his eyes.
She wished she could see what he saw. She wished she knew.
She did not know whether she carried her mother's face, her father's, or some piece of the brothers she had never met. She had no memories of them to compare herself against. No childhood images hidden away in the corners of her mind. Only stories, and fragments, and ghosts.
Sometimes she wondered if Aegon truly saw Rhaenyra when he looked at her. Or if grief had simply taught him to search for their mother in every familiar curve of her face, every turn of her smile, every flicker of violet eyes beneath the candlelight.
She wondered the same of him.
Did he carry Daemon's sharp features? Their mother's gentleness? Jacaerys's warmth? Lucerys's softness? Joffrey's laughter? Or had the years changed him so completely that even they would scarcely recognize the man he had become?
She would never know.
The only faces she possessed were the ones Aegon had given her, painted not with brushstrokes but with memory. His memories.
In her dreams, they came to her without faces.
She chased silver hair and dark curls through Dragonstone's endless halls, reaching for voices she almost recognized. Violet eyes would glance back over a shoulder. Brown hair would disappear around a corner.
Then they would dissolve into smoke before she could reach them.
Sometimes she wondered if she was mourning strangers.
Strangers whose blood sang within her own veins, yet whose voices she had never heard. Strangers who had given her life, yet had never been granted the chance to watch her grow, to hear her laughter, to hold her in their arms, or to know the woman she had become.
And yet, despite knowing them only through memory and loss, they remained the center of her world.
Not strangers, after all.
The closest thing she and Aegon had ever known to gods. The people they prayed to in silence, the ghosts who guided every step they took.
Every choice they made, every crown they wore, every dragon they raised, every child who would one day carry their blood and their name, all of it was an offering to those who had been stolen from them.
They would not allow death to claim the final victory. They would not allow the world to forget.
They would raise their house from ash and flame, from blood and ruin, until the names of their mother, their father, and their brothers echoed through the ages once more.
Until all of Westeros remembered that House Targaryen had not ended with their grief.
It had survived.