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Although he had offered to be with Chloe this evening for moral support as she told her offspring about the divorce and her father’s possible incarceration, she’d declined, citing the need to just be with her daughter for an evening. He might not entirely understand, but he accepted the explanation, reminding her to call if she needed him as she dropped him outside of Lux.
There’s a slight spring in his step as he enters his club, even as reality begins to settle in around him again. He and Chloe are officially partners at the LAPD, and while their...personal relationship is slightly undefined still, he doesn't mind. Nor does he want to label it at all at the moment. He barely believes what they have is really his to begin with; anything more and he might actually reach overwhelmed.
At the lift, he glances down at the bar to see Maze sitting with a bottle of something undoubtedly expensive, playing on her phone, and he detours. She glances over as he reaches the bottom step, eyebrow rising as she looks him over. If he hadn’t known her for the last several billion years, he might not see the faint relief in her eyes.
“You’re alive,” she says, turning to face him.
“Shocking, I know,” he says airily, reaching for his own bottle.
Maze nods, hesitating. “And Decker?”
Dropping into the stool beside her, Lucifer leans against the bar and looks at her. “Safe,” he says quietly. “A little bruised, but she’s safe. And Malcolm should be a year or so into his Hell loop by now, thanks to her.”
The demon’s scarred eyebrow lifts—a grudging sign of respect for the Detective. “There’s something you’re not telling me.”
Lucifer sighs. “Several things, really,” he says, pouring three fingers of scotch. “Starting with what happened during my brief sojourn to Hell yesterday.” Maze looks at him. “Mum has escaped.”
Maze blinks. Then blinks again. “As in your mom?” He nods. “And you think she’s on Earth.”
“I do. Which means, she’ll have taken human form of a recently dead, doomed soul. While I don’t know for certain, I believe that is what my father wants in return for...the deal I made with him—returning her to Hell.”
For a moment, Maze doesn’t respond, probably debating the merits of asking him the exact terms of the deal. “Then we’ll find her,” she says eventually. “What else?”
He hesitates, thinking of Amenadiel’s unceremonious visit to Chloe’s last night. The miracle. Part of him doesn’t want to mention it at all. Doesn’t want to hear Maze’s renewed reasons for why he’s better off in Hell. Doesn’t want to hear that Chloe is some manipulation from his father.
Clearing his throat, he says instead, “I’ll be working with the Detective on a more regular basis from here on out,” he says lightly. “I am now an official civilian consultant with the LAPD.”
The skeptical look on Maze’s face fades into resignation. “Congrats,” she says dryly.
“Thank you,” he says sincerely.
She rolls her eyes. “Right. Well, I’ll get my knives together and start tracking Mama Morningstar. Looking forward to finally being able to torture her in a physical form.”
“Hold off on the torture until we find out what is she wants here,” he warns. “Her powers have been stripped of her, but we don’t know what she’s capable of.”
Maze clearly wants to argue, but he gives her a look that silences her. For now, anyway. “Sure,” she grumbles. “Call if you need me.”
With that, she slips off her stool, taking her bottle with her, and disappears into the back. Lucifer makes his way up to the penthouse after finishing his drink.
It’s preposterous, but he already misses Chloe. Only a few days have passed since she returned from her Devil trauma processing, and one of those was spent with him searching for her while she was in the deranged clutches of Malcolm Graham.
Last night, though...well, that more than made up for it.
It wasn’t his usual nocturnal activities full of pleasure, sin, and desire, but it was better. More meaningful than he’s used to, and he isn’t sure what to do with that still. He makes a mental note to phone Doctor Linda to schedule another session. To make up for the first one.
But when he steps out of the lift into the penthouse, he freezes.
Amenadiel is perched in one of his leather chairs like he belongs here, posture rigid, hands folded neatly in his lap, and his eyes pinned on Lucifer. For the first time in ages, he isn’t wearing his usual Silver City garb, but jeans and a hoodie. Which should probably be Lucifer’s first warning of what’s to come.
Sighing heavily, Lucifer closes his eyes for a moment. “Of course you’re here,” he mutters under his breath before striding further inside. “What fresh wave of disappointment do you bring today, brother?”
