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You're a spark in the dark, and my clothes all caught aflame. You should feel how I feel when somebody says your name.
PondPhuwin Space Sould-dyssey Concert, the big poster on the wall read back to him.
The first day of said concert had just finished, and Phuwin was currently sitting by himself in the waiting room, eyes locked on the poster while he waited for his feelings to settle.
He didn't know why he was alone. He was certain just minutes ago the room was packed with staff helping him change back to his regular clothes and out of the sparkly blue suit he was wearing.
He was well aware he had been in a trance from beginning to end of the concert, trying to hold himself to his best ability to not let his stress and emotions consume him and devour all of his capacity to deliver everything he had been rehearsing for days on end before this.
But he didn't know that this trance would consume him back and make him lose awareness of everything around him after the high of the event came to an end.
He looked around, taking a long and deep breath, trying to recall how on earth he ended up alone now.
Most importantly, where the hell was Pond?
He remembered hugging his boyfriend tightly after the elevator lifted them off the stage, the darkness of the staff zone surrounding them as they embraced one another. Pond crying in his arms once again, arms hugging Phuwin so tightly, he thought he was about to get crushed.
They both felt too much to even utter a word, and were interrupted after a few minutes as they still had things to do before they were allowed to leave the venue.
He recalls walking out of the elevator, trying so hard to hold back his tears and failing miserably at it. Pond brought him closer to him to help out, but didn’t allow himself to do more as they were surrounded by people once again.
They were ushered around for a while after that. Meeting their friends, taking photos with their guests, thanking their staff, going back to the waiting room to get their makeup off.
And then… this. Phuwin came back to his senses only to realize he was left alone in the room. His heart still ached with a mix of pride, joy and immense relief.
He was about to get up and look around for Pond when he heard a knock on the door.
"Phuwin? Can I come in?"
He was quick to say yes, knowing too well who the owner of that voice was. With a smile on his face, he watched as the door opened and closed behind his boyfriend.
Pond was back in his regular clothes, face clean of makeup and eyes still swollen from crying so much.
"Are you feeling better?"
Phuwin frowned slightly. "What do you mean? Where were you?"
Pond smiled back at him, walking towards him and stopping right in front of the chair. "You were a bit out of it after the concert ended. I asked the staff to give you privacy so you could recompose yourself. I went to the washroom to give you a few minutes alone, as I felt like you needed that."
Phuwin blinked a few times, vaguely recalling Pond doing exactly that and telling him he would be back in a few, before he was left alone in the, finally, quiet room.
"Guess I really needed some quiet time to come back to my senses." He chuckled, heart softening from seeing how sometimes Pond knew what he needed better than himself.
"I did, too," Pond caressed his face softly. "I kept tearing up again and again, couldn't help it. I needed to throw some water at my face to ground myself."
Phuwin got up and brought his boyfriend into his arms once more. "It was an intense first night."
The other hugged him back tightly, resting his head on Phuwin's shoulder. "Yeah… too many emotions for one day."
They stayed like that for a little while, bodies swaying slowly, Phuwin softly caressing Pond's head the entire time, eyes closed and a smile gracing his features.
"I'm so glad to be doing this with you." Phuwin said with a sigh, squeezing his boyfriend's body.
Pond caressed his back, straightening up and kissing the side of the other's head. "I wouldn't dream of doing it with anyone else."
It was Phuwin's time to nuzzle his face into his boyfriend's neck; he smelled like sweat and perfume. "Thank you for being here with me. I know I still struggle to open up in public, but I love you so damn much."
He felt Pond kissing his head a second time. "I love you, too, teerak. I love you so fucking much."
They moved back a little, still hugging each other but with enough space in between to lock eyes.
"I don't want to cry again," Pond chuckled, eyes already shining back with tears. "But I just–"
Phuwin held his boyfriend's face in his hands, softly drying his tears as they inevitably started to fall. "It's okay, my love. You can cry as much as you want to."
"This just feels surreal," He cried, one hand holding onto Phuwin's waist, while the other moved to hold one of Phuwin's hands on his own face. "After everything we've been through, it feels so good to have reached this point. I feel so lucky to have done it with you."
"I know," Phuwin leaned closer, making their foreheads touch. "I kept thinking it was all a dream and I'd wake up any time soon."
"We did it, Phu. We really did it."
"We did." He nodded, their noses brushing against each other. "And we will do much more."
"We still have two more days to go. I might dehydrate from crying by Sunday."
Phuwin laughed, feeling so happy he thought he could explode any second now. "We just need to make sure to drink enough water, I guess."
Pond looked deep into his eyes. Phuwin could feel from that look alone just how much the other cared for him. It made his head spin. "I love you. I love you the most."
"I love you, too." After waiting all night for this, he finally captured Pond's lips on his.
Their kiss was slow, but intense. All their feelings seeping through as their lips danced against one another.
