but i love it when you try to save me
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so tell me why my gods look like you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
13 Jul 2020
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“There’s a part of me, you know, that kind of— kinda wishes I had done it.”
Grantaire falters. “You mean—?”
Enjolras nods, blush creeping again down her chest. “I don’t know. It was awkward, and I wasn’t really all that attracted to him, but he seemed— decent enough, I don’t know. Maybe it’s because he’s the only person that ever kissed me, but it was nice to— to feel wanted. Even if it was nothing.” She shrugs again, and Grantaire frowns as sadness flickers in her eyes. She huffs a laugh that sounds too self-deprecating to be genuine. “Even if it was bad, at least then I’d know what it’s like.”
Grantaire wants to tell her, You’re a fucking goddess and you’re mad at yourself for not letting some rando fuck you?, and You deserve more than a one-night stand who only cares about shoving his tongue down your throat, and, alarmingly, How can you not know what it’s like to feel wanted when all I ever do is want you?
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- Part 1 of but i love it when you try to save me
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“It’s why you didn’t want me to hear your cute little moans, before, right? Because you liked it more when I gave you permission, when I told you I thought they were pretty?” A tiny whimper escapes her throat before she even has the chance to suppress it. “Just like that. Good girl.”
Enjolras takes in a lungful of air. She can’t feel her hands. “Are you done psychoanalyzing my bedroom preferences?”
“Maybe I would be if you weren’t shaking so much.”
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- Part 2 of but i love it when you try to save me