Slowly, the angel rises to his feet, something different in his expression today. Less righteous fury, and more urgency. “We need to find her, Luci,” he says, skipping over greetings entirely.
Lucifer barks a humorless laugh. “I beg your pardon? We?”
“Mom,” Amenadiel presses. “We must send her back to Hell, where Father wants her, before she finds her way home to the Silver City.”
Arching an eyebrow, Lucifer strides past him, grabbing the decanter on the sideboard and pouring himself another drink. “And why, pray tell, should I give a single damn about Mum returning home? Sounds to me like it solves all our problems nicely.”
“Because if she does manage to return,” Amenadiel says tightly, “it will be war, Lucifer. Mom will destroy father, and whatever your feelings for him, you know the consequences for the universe without God. And I happen to know there are things you would rather protect now.”
Ignoring that last sentence, despite the niggling fear in the back of his mind, Lucifer downs his drink as a distraction. “Oh, dearie me, no,” he says mockingly. “Not another celestial war! How original. How absolutely tedious.”
“This is serious, Lucifer!” Amenadiel exclaims, stepping closer.
Lucifer whirls on him, finally snapping. “Yes, everything about our family is serious, Amenadiel. Always duty and responsibility and punishment. Well, I’ve played my part. I was the dutiful son, the rebel, the bloody warden of Hell! I’ve had enough!”
His brother’s mouth flattens into a grim line. “If you hadn’t abandoned your throne—”
“If I hadn’t—” Lucifer breaks off with a bitter laugh. “If I hadn’t left, none of you would even care what happened to me. You would have left me to rot, same as always. The only time I see any of you is when you need something from me, or when you’re chasing me back to punishment. No more, brother.”
Amenadiel flinches, a flicker of guilt crossing his face before he shuts it down.
Lucifer watches him for a long moment. “Tell me, Amenadiel—how are your wings lately?” he asks lightly.
The angel stiffens, blinking at the change in tone and topic. Then Lucifer sees his reaction as the question processes. Just a flicker—a mixture of fear, panic, and shame—before he manages to mask it, schooling himself back into stoic indifference. But it’s already too late.
Feeling particularly vindictive and spiteful, Lucifer stalks closer, reaching into his pocket for the small silver-grey downy feather. “You dropped this last night,” he says, twirling the feather between his fingers. “Molting, are we?”
The blood drains from Amenadiel’s face as he stares at the feather, but he makes no move to take it back.
Lucifer smirks coldly, slipping the feather back into his pocket. “Perhaps you ought to worry about your own problems before trying to drag me back into Father’s little family reunion, hmm?”
He doesn't bother to mention Maze is already tracking Mum. Even if they might need angelic assistance, he isn't ready to swallow his pride and join forces just yet. He'll let Amenadiel sweat a little longer first—a bit of payback for all his brother has put him through.
Especially recently.
Amenadiel’s jaw tightens, his hands curling into fists at his sides. For a moment, Lucifer thinks he might lash out. He almost hopes for it; there are several thousand years’ worth of pent-up aggression he wouldn’t mind taking out on his brother. But the fact that Amenadiel is clearly losing his wings is likely punishment enough.
For now.
There won’t be any celestial brawls in the penthouse tonight, it would seem. Rather than throwing a punch, Amenadiel stiffly turns and stalks off for the lift.
“No wings today?” Lucifer calls after him, sipping his drink. “How very...pedestrian.”
The lift doors slide shut behind Amenadiel with a low, angry hum.
For a moment longer, Lucifer just stands there, breathing hard, while the weight of everything presses in on him again. Last night and much of today had been exceptionally lovely, right up until Amenadiel decided to trespass, and now...
With a sigh, Lucifer forces his fists to uncurl as he turns away from the lift. He crosses the room to the piano, needing something, anything, to bleed out the emotion before it tears him apart. After pouring himself a larger drink, he sits heavily at the piano bench, his fingers finding the keys without thought.