Phuwin moved his hands to lock onto his boyfriend's hair, feeling Pond bring him even closer by his waist, hands gripping it with force.
"I won't say everything now," Pond told him as they separated. "I need to save some things for the other days, but fuck Phuwin, you're the best thing that ever happened to me."
Phuwin felt his heart do a flip inside his chest. "Don't make me cry, Nara."
His boyfriend pecked his lips. "Sorry, I just have so many feelings for you it's hard to contain them…. even only hearing your name makes my heart burn inside of me."
Phuwin ran his hands through his boyfriend's hair, not knowing how to put everything he was feeling into words. He knew his eyes were speaking for him, though.
"I know," Pond said, a sweet smile on his face. "You don't have to say anything, teerak. I know."
Phuwin smiled, pulling the other into another kiss. He wasn't always the best with words, but his boyfriend always knew what he meant.
He hoped that kiss showed Pond just how much he also felt for him, how much he also couldn't contain himself when it came to him. How intense, deep, and beautiful was the love he felt for him.
I'm a car speeding down the boulevard without a brake, and I want you more than any stupid song could ever say.
Phuwin was currently sitting in the waiting room once again, only this time the staff was buzzing around loudly.
He was staring at himself in the mirror after getting a haircut just hours before day two of their concert, without telling anyone but very few staff members about it.
He smiled at himself, enjoying how different he looked without Peach's characteristically long and soft hair. He looked younger now, sharper as well.
This new cut really accentuated his facial features, and he was so immensely happy that he didn't have bangs getting into his eyes anymore.
At the same time he was buzzing with excitement about the new look, he was also anxious about everyone's reaction to it.
Would his fans like it? It's been so long since he had short hair; it had never been this short before, and he knew how much they liked his long brown hair.
Most importantly, would Pond like it? He kinda felt bad about doing it without telling his boyfriend first, but he wanted to see his raw reaction to it; he wanted to surprise him.
He had asked the staff to do the cut without Pond in the room, telling them to make him busy for a few minutes just so he could surprise the other.
Thankfully, that worked out perfectly. Pond was nowhere to be seen and had absolutely no idea that most of Phuwin's hair now graced the floor beneath him.
Once he was cleared out of his makeup as well, he was quick to ask around for his boyfriend's whereabouts, immediately moving towards the room he was in after obtaining the information.
He met P'Ying just outside of the room, gaining a wide-eyed and one contained scream as a reaction to his new look.
"Shh," He told her, one finger against his lips. "I want to surprise Pond."
"You're gonna surprise everyone." She said, smiling widely at him. "Suits you well, I like it."
"Thanks!" He beamed happily. "Can you get me a few minutes alone with him?"
They hadn't really told her about their relationship, but it was a 'they knew, she knew, she knew, they knew' kinda deal they had going on.
"Ten minutes maximum, you guys have things to do." She said, eyes warning him to not succumb to any type of temptation that may arise.
Phuwin loved how she acted like such a mom to them. He was lucky to have such a good relationship with her.
"I know, I know." He said, with his best 'yes mom' voice she was so used to hearing.
She was quick to get inside the room. A few minutes later, all the staff was out, and she was smirking at him. "Go on before he finds it suspicious that I cleared the room. And remember, ten minutes."
"I'm aware."
"I will be back in ten minutes."
"Just knock first." He said with a sly smile as she walked away.
She just gave him another warning look and continued on her way.
He took a deep breath and opened the door as quietly as he could.
Pond was in the corner of the room, back facing him, fastening his belt.
"How much time before we have to go to the fan benefits session?" He asked, putting on his jacket.
"Probably ten minutes." Phuwin answered.
Before he could try to tell his boyfriend not to turn around yet, Pond was already facing him, mouth open, ready to say a phrase that never came out.
His eyes widened comically, and he froze in place.
"Surprise," Phuwin said with a chuckle, enjoying the reaction he was getting.
Pond blinked. Once. Twice. Mouth still agape, with words that died on his tongue.
"Do you like it?" Phuwin asked, wanting to hear something from the other.
Pond was still too stunned to speak. He walked towards Phuwin slowly, hands immediately cupping his face once he was close enough.
He knew his boyfriend wanted to touch his hair but had to stop himself in order not to ruin the carefully done hairstyle the staff spent so much time on.
"Fuck." Was all that came out of his mouth.
"Do you like it?" Phuwin asked once more.
Pond just nodded, looking out of it.
Phuwin beamed at him, finding it funny how he had apparently completely broken his boyfriend.
"You look so good," Pond finally said after what felt like hours. "Can we ignore our rule of not staying at each other's places after the concert for today? I really need to fuck you tonight."
"Pond!" Phuwin screamed at him, feeling his cheeks heat up.
"I'm just being honest, babe." Pond caressed his face lovingly, eyes wild. "This new hair is doing things to me."
