Fics that eat at my soul
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Hanging By a Thread by StarsCrackedOpen (Misthia)
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
15 Aug 2020
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“They lied to me, Ahsoka.” His voice cracked. “Obi-Wan lied to me.”
“I know,” she said, voice small, her heart breaking. “I’m sorry.”Or: In which Anakin reels from the council’s — and worse, Obi-Wan’s — deception, and Ahsoka won’t let him fall.
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- Part 18 of Things Carried, Unseen
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Vader's Funeral (One Shot) by jairyn
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Rebels, Star Wars Original Trilogy
19 Oct 2021
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I had a dream... and then a lot of feelings... I'm sorry.
Ahsoka shows up on Endor immediately following the rebels' victory over the second death star and the emperor. She came to see Rex, needing comfort after feeling Vader's death in the force. But instead, she finds the funeral pyre that Luke had set up for him. And in her agony, falls apart. Anakin, now a force ghost, feels the only true mourner of his death in the midst of the celebration and finds her in her misery. As they attempt to reconnect, his joy at being dead and the end of his suffering quickly fades and they start considering desperate measures just to comfort each other. Can they rekindle their force bond or has it been irrevocably broken?
“... and you alone will be the one to know I was more than just a monster.”
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His Guardian by jairyn
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
26 Jan 2022
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This is a story I've kind of been thinking about on and off for awhile because I'm kind of tired of writing stories where Ahsoka is always the one doing the chasing, so after all the emotional feels of Think Twice, I wanted one where Jedi Anakin actually appreciated her more.
After the life defining losses on Geonosis, including the rejection from his long time crush, Anakin is thrown together with a cute, sassy little padawan that suddenly is the most interesting thing in his life. He likes her fire, he appreciates her protectiveness of him and very quickly he trusts her with everything. Her appearance is a light in the darkness and an excellent distraction from his pain and after developing such a deep friendship with her, it slowly shifts to more. But Ahsoka is more than a shining light for him, she's also the guardian of his light and with her help, perhaps they both can reach their true potential. With or without the Jedi order.
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Hairsbreadth by StarsCrackedOpen (Misthia)
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
27 Jul 2020
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She froze as her master pulled out a knife and held it to his neck.
Or: In which Ahsoka learns about human grooming habits and Anakin is properly bemused.
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- Part 5 of Things Carried, Unseen
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Bounded In a Nutshell by StarsCrackedOpen (Misthia)
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
25 Jul 2020
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Ahsoka jolted awake again, that same fear crawling up her throat. It felt alien inside her, foreign to her mind. She knew her own anxieties well, and this wasn’t hers.
Or: In which Anakin and Ahsoka learn that not only waking nightmares can be shared.
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- Part 7 of Things Carried, Unseen