If We Could Do It All Over Series
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There’s a moment when JJ knows it’s over. Between the cops whispering, Sarah’s Dad being led away by SBI, and the death-like quiet that falls over the tent, there’s no way they get their happy ending.
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- Part 1 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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There’s things JJ’s not comfortable talking about yet, parts of his past that are better off buried and dead.
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- Part 2 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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The one time they didn't hook up and the first time they did.
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- Part 3 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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JJ’s triggers are his responsibility. It shouldn’t be a surprise that he’s shit at managing them.
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- Part 4 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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For the first time in his life, JJ gets a Hallmark Christmas.
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- Part 5 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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JJ feels fifteen again, like Big John and John B will come down the steps at his back any moment now, carrying their gear and arguing over something that has next to no consequence but gives them something to do.
As it is, the chateau is quiet and Big John is dead.
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- Part 6 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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The first trial medication is the worst because it gives them hope.
The second, because it nearly kills JJ.
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- Part 7 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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Wadesboro Penitentiary stands tall in front of JJ, it’s grey-white walls meeting the sky in an intimating stretch. He always thought if he ever saw this place in real life it would be because he was being transferred here from Kildare County Jail in cuffs and an orange jump suit.
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- Part 8 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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Shoupe shakes John B's shoulder roughly. “You hanging in there?” The words come through a tunnel that John B tries to nod his way through.
He’s pretty sure he’s having a panic attack, but he'd rather die than draw a second of the paramedic’s attention from JJ right now.
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- Part 9 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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JJ grew up in flashes in front of him, fifty pounds one week, sixty the next, still smaller than the other kids his age, but growing all the same.
Eight years later, Luke learns how to start to redeem himself when he’s given a second chance.
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- Part 10 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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For too long now JJ’s sat on the lip of the tub, twirling his phone in his hands as if it would make the call on its own.
He needs help.
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- Part 11 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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JJ hides things—things like his abuse, under a slit-lipped smile, or his anxiety, under the haze of a freshly rolled blunt—with the kind of nonchalant attitude that gets Kiara to roll her eyes or Pope to shrug off the sting of JJ’s rejection when he promises, emptily, that “I’m fine, alright?”
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- Part 12 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
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The year the Northside shore gets a music venue is one of the best years of their lives. Drinks flow, joints are passed, and bodies grind together under the thrum of a deep, ebbing bass that rides over the sound of the ocean.
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- Part 13 of If We Could Do It All Over Series