The first notes are soft and aimless, almost searching. Gradually, the melody grows into something low and aching and furious that pours from his fingertips into the empty space of the penthouse. He closes his eyes and lets it happen. Lets it all bleed out.
The anger.
The betrayal.
The fear.
...The hope.
That impossible, reckless hope that perhaps, for once in his miserable eternal existence, he can choose his own path. And that Chloe will be there to walk it with him.
Chloe closes the door behind her and leans against it for a moment, letting the quiet of the beach house settle around her. She isn’t sure if it’s a comfort or just another reminder that everything is changing. That even here at home, she isn’t immune to the shift beneath her feet.
As she looks around, she thinks maybe it’s about time for another change—she was only staying here during her separation from Dan. Now that their marriage is nearly over, she should start considering finding somewhere else to live. She doesn’t want to put Trixie through even more upheaval, but she thinks they might both thrive with their own place.
Something to consider.
Dropping her bag by the door, she toes off her shoes and pads towards the living room where the only sound is of crunching potato chips and cartoons playing on the TV. Trixie is sprawled across the couch, one arm dangling off the side into the chip bag, completely absorbed in her show. Stuffed animals are scattered everywhere, the coffee table is a minefield of crayons and half-finished drawings, and Chloe’s heart squeezes tight at the sight.
Trixie could only have been home alone after school for half an hour at most...
It’s all so...normal.
God, she needed this.
“Hey, Monkey,” Chloe calls softly.
Trixie’s head pops up instantly, her face lighting up like the sun when she sees her, and Chloe’s chest aches with love. “Mom! You’re home!” Trixie chirps, scrambling to sit up properly. “Did you bring pizza?”
Chloe laughs under her breath. “Wow, you don’t even say hello anymore? Just straight to pizza, huh?”
Her daughter just grins, entirely unrepentant. “Well, you did promise.”
Tilting her head to the side, Chloe narrows her eyes. “Did I, though? I think I said ‘maybe’,” she reminds her, but her heart isn’t in it, and she’s already reaching for her phone.
Wriggling in place, Trixie watches her like a hawk, and the staring contest commences.
Chloe pretends to consider for a long, agonizing second before sighing dramatically. “Fine. Pizza it is, you win.”
“Victory is mine!” Trixie declares with a whoop, punching the air.
Settling for the usual—extra cheese and pepperoni—Chloe adds some breadsticks and chocolate cake slices for dessert, then leaves her phone on the counter. If the night goes according to plan, Trixie deserves the treat. When she turns back around, her daughter is staring at her. But not in that eager, bouncy way Chloe is used to. In a way that says she’s noticed something wrong. And Chloe thinks she knows what that something is.
“Mom?” Trixie says carefully. “Are you...okay?”
Forcing a smile, Chloe crosses the room to sit beside her daughter. “Yeah, of course, sweetie. Why wouldn’t I be?”
She doesn’t answer right away. She just reaches up and gently touches Chloe’s cheek, her fingertips ghosting the bruises she hadn’t been able to fully cover with makeup this morning. Even with Lucifer’s skilled cosmetic assistance. Chloe sucks in a breath.
“You’re hurt,” Trixie whispers, like it breaks her heart to just say the words. The way she always does when one of her cop parents gets hurt.
Chloe grabs her hand and holds on tightly. “I’m fine, Monkey. Really. It looks a lot worse than it is.”
“But...it happened,” Trixie insists, her lips wobbling and eyes watering. “Was it that man? Malcolm?” Her voice sounds so much younger than seven years old.
Chloe closes her eyes for a second, summoning patience and strength and all the things a mother is supposed to have. She doesn’t even ask how Trixie knows that name; her little girl always seems to know things she shouldn’t. Usually from conversations she isn’t meant to hear. But Chloe doesn’t bother trying to deny it.
“Yeah,” she says eventually. “It was Malcolm.”
Trixie sniffles. “But you got him...right? He can’t hurt you anymore?”
Pulling Trixie into her lap, Chloe cradles her close, the way she used to when her daughter was smaller. “He’s gone, baby. I promise. And he’s never coming near us again.” She feels Trixie melt into her, hears her breathe a little easier against her chest.