"No, we can't." He answered the previous question. "We need to have a good night of sleep before tomorrow, my love."
"You're so mean." Pond pouted.
They had created that rule specifically because of that. They knew how tiring these three nights were going to be, and they needed to make sure they were well rested throughout the weekend.
That meant they absolutely couldn't sleep at each other's places, as they knew themselves well enough to know the risk of them letting their desire speak louder would absolutely get in the way of their rest.
After the Riser Concert earlier that year coinciding with their first Valentine's Day as a couple, they knew better than to let their desire speak louder.
Phuwin still remembers how the third day was a struggle to get through because he was sore from the night before. He kept thinking the entire time about how Pond had warned him about it, but he was too horny to let his mind make wise decisions.
After that, he had sworn to himself not to let that happen again. Therefore, he absolutely could not allow anything to happen until after the third day was over.
"I can't be sore on the last day of the concert, Nara." Phuwin told him, feeling embarrassed beyond belief.
Pond just stared at him for another moment, holding his face in his big hands like it was the most precious thing he had ever touched.
"Do you think it's too short?" Phuwin asked, not knowing how to deal with his boyfriend's reaction.
The other shook his head. "I think it's perfect. You're perfect."
Phuwin smiled shyly, avoiding eye contact and taking Pond's hands off his face, holding them tightly with his own instead.
"Thank you."
Pond took a step closer to him, their faces now only millimetres apart, making it impossible for Phuwin to continue avoiding eye contact.
"You look like Neungdiao again." Pond sighed lovingly.
"Is that a good thing?"
His boyfriend nodded, eyes full of an emotion Phuwin couldn't quite pin down. "It reminds me of when I first started falling for you."
Nostalgia, that's probably what it was.
"I…" Pond interrupted himself. "I feel like I'm there again… At the beach, looking at you, and realizing I didn't see you the same way anymore. Trying to come to terms with the fact I wanted to kiss you outside of the cameras. That I wanted to hold you close to me and never let you go."
"Nara…"
"It kinda feels like I'm falling in love all over again."
Phuwin felt his heart tightening inside his chest. He wasn't expecting this kind of reaction from Pond; he himself felt like young Phuwin now.
Young Phuwin that was was both scared and eager about his crush on the other man.
"You're too much." He said with a deep sigh, pulling Pond into a warm embrace.
His boyfriend sniffed his hair. "My emotional is already unstable because of the concert, teerak. Now you, with this hair, did a whole different number on me."
Phuwin chuckled. "I just wanted to surprise you. I wasn't expecting to get this kind of reaction. I thought it would be more towards your first response."
The other backed away a bit to be able to face him with a smirk. "What? Me being horny about it?"
He nodded, laughing. "Yeah… then you gave me whiplash by being all sweet and emotional."
"As I told you yesterday, you just make me feel so many emotions." Pond nuzzled their noses together. "I'm sentimental about it, but I can be horny, as well. In fact, I still am."
Phuwin laughed loudly, playfully smacking his boyfriend's back. "Well, you better hold yourself together 'cause we have the fan benefits now."
"Are you really not letting me stay over tonight?"
"Nope. I'm not even going to my condo tonight. I'm staying home."
"Can I have a kiss now, at least?" He pouted, giving Phuwin his best lost puppy face.
"Of course you can." Phuwin pulled him closer, pressing their lips together.
Pond kissed him enthusiastically, so much so that Phuwin almost lost his balance. Sometimes his boyfriend really forgets just how big he is.
They made the most of the very few minutes they had left, mouths glued together until the inevitable knock came from the door.
"Time to go, boys." P'Ying's voice came from the other side.
They separated immediately, Pond letting her know they would be out in a second while he quickly dried his lips.
Phuwin smiled widely, biting his lips as he recomposed himself. "I think we might need to touch up our makeup a bit."
"P'Ying is gonna kill us one day."
I'm a heart made of wax, and I'm melting in the sun. I'm a thread on your shirt that is coming undone
The final day of the concert had arrived, and here Phuwin was, back at the waiting room, planning to surprise everyone one last time.
He smirked to himself in the mirror, blonde hair freshly bleached shining under the dressing room lights.
Today was harder to get Pond out of the way to surprise him. The process for this was much longer than it was just for a haircut, but the reaction he had gotten the day before was so worth it; he just needed to try.
In the end, he had to be honest with the other and tell him he was planning to surprise him once more, and he needed to stay away for a little while.
Pond vehemently tried to argue against it, questioning what else he could possibly do to surprise him, and Phuwin just unceremoniously kicked him out of the room.
It just had to be done for his own sanity as well, because just before his boyfriend was kicked out, he had been working out on the side of the room looking so breathtakingly hot that Phuwin was minutes away from letting go of his plan and jumping the other right then and there.
