if you make me feel something
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you don’t think you can want anything anymore, so you let mrs. turner drive you to the train station. she gives you a hug before you get out of the car, and you think you’re probably suffocating, that no one except tai has touched you since you were rescued.
‘you can tell her it was my choice,’ you say, as you open the passenger door. ”that i needed to leave, that it wasn’t anything she did.’
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van loses herself after the rescue.
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- Part 1 of if you make me feel something
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when your mother gives you the keys to her car and says you can drive yourself to therapy today, you want to laugh, scream, cry; you want to make her understand you never need to ask permission to do anything ever again.
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tai post rescue. how do you go from a god to a suburban teenager?!
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- Part 2 of if you make me feel something
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it’s almost poetic that this is how you’re going to die, a fucking brain aneurysm in the electronics department of a walmart outside of milwaukee. at least this way there’s nothing you can do to stop it.
of course, nothing was ever going to be that easy.
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van’s not doing great. how do you remember you’re alive!
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- Part 3 of if you make me feel something