Still, Chloe knows there’s more—a conversation she can’t keep putting off, no matter how it hurts. “Trix,” she says quietly, leaning back into the couch and stroking her daughter’s hair. “There’s...something else we need to talk about.”
Trixie leans back to look up at her, wariness and suspicion creeping into her eyes.
Chloe takes a breath and licks her lips, trying to find the words to explain. Ideally, Dan would have been here for this conversation, but...well. “You know how me and Daddy...we’ve been living apart for a while,” she says carefully.
Trixie nods slowly.
“And...you know how sometimes grown-ups—they try really hard to fix things, but sometimes it just doesn’t work out?”
Another small nod, this one a little sadder. There’s a knowing glint in Trixie’s eyes, as if she’s been waiting for this for a long time, but hoped it would never come.
Chloe takes another deep breath. No matter how she puts it, it’s going to hurt. There’s no use dragging it out any longer. “Trixie, your dad and I...we’re getting a divorce.”
For a second, Trixie’s face crumples, and Chloe’s heart breaks in a jagged line down the middle. She wraps her arms tighter around her daughter. “But I want you to listen to me, okay? This isn’t your fault, Trixie. It could never be your fault, and it never was. Your dad and I—we both love you so, so much. And that is something that will never change.”
Unbidden, she thinks of Lucifer. Specifically, when he told her about his own parents—how one threw him away and the other didn’t say a word in his defense. It was something Chloe could never imagine doing as a mother. Not just punishing her child as harshly and unfairly as God had, but turning her back on Trixie the way Goddess had on Lucifer.
Trixie buries her face against Chloe’s shoulder, and Chloe rocks her gently, murmuring reassurances into her hair. She feels her own throat tighten with unshed tears. They stay like that for what feels like forever. Until Trixie’s little voice floats up again.
“Is Daddy going to jail?”
Chloe freezes. “Where...did you hear that, Trix?” she breathes, playing for time. Because how do you explain that to a seven-year-old?
Trixie gives a little guilty shrug. “I heard him talking to Abuelo last night when he dropped me off. He said he did something and might not be around for a while.”
Jesus, Dan...
Letting out the breath she was holding, Chloe considers how much to say. “I don’t know,” she admits after a long beat. “Maybe. Daddy made some...bad choices. And there are consequences for that, even as a cop.” Though maybe not as often as there should be, she doesn’t add. “Right now, our bosses have him in a holding cell. What happens after that—” Chloe shakes her head, because she doesn't have that answer either. “But whatever happens, no matter what, me and you—we’re gonna be okay.”
Trixie sniffles loudly and wipes her nose on Chloe’s sleeve, which Chloe doesn’t even have the heart to scold her for. “I don’t want him to go away,” she whimpers.
“I know, baby,” Chloe says, kissing the top of her head and resting her cheek there. “Me neither.”
Another long, aching silence passes. Chloe tries not to think about what weekends might be like, driving Trixie to visit Dan in prison. Watching them talk through glass and corded receivers. The silent tears Trixie would shed on the drive home again.
Finally, Chloe backs away, cupping her daughter’s face in her hands. “You’re the bravest kid I know. And whatever happens...you’ll never be alone. Okay?”
Trixie nods fiercely, a fresh wave of tears in her eyes, but a stubborn set to her jaw. An expression that is so clearly genetic, it makes Chloe smile.
“Okay,” she says, ruffling her daughter’s hair. “Pizza is on the way—pepperoni like always—”
“And extra cheeeeese!” Trixie exaggerates, clearly trying to be as brave as her mom said she is.
Chloe nods. “Yep. So let’s get your homework done, then we can watch a movie while we eat, yeah?”
Less than an hour later, they’re sitting on the floor in front of the coffee table eating greasy pizza straight from the box. There’s an old Disney movie on TV, and light in her daughter’s eyes again, however faint. After they eat, they curl up under Trixie’s favorite fuzzy blanket, and Chloe lets herself sink into the comfort of it. The warmth of having her little girl pressed against her side, the low flicker of the TV light, and the safe feeling of home wrapping around them.