Pond was really making it difficult for him to keep his promise to not allow them to sleep together before the three days of concerts were done.
The night before, his boyfriend was so entranced by the new haircut that he kept flirting with him backstage at every chance he got. At the end of the night, making out with him in the dressing room before both of them left the venue was simultaneously too much and not enough.
So today he actually needed Pond out of his vicinity for as long as he could manage. Otherwise, he feared he would go mad.
Now, it had been hours since he last saw the other, and he was even more excited to show him his new hair colour cause he knew they would inevitably make out again.
The only embarrassing part about this was that P'Ying had asked the staff to give him a break between bleaching his hair and doing his makeup, as the day before he had to do a touch-up because his lipstick had been ruined after he kissed Pond.
At the end of the day, all the teasing both of them got from the staff calling their boyfriends was their own fault, and it was never done without reason.
"He's next door," P'Ying told him as he approached the door to leave the room. "You still have makeup to do, so please, no more than ten minutes."
"I know, I know." He replied, walking out as she told him, as she always did, that she would be going to get them in ten minutes.
He gave his usual reply of "knock first" and closed the door behind him.
With a deep breath, he knocked on the door next to it. "Pond?"
"I'm here." His boyfriend replied from the other side. "I'm by myself."
"I'm coming in," He announced. "Don't look at the door yet."
A second later, he walked in. Pond was still in his normal clothes, facing the wall, and very clearly bouncing on his feet.
"Can I see you now?" He asked eagerly, hands twitching by his sides.
Phuwin smiled to himself, straightening his clothes and walking a bit closer to the other.
"Okay, you can turn around now." He said once he felt satisfied with the distance between them. Not too close, but not far enough that Pond would need to walk across the room to him.
His boyfriend turned around slowly, eyes wildly scanning Phuwin's face once he saw him. Mouth opening, but nothing more than a sigh came out of it.
"I remember you tweeted about wanting me to try this…" Phuwin said, biting his lips nervously. "I thought this was my chance to do it."
Pond ran a hand through his own hair, messing it up a bit to the horror of their hairstylist, looking like he was trying his hardest to think of something to say.
Phuwin walked closer to him, stopping when he was within arm's reach. "What do you think?"
"I think I just fell in love with you for the thousandth time." His voice sounded strained, and Phuwin felt his anxiousness completely melting away.
"So you think it suits me?"
"So much." Pond erased the space between them, touching Phuwin's face immediately. Hands clearly itching to touch his styled hair. "You look like an angel."
"Stoooop." He said, lightly smacking Pond's chest.
"I mean it, baby." The other caressed his face lovingly. "You're always beautiful, but this hair just– You look ethereal. I love it so much."
"I'm glad you like it. I was worried blonde might not go well with me." He said honestly. He enjoyed it after it was done, but he had never bleached his hair before, so he was still nervous about it.
"It does. It makes you look so soft, and so damn beautiful. I can't stop staring at you." Pond sighed softly, eyes shining as he looked at Phuwin.
"Do you like this more than the dark hair?"
"Maybe? I don't know. I–" He squeezed Phuwin's face like he couldn't help himself. "You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen no matter what… This is just new. I've never seen you like this before and I just… I enjoy it a lot."
He chuckled at his boyfriend's reaction, self-esteem being inflated more and more with each word that left Pond's lips.
"I can't believe I couldn't have you with your short dark hair before you dyed it," Pond said, voice sounding too genuine for such a stupid statement. "That's my only regret."
"You're seriously impossible." Phuwin slapped his chest again.
"But you look so fucking hot, blonde, that I can forgive you for not letting me sleep over yesterday." Pond continued, eyes changing from awe to mischief in a matter of seconds.
"I'll take that as a compliment." His boyfriend was ridiculous, but that's one of the things he loves most about him.
"I hope you let me take you in several other ways later tonight." Pond leaned closer, touching their noses together.
"Naravit!" Phuwin hit him for the millionth time.
"Sorry, babe, if yesterday it was hard for me to focus, tonight it's gonna be worse." He admitted. "I can already feel myself losing control of my own actions."
"We have work to do!" Phuwin exclaimed, trying to keep his thoughts clean. "Get yourself together."
"I really can't… I wanna kiss you so bad right now." Pond got impossibly close to him. "If you don't let me stay over tonight, I will actually die."
"Fuck," Phuwin cursed. "My plan was to at least wait until our sixth anniversary. I have work tomorrow."
"Please, teerak." Pond blinked his eyes cutely, demeanor not matching his intentions at all. "I really need you tonight."
"Let's wait until the concert is done, then I will give you my answer." He said, trying to fool himself into thinking the answer would be anything other than yes. "We need to be professional."
"To hell with being professional when my boyfriend is blonde and hot as fuck." Pond said, kissing Phuwin's cheek.
"We can make out now until P'Ying comes to get us," Phuwin closed his eyes as he felt his boyfriend kissing his neck, previous resolve already melting away. "But you'll have to wait for my answer, love."
Pond kissed his jaw, making him sigh. "Fine, I'll take this for now."
Their mouths finally met, hot and eager. Tongues intertwined in a fight for dominance that Phuwin would surely, and gladly, lose.
He knew he was already doomed. There was no way in hell he would deny Pond of anything later that night. But he had to keep his stance on it just for a little longer.
Once their manager came to get them to get their makeup done, Phuwin felt bad for their hairstylist, who would need to retouch both of them.
Next time P'Ying would for sure either tell them to get their hair and makeup done after whatever surprise they had planned, or she would forbid them from being alone for more than a minute. Phuwin would fight for the first option.
I feel right, I feel wrong, I feel totally insane, and I want you more than any stupid song could ever say
The concert was a struggle for both of them. As soon as Phuwin saw his boyfriend in that see-through shirt, he feared what his next actions would be.
Thankfully for their fans and staff, he was able to control himself, and the most he did was eye his boyfriend with the desire of a thousand souls as he passed by.
Yes, there was no way he would be able to deny Pond of spending the night together. Having a gorgeous boyfriend and a high libido would eventually be the death of him.
Maybe the one who needed to get a grip, in the end, had been him all along.
He knew for sure that Pond wasn't doing any better, though. The way the other ate him alive with his eyes every time they met backstage was enough to make it known.
Perhaps it was just Phuwin being a tease, or maybe the blonde hair awakened something inside of him, but he made it his life mission to make it even harder for Pond that night.
When they performed What is Love?, he made sure to be extra adorable, knowing too well the effect that had on his boyfriend.
Even worse, when he had his solo performance with P'Ja Nongpanee, he just completely let go of all reason and made the best of her sexy demeanour.
He may not know how to pole dance, but he sure showed that he knew how to grind down on it. His hips moved in a way his boyfriend was very familiar with, and he even went as far as accepting P'Ja's joke of deep throating the straw of his water bottle.
Maybe that would help with the straight allegations he always got.
Bottom line of all this was that he was completely aware Pond was watching him from the back, and was most likely burning inside because of it.
Once he walked off the stage and passed by his boyfriend, he was happy to know he was correct. Pond looked at him like he was mere seconds away from actually exploding.
Phuwin just smirked at him, leaning close and whispering into his ear. "Hope you enjoyed the performance."
He walked away with a crazy sense of pride, cursing through his veins and laughing to himself, imagining the internal struggle Pond was experiencing now.
The rest of the concert went along as planned, and their emotions got even more messed up, as they inevitably got sentimental once more about the whole thing. About their relationship.
Countless hugs, sweet words exchanged between them and whispered I love you's later, they finally stood alone in the waiting room for the last time.
"Please tell me I can come over, please baby." Pond pleaded with him, hands holding Phuwin's waist with intent.
Phuwin pretended to think it over. "Not sure yet, as I said, I do have work tomorrow."
"Phu, my dearest teerak, you can't just simulate a blowjob with a straw and leave me hanging now." He whined.
Phuwin felt his face heat up instantly. "Shut up."
"You're the one who did it!" Pond exclaimed, moving closer to him, voice changing into a low whisper. "Showing everyone how well you can take me. I need to feel your mouth on me now."
Phuwin felt a thrill travel through his spine. He knew he shouldn't allow the heat of the moment to speak louder. Now he was here facing the consequences of his own actions.
"Fuck, Nara," He whispered back, feeling lightheaded already. "Fine, you can come over. I don't think I can wait another day."
Pond smiled at him, leaning close to give his lips a peck. "Let's go then, or I will have you right here in this dressing room."
Phuwin held back a whine, nodding quickly and moving away from the other to grab his bag. "Just drive straight to my place."
Pond grabbed his arm, sounding serious out of a sudden. "Drive slowly, okay? No need to rush."
He smiled at his boyfriend, heart racing with the way Pond always worries about him. "Of course, my love. You drive carefully, as well."
He stayed true to his words, driving safely back home, but as soon as he was out of his car and Pond was standing in front of him, he rushed his way up to his apartment.
Grabbing his boyfriend by the arm and dragging him along. The elevator ride felt like absolute torture. Both of them were not even looking at each other in fear they would just jump one another if they made eye contact.
As soon as they were inside, Phuwin dropped his bag to the floor and pulled Pond into him, allowing the other to press him against the wall.
"If I didn't have you tonight, I think I might've gone insane." Pond whispered at him, mouth already glued to Phuwin's neck.
Phuwin whined softly, tilting his head to the side and enjoying the feel of his boyfriend's lips on him. "All because of my new hair?"
He felt Pond nod, nose brushing against his skin, making his eyes close instantly. "You have no idea what it's doing to me. Is this how you feel when I get a haircut?"