Later, as Chloe tucks Trixie into bed, Trixie grabs her hand to pull her close again.
“Mom?” she says sleepily.
“Yeah, Monkey?”
She probably should have caught the trap at the sight of Trixie’s mischievous, half-asleep grin. “Is Lucifer your boyfriend now?”
Chloe’s entire brain short-circuits. “Wha—? No! Trixie, no, he’s not—” She flails, completely useless, as her cheeks burn. “Lucifer and I... We’re just friends. Good friends. And work partners. That’s it.”
The look of deep skepticism on her daughter’s face is definitely genetic. “Sure, Mom,” she says, smirking. “Just friends.”
“Good night, Trixie,” Chloe says hastily, tucking the blanket up over her head playfully.
“Good night, Mom,” Trixie sing-songs back through her muffled laughter, clearly unconvinced.
Closing the door, Chloe rests her forehead against it for a few seconds, exhaling her own laugh.
What the hell even is her life anymore?
But as she makes her way back to the living room to clear up leftover pizza and cake crumbs and crayons, Chloe realizes something surprising: For the first time in a long time, despite everything that’s happened—the fear and the uncertainty and the pain—she feels...hopeful. She’d thought it on the beach earlier with Lucifer, but now it’s really there, warming and expanding in her chest.
She has an amazing, clever, too-smart-for-her-own-good daughter who took the news about her life falling apart way better than Chloe could have hoped for.
And she has a weird, infuriating, insufferably incredible partner who she knows will have her back no matter what.
What else does she need?
A few hours later, Chloe curls up on the couch, tucking her knees against her chest with her phone resting loosely in her hand. The house is silent again, the sort of silence that once made her feel heavy and lonely and lost.
Tonight, though, it feels lighter. Warmer. And far less lonely.
Because she knows who’s out there, waiting in case she needs him.
For a long while, her thumb hovers over the screen. She isn’t even sure what she wants to say. She just...wants to talk to him, even if only over text.
God, she’s bad at this. Then again, she’s always been awkward around boys, especially ones she liked.
Finally, she bites her lip, and the bullet, and opens a new message to type:
Hey.
She stares at the blinking cursor. Wow. Brilliant, Chloe. Talk about poetry. Riveting stuff there...
Before she can overthink it, she hits send. Only a few seconds later, three little dots appear. Then vanish. Then reappear. She smiles, reassured by his hesitation. At least she isn't the only one struggling with this.
Hello, Detective. Everything all right?
Her heart squeezes as she presses her lips against an idiotic smile. He’s always so careful with her now. Like he’s just waiting for her to set the pace. Or run screaming.
She hesitates, then types back:
Yeah. Trixie’s asleep. Just...thinking about stuff.
It’s been a long day.Would you like me to come over? Keep you company?
The question is simple. Casual, even. But somehow, it feels more meaningful than that. Like he’s offering her a choice—not just for tonight, but maybe for everything they haven’t defined yet. She chews on her lip, debating. She wants to say yes. Wants him here so badly. But Trixie is asleep in the room behind her. And her whole life is still a mess. And she doesn’t want their first real step forward to happen because she’s tired and lonely and a little broken.
She wants it to be right.
Finally, with a sigh, she types:
No. You should get some rest too.
Just...wanted you to know I was thinking about you.
The second she hits send, panic flares hot and wild in her chest. What is she doing? Had she really just sent that? She’s ready to throw the phone out the window, into the ocean when it buzzes again almost instantly.
Well, I am honored, Detective.
I’m thinking of you as well.
Chloe rolls over and buries her face into the couch cushion, letting out a muffled, mortified, giddy laugh. How old is she again? Fifteen or nearly thirty-five?
When she finally lifts her head, there is one more message waiting for her:
Sleep well, Chloe.
Chloe. Not ‘Detective’. No joke or teasing or emojis. Chloe presses the phone to her chest, smiling like an idiot in the dark room.
Maybe things are complicated. Maybe things are messy. But for once, she thinks it's time to throw caution to the wind without being afraid of it. And she feels ready.
The next morning, Chloe wakes to the thick, greasy scent of bacon and something else—something almost sinful—floating up the stairs. At first, it barely registers in her mind, her body too heavy with sleep in her warm bed.
Then realization kicks in and her eyes snap open.
Trixie.
The panic hits all at once. She scrambles out of bed, her legs tangling in the sheets, and nearly faceplants on the floor as she stumbles to the door. The stairs are a blur under her feet, and she barely remembers touching them.
“Trixie!” she calls, heart pounding as she flies into the kitchen, already picturing the stove on fire or a disaster of epic proportions. Imagines having to call her mother and tell Penelope her beloved beach house was burned down to the ground by a seven-year-old because Chloe was negligent.
Instead, she skids to a halt as she takes in the scene before her. Trixie is perched on a stool at the breakfast bar, a glass of (what Chloe hopes is) apple juice in her hands as she swings her legs cheerfully. And behind the counter, wearing a blue Kiss the Chef apron over a black dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows and the smuggest smile in the history of smugness—
Lucifer freaking Morningstar.
For the second time in twelve hours, Chloe’s brain short-circuits. Just for a moment. He’s at the stove, flipping a perfectly golden omelet with casual grace, a plate of perfectly crisped bacon already resting nearby. The entire kitchen looks like a five-star restaurant ad.
Of course he can cook like this. Because why wouldn’t he be good at literally everything he does?
“You—” Chloe starts, her voice way too high. She turns wide eyes on her daughter. “Trix, we’ve talked about letting people in while I’m sleeping. Again.”
The look Trixie gives her is that classic, unimpressed seven-year-old stare. “Mom,” she says, dragging the word out several syllables. She doesn’t roll her eyes, exactly, but there is a tone. “It’s just Lucifer. We know him.”
And Lucifer, the smug bastard, says absolutely nothing. He just keeps on cooking, an insufferably innocent expression on his face as he whistles under his breath.
Chloe massages her temples. “Boundaries, Trixie,” she says weakly.
Her daughter just shrugs, a matching look of innocence on her face. “You said he’s your friend, right? Friends make breakfast for each other. And it’s not like it’s the first time.”
Before Chloe can argue, Lucifer smoothly sets a mug of coffee in front of her. The aroma alone is enough to make her knees go weak. It’s decadent and rich, like something handcrafted by the gods—or the Devil.
Isn’t the Devil a sort of deity?
She gives him a narrow-eyed look. “You said you’d keep things quiet,” she mutters under her breath, taking the cup anyway. Because damn, that smells good.
So does Lucifer.
Even if he’s really annoying.
Lucifer gives her the faintest of smirks. “I’ve said nothing to the Urchin, Detective,” he assures her mildly. “I simply mentioned that you’d had a rather rough few days, and I thought you might appreciate a...small gesture.”
Chloe gives up. There are battles worth fighting, and amazing coffee is not one of them.
Besides, that’s...really kind of sweet of him.
He gently nudges her onto one of the stools, like he’s seating royalty, then turns back to the stove.
Trixie chatters happily beside her, bringing Lucifer up to speed on her entire life: school science projects, favorite cartoons, her BFF Teagan’s new dog. Lucifer listens with surprising patience, asking questions, and making teasingly snarky quips occasionally, even if he does seem a little wary. His discomfort is obvious—the man clearly has no idea what to do with a child—but he’s also trying.
Chloe knows he’s doing that for her. And somehow, his clumsy effort is more endearing than anything else.
She wraps her hands around the mug, feeling the warmth seep into her fingers as she watches from the corner of her eye. This whole little scene—Lucifer cooking in his designer clothes and a cheap apron, Trixie babbling on and on, laughter filling the kitchen—it feels completely, absurdly normal. And so good. Like maybe there’s a future here she didn’t dare hope for. The one she thought she lost with Dan.
At one point, Lucifer must feel her staring. He pauses in plating their breakfasts and looks over, an almost shy look in his eyes. His lips pull up into a small half-smile that makes her heart flutter. A smile of pure blissful contentment—one she hasn’t smiled in...too long—tugs at her lips, and she lets herself simply be for a while.