He chuckled, the memories of seeing Pond with his freshly cut short hair coming back to him. "Finally, you understand me."
Pond licked his jaw, and he moaned quietly. "I want you, baby, so bad."
"You have me," Phuwin grabbed Pond's head and pulled it up to face him. "I'm all yours, my love."
Pond whined, closing the distance between them and taking Phuwin's lips on his. Their kiss was heated and intense, tongues intertwined in a crazy dance.
They kept kissing until they ran out of air, Pond groaning as they separated. "I will fuck you stupid tonight, but first I need a demonstration of what you did on stage."
"What part?" Phuwin whispered, hands roaming around his boyfriend's body.
"All of it." Pond licked Phuwin's lips, grabbing his hand and guiding him towards his own bedroom.
Pond sat down on the edge of the bed, taking his shirt off and eyeing up his boyfriend as Phuwin stripped naked in front of him.
"I unfortunately don't have a pole here, but we'll get to that later. First, let me have something better than that straw."
He opened Pond's zipper and pulled down his pants, underwear going along with it. His length was already hard against his chest, leaking with pre come.
Phuwin knelt in front of him, licking his lips and holding eye contact with the other.
"Fuck Phuwin–" Pond moaned, eyes dark with desire.
This was such a delightful sight, his boyfriend all hot and bothered because of him. Phuwin always loved the effect he had on the other.
He smiled in amusement at Pond's red ears, something only he could cause, and slowly traced along his boyfriend's thighs.
Hands feeling him up, getting closer and closer to his bulge, but never close enough to feel it.
"Do you want me, love?" He whispered, mouth just centimetres from his boyfriend's erection. "Do you want to feel my mouth around you?"
Pond nodded, moaning deeply. "Please, baby."
It was a bit rare that Phuwin was in control like this. He much more enjoyed being controlled instead, but this was fun from time to time.
"Will you reward me afterwards?" He licked the tip, earning a groan in response.
"Fuck–" Pond took a deep breath. "Yes, teerak, I will give you everything you need. Make you feel so good you'll forget your own name."
"Good." He moved to lick along the length, hands touching Pond's tights as he did so, feeling the muscles spasm under his fingers.
Without further delay, he finally took all of his boyfriend into his mouth, moaning around it and squeezing the other's legs.
They were still maintaining eye contact, and he watched in delight as Pond's mouth widened open, a deep moan coming out of it.
He looked and tasted so delicious, Phuwin felt his own erection twitch.
He kept sucking and licking for a while, taking his boyfriend so far down his throat his eyes watered. Pond's hands were now in his hair, holding onto it for dear life.
He felt as the other started to fuck his mouth, and he whined loudly around Pond's length, feeling the veins with his tongue.
"You take me so well, baby," Pond groaned above him. "I-I'm so close."
Phuwin kept working his magic around the other, tears now falling from his eyes. Pond's hands were quick to dry them, even while he was in no state to even notice such a thing.
That man just loved and cared for Phuwin more than anything, and every little action of his showed it.
"I'm gonna come." He announced with a moan, giving a warning in case Phuwin wanted him to move out of his mouth.
He had no intention whatsoever of letting Pond go, so he continued sucking him, swallowing it all as his boyfriend climaxed down his throat.
Once Pond moved away from him, Phuwin sighed deeply, licking his lips to catch anything that had spilled out.
"You okay, teerak?" Pond asked, leaning closer to dry Phuwin's tears and clean the sides of his lips.
Phuwin smiled at him, heart aching inside of him with every act of kindness coming from the other.
"I'm okay, love." His voice sounded a bit rough, but that was given. "You taste amazing."
His boyfriend smiled back at him, tapping his lap. "Come here, let me taste myself on your tongue."
Phuwin was quick to straddle the other, mouths connecting immediately in a deep kiss.
Pond licked his mouth with want, like the fact he could taste himself inside of Phuwin's mouth was driving him absolutely wild.
Without being able to stop himself, Phuwin began to grind against his boyfriend, his erection touching Pond's abs in such a delicious way that it made him moan into their kiss.
"Are you gonna show me how well you can grind, now?" Pond asked, eyes full of lust.
"You already know that." Phuwin gave him another kiss, hands gripping the back of his boyfriend's head.
"A reminder is always welcome." The other licked his lips.
Phuwin felt insane in the head, like he was drunk on desire. He started to move his hips on top of the other, enjoying the friction of his length against his boyfriend's body.
He could feel how Pond was already getting hard again, his erection touching Phuwin's ass in such a way that made him whine loudly.
Pond kissed and nibbled at his skin, moving from his neck to his jaw and finally to his ears. Pulling his earlobe slightly with his teeth, making Phuwin run his nails down his bare back.
The constant friction against his boyfriend's length did wonders to get Pond fully hard once again. He palmed Phuwin's ass, holding him in place.