After breakfast, Trixie throws on her backpack, still rambling at full speed. Chloe helps her wrangle her shoes and jacket and homework, laughing when Lucifer makes a joke about needing earplugs the next time he’s forced to babysit.
“I heard that!” Trixie says, scowling adorably as she heads for the door.
“Yes, you were meant to,” Lucifer calls after her, winking at Chloe.
Chloe shakes her head, heart aching with affection. Is she really allowed to have this?
They say quick goodbyes. Teagan’s mom waves from the car. Chloe watches her daughter skip down the walkway, so full of life, so trusting. Even after last night. Chloe only hopes it’s not an act, but she saw none of the usual signs this morning.
Closing the door with a click, Chloe turns with a sigh—and nearly runs straight into Lucifer standing right behind her. His eyes are dark and intense. A long moment stretches out between them, filled with all the things they haven’t said yet.
Then, before she can think of anything to say, he leans down and kisses her.
This isn’t one of the soft, careful kisses from yesterday or the night before last. This is hungry. Hot and desperate and grounding all at once. Chloe gasps against his mouth but doesn’t pull away. She clutches at his shirt, rising on her toes to get closer while the world tilts under her.
Her mind is made up before she registers, the words out of her mouth before she can stop them. Not that she wants to stop them. “I want you,” she whispers against his lips, almost afraid to say it out loud at all.
Lucifer pauses, pulling back just enough to search her face, his own breathing ragged and heavy. His eyebrows furrow. “Are you sure?” he asks hoarsely. “Tell me now, Chloe, because if you say yes...”
She tightens her grip on him and looks him straight in the eyes. “I’m sure.”
For a second, he just stares at her, as if he can’t believe what she’s saying. But just for a second. In the next, something in his expression cracks, the shutters falling from his eyes, and she sees it all—the longing, and affection, and the awe and wonder. Without another word, he sweeps her off her feet and carries her up the stairs like she weighs nothing.
Yet every step he takes is careful. Reverent, even.
Chloe’s heart thunders against her ribs, the entire world narrowing down to the feel of him. His arms around her. The solid, steady beat of his heart where she’s pressed against his chest. The weight of his gaze on her, like he can barely believe she’s real.
She knows that feeling.
He sets her down gently on the bed, but doesn’t pull away immediately. He hovers there, close enough that she can feel the heat radiating from him, looking into her like he’s memorizing her. Every line, every breath, every uncertain beat between them.
“If you want me to stop,” he says, his voice low and rough, “just say the word.”
Though she feels nerves fluttering up, Chloe swallows and shakes her head. “No,” she whispers. “I don’t want you to stop.”
For one heartbeat, he simply looks at her. Then he kisses her again, different from the kiss that brought them here. Slower. Deeper. His mouth moves against hers like a promise, his hands threading into her hair, cradling her head as if she might break. Chloe lets herself melt into it, fingers gripping the silky fabric of his shirt, tugging him closer until there’s no space left between them.
Lucifer groans softly. The sound of it sends a thrill straight down her spine. He kisses down her jawline, along the curve of her throat, letting his lips linger at the wild beat of pulse. “You’re trembling,” he murmurs into her skin.
“Not scared,” she breathes, tangling her fingers in his hair and messing up his careful styling. He doesn’t seem to mind.
“Good,” he whispers, kissing lower now. “Because I intend to worship you properly.”
The words make her entire body shudder. Lucifer sits back slightly, hands sliding down her arms, every touch reverent and waiting. Always waiting for her. Giving her every chance to stop this before they cross a line they can’t come back from.
Chloe grabs the hem of her sleep shirt and pulls it off over her head before she can overthink it, tossing it aside blindly. Lucifer’s breath catches audibly as his eyes drink her in like she’s the most amazing thing he’s ever seen.
Maybe, somehow, she is.
That’s how he touches her. Slowly. Carefully. Long fingers trace the line of her collarbone, the slope of her shoulders, the curve of her waist, like he’s memorizing every inch. She tugs his shirt from his waistband in return, needing to feel him too. He lets her, unbuttoning his black button-up just enough to pull it over his head and tossing it somewhere on the floor with hers.