"How do you want it?" He asked, kissing his ears.
Phuwin took a deep breath, closing his eyes and trying to calm down a bit. He didn't want to come too fast.
"I wanna sit on you," He whispered, nose nuzzling his boyfriend's face. "Like you are the pole I danced against earlier."
Pong groaned right at his ear, hands pressing against his butt. "Damn, baby, you're gonna be the death of me."
With a sly smile, Phuwin got up and told the other to move further back on the bed. Pond was now sitting against the headboard, grabbing the bottle of lube on the bedside table and covering his fingers with it.
Phuwin crawled towards him, kissing the other one last time before turning around, his back falling against Pond's chest.
He felt as his boyfriend held his waist tightly with one hand, positioning the other right at his rim.
"Fuck-" Phuwin moaned, feeling Pond's fingers entering him. His head fell back onto his boyfriend's shoulder, mouth opened as a shuddering breath left his lips.
After opening him up, Pond held his waist with both hands, guiding him towards his length. "You ready, babe? Do you want me inside you?"
Phuwin nodded, nose touching the other's sharp jaw. "Yes, please."
He allowed the other to guide him down slowly, feeling his walls stretching widely as his boyfriend's erection filled him up.
A whiny moan left his mouth, eyes completely shut and hands holding onto Pond's legs for dear life.
"You're so tight, baby." The other moaned. "This is exactly what I imagined as I watched you grind down on that pole tonight."
"Ughhhh," He whined, mouthing at Pond's jaw. "Kiss me, please."
Pond was happy to oblige, kissing him passionately as he waited for the other to adjust, hands touching Phuwin's toned body.
Once he was sure he was ready, Phuwin began his movements, grinding up and down in a slow circular motion. His thighs would be working overtime today, but he didn't mind that.
Everything felt incredible. He felt as one of Pond's hands caressed his tiny waist, the other moving up to pull at Phuwin's short blonde hair.
The pull was just what he needed, and he started to move faster, one hand on the other's thigh while the other moved up to hold the back of Pond's head.
"You look so hot, baby," Pond moaned into the kiss, tongue licking the sky of his mouth. "You ride me so well."
Phuwin just whined loudly, hips moving around lewdly, nails digging into his boyfriend's leg.
He was getting so close, just a few seconds more and he would reach his climax. If only Pond didn't hold him back.
With a strong grip on both sides of his waist, the other held him down, stopping his movements.
Phuwin whined in complaint. "Nara, I was so close."
"Hold yourself a little longer, teerak. It'll feel better when you finally get there."
He whined at the fact that his boyfriend wanted to edge him, but he also felt electricity running through his veins.
"I don't know how much longer my legs can take, love." He said, taking a few deep breaths to ease his need to come.
"That's okay, baby, let me take care of you now." Pond kissed his temple, moving both of them to lie down on the bed. His length was still deep inside Phuwin.
With each minor movement, his boyfriend's erection would brush against his prostate, making Phuwin see stars. He kept taking deep breaths in order to hold back.
Once they were both completely relaxed, lying sideways on the bed, Pond circled his arms around the other's waist, pulling him even closer.
"You feel so good around me," Pond's voice sounded breathless in Phuwin's ear, making him clench around his length. "Fuck– whenever you do that, you drive me insane, teerak."
"Can you move?" Phuwin moaned. "Please, my love. I need you to fuck me. I need it so bad."
Without a warning, Pond moved his hips back, getting out of him almost completely, only to slam back inside.
It hit right where Phuwin needed. He tried to hold back his scream but failed in the end.
"You don't have to hold yourself back," Pond nibbled his ear. "You know I want to hear you. I love the sounds you make."
Once he felt another thrust, Phuwin moaned as loud as he could, head moving back completely. He turned it around to be able to kiss his boyfriend.
Their movements got erratic, Phuwin's back hitting Pond's chest again and again. His boyfriend suddenly took his length into his large hands, pumping him to the rhythm of his thrusts.
"Ugh– Fuck, fuck, fuck." Phuwin whined wildly, hands gripping the sheets until his knuckles went white.
Just as he was about to tip over the edge, Pond stopped his movements once more, making him groan deeply in frustration.
"Nara," He whined, opening his eyes to side-eye the other.
"Sorry, babe," Pond pecked his cheek. "This is the last time, I promise."
Phuwin squirmed around in annoyance. "Fine… but if you stop one more time, I will finish this by myself."
Pond hugged him tighter in his arms. "I promise next time I'll let you come. I just need to look at you now, please? I was a see you lose yourself with your new hair."
He was still frustrated, but he completely understood the sentiment. He knew how he got once Pond cut his hair short the very first time. It was like something possessed him.
Took him a few positions and a couple of orgasms until he finally felt satisfied. Pond always dealt with his crazy desires. He would obviously gladly return the favour whenever he could.
"Of course, my love." He kissed Pond's cheek as well, moving to get his boyfriend out of him so they could switch positions.
He immediately felt empty, and he hated that feeling. So he quickly lay down on the bed, legs spread apart in invitation.
"Come on, Nara," He locked eyes with the other. "Look at me while you ruin me."
Pond's eyes burned with desire. He hovered above Phuwin, looking like he couldn't believe his luck.
"You look so good, Phuwin." He groaned. "You're driving me up the walls tonight. I'm afraid I might cease to exist at any moment now."
Phuwin circled his arms around his boyfriend's neck, pulling him down towards him. "You better not, who would satisfy me, if not you?"
"No one," Pond grabbed his waist possessively. "You're only mine."
That went straight south, making Phuwin's erection leak a little. It's quite rare that Pond gets jealous of him, but even rarer that he voices his possessiveness towards him.
It always did things to Phuwin when he did, though. As much as he appreciates how understanding and chill he usually is, he still very much enjoys this side of his boyfriend.
Especially in bed.
"I am. Completely and utterly yours."
Pond leaned down to take his lips on his, hands travelling slowly up Phuwin's body, touching everything until he got to his hair.
He messed it up beyond belief, licking his lips like a starved man. "I love you. I love you so fucking much."
Phuwin cupped his head, giving him a deep kiss. "I love you, too."
To both his pleasure and delight, Pond moved back inside of him. Fucking him so deeply and so passionately that it made him feel like his soul left him for a moment.
His body was moving incessantly up and down, hands gripping anything within his reach. Pond's hair, his back, his biceps. The sheets, the headboard, the pillow.
Head rolling around again, again. Mouth opened wide as whiny moans left his parted lips. Hips rolling in rhythm to everything his boyfriend was doing to him.
"Yeah– right there." He moaned. "Don't stop, don't stop, d-don't stop."
His eyes were closed tightly, but he could still feel the other's hot stare at him.
He could feel how much he was wrecking Pond just by the way his boyfriend was holding his hair. How he caressed his face like he was the most beautiful sight Pond ever laid eyes on.
His boyfriend kept complimenting him like he would die if he stopped. "You're so pretty. You feel so good. You take me so well."
Phuwin couldn't form a coherent sentence any longer. All that left his mouth was curses, moans and screams.
He felt his orgasm building up again, and grabbed a handful of Pond's hair, while his other hand gripped the pillow tightly under his head.
"Please, don't stop." He begged, rolling his hips faster and faster to meet the other's thrusts. "Please, please, please."
Pond caressed his face lovingly, a stark contrast to how rough he was fucking him now. "I won't, baby, you can come for me now."
Phuwin felt his boyfriend's hands moving around his length, making his back arch and legs shake wildly.
"I-I'm gonna come." He moaned. "Fuck, Nara, come with me, please."
At the same time Phuwin felt his own release paint his abdomen, he felt Pond's erection twitching inside of him. God, that was too much.
With a loud moan of each other's names, they came at the same time.
They held each other close afterwards, trying to come down from their high. Phuwin felt his legs trembling slightly, and Pond's come leaking out of his entrance once his boyfriend moved out of him.
"Fuck." Was all his brain could provide right now.
Pond kissed his face lovingly, again, and again, and again. "That was perfect. You are perfect."
Phuwin could feel his eyelids closing shut with tiredness. "I'm completely spent."
"You can sleep now, baby. I'll clean you up." Pond smoothed his hair, trying to undo the mess he made.
"I'm so gonna regret this tomorrow." Phuwin chuckled, his tone nothing but full of pure satisfaction.
"I'm sorry if it's my fault that you're gonna be tired tomorrow." Pond sounded a bit guilty
Phuwin opened his eyes to look at the other, a bright smile on his face. "I did this willingly, love. You have nothing to apologize for. I might be tired and sore tomorrow, but it was worth it. It always is."
Pond nuzzled their noses together. "I may have gone a bit overboard."
"I loved it," Phuwin said wholeheartedly. "I love when you fuck me senseless, you know that."
He gave his nose a little peck. "I'll clean you up so you can sleep."
"Thank you, my love." Phuwin kissed him softly before letting his boyfriend out of his arms.
While Pond was busy cleaning him and then himself, Phuwin allowed sleep to take over him. He drifted out of it only for a short moment once he felt his boyfriend's body embracing him from the back.
"Sleep well, teerak. I love you." Pond whispered, pecking his cheek.
He intertwined their hands together, getting comfortable against the other's broad chest. "Love you too, Nara."
The following day went as he expected. Him feeling completely exhausted, but incredibly happy.
Flashes of the night before made him blush by himself, his mind already going wild at everything he would do on their sixth year anniversary and their trip to Europe.
He was sure gonna make the most of it, and if they made out before he left that morning, it was to no one but them to know.