It isn’t the first time she’s seen him shirtless, but this feels different. This time, it’s more. This time, the sight of him—bare, powerful, real—steals what little air Chloe has left. She’s thought it before, and it’s still true now: he’s beautiful. Not perfect—she knows there are huge, pebbled scars on his back, from his wings—but he’s real. Tangible.
Hers.
“Lucifer,” she whispers, reaching for him.
He comes willingly. Their mouths crash together again, a clash of heat and longing and aching tenderness. Hands roam, clothes disappear, slow, clumsy, and desperate all at once, with soft laughter and whispered apologies when fingers fumble in their urgency.
Until there’s nothing left between them anymore.
No walls. No lies. No doubts.
Just Chloe and Lucifer—the Detective and her Devil— bare and shaking with the weight of what they’ve been building to from the night they met.
Lucifer kisses her again, softer now, slow enough to break her heart a little. His forehead presses others, and his voice shakes when he says, “Last chance, Detective.”
But Chloe’s heart has been made up for a while, it seems. She wraps her arms around him, pulling him flush against her. “I want this. I want you,” she whispers. “All of you.”
A shudder runs through him, his eyes brighter than she’s ever seen them. And then he’s settling over her, fitting against her perfectly and moving with infinite care. The first press of him is overwhelming, a stretch and burn that makes Chloe gasp, clutching his shoulders.
Lucifer stills immediately, breathing hard, every muscle in his body trembling. “You’re okay?” he rasps, barely holding himself up.
She nods quickly, blinking against the sting in her eyes. “Don’t stop,” she whispers, almost a whimper. “Please, don’t stop.”
After a half-beat pause, he kisses her again, deeper, and starts to move. Slowly.
So slow it’s nearly unbearable. Every inch is careful and deliberate, like he’s learning her from the inside out. And Chloe feels everything. The weight of him, the heat, the way he murmurs her name like a prayer against her skin. The way he never removes his gaze from hers. She wraps her legs around his waist, meeting his thrusts, urging him closer, deeper.
Lucifer groans into her mouth, the last of his restraint lost. The rhythm builds between them, steady and relentless, their bodies finding a perfect, needy sync. Chloe clings to him, moaning softly as pleasure coils tighter and tighter inside her, her nails digging into his back, making him hiss and growl.
Lucifer’s hand finds one of hers on his back, lacing their fingers together and pressing their joined hands beside her head on the bed. His free hand caresses her face, brushing her hair back, his thumb stroking her cheek with that heartbreaking tenderness.
“Chloe,” he gasps. “My Chloe.”
The words shatter something inside her. Chloe surges up and kisses him, losing herself in it. In him. The pleasure builds into a sharp, almost unbearable ache, until it suddenly breaks free, tearing through her in wave after wave. She cries out, clutching him closer, riding it out as he thrusts harder and deeper, chasing his own release.
Lucifer buries his face in her neck, groaning her name as he follows her over the edge, his body trembling in her arms. For a long moment, neither of them moves, staying just like that. Wrapped around each other. Breathing each other in.
Chloe presses kisses to his shoulder, his throat, anywhere she can reach, her heart so full it feels like it might burst. Eventually, Lucifer lifts his head, hair falling onto his forehead in curls, his expression so open and raw in a way she’s never seen before. He kisses her, slow and sweet, whispering her name like a promise between each press of his lips.
She kisses him back, feeling tears prick at the corners of her eyes. Not from sadness, but from everything else. Love and hope. The terrifying, amazing realization that this is just the beginning.
“Stay,” she whispers when he finally pulls back just enough to look at her.
Lucifer smiles, his eyes as bright as the stars, like she just handed him the world. “For as long as you’ll have me, Detective,” he whispers back thickly.
Tangling her fingers in his hair, Chloe pulls him down for another kiss. “Forever,” she murmurs against his lips.
The Rolling Stones had it exactly right: You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you might find you get what you need.
And right now, Chloe has everything she needs and more.