Find Us Alive

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• you can text me (when punching mattresses gets old) by EvilToxicMossSauce

  Fandoms: SCP Foundation  

  • Mature
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  24 Feb 2025

  Tags

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  • Dr. Edmund Harley/Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Dr. Edmund Harley
  • Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Choking
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Light BDSM
  • <- all of these are consensual but they're being asked for for self harm purposes
  • (harley doesn't know this)
  • Making Out
  • fellas is it gay to ask your friend to trigger you on purpose
  • post-electrocution angst
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • References to Addiction
  • y'know. the usual harlanc stuff
  • they're t4t in this also if you care
  • Trans Edmund Harley
  • Trans Orion Lancaster
  • I Wrote This While Listening to Car Seat Headrest's Music

  Summary

  orion lancaster can't just do bdsm like a normal person he has to show up bleeding at 3am and ask his buddy to make things worse for him instead

  THANKS ROWAN FOR BETA-ING AND DAVID FOR BRAINSTORMING

  Series

  • Part 1 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,367

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  13

  Kudos:

  24

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  140

• catharsis by EvilToxicMossSauce

  Fandoms: SCP Foundation  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen, M/M
  • Complete Work

  25 Feb 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dr. Edmund Harley/Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Dr. Beatrix Klein & Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Dr. Orion Lancaster & Agent Nari Love
  • Dr. Orion Lancaster & Officer Raddagher
  • Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Agent Nari Love
  • Officer Raddagher (SCP Foundation)
  • Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Dr. Edmund Harley
  • Fluff
  • that's all this is it's just fluff
  • Orion Lancaster Writes Poetry
  • (yes it's shitty yes that was on purpose don't come after me)
  • Healthy Coping Mechanisms
  • in contrast to the previous fic
  • raddlove if you squint
  • but i hate when people tag ships that r barely in the fic so i'm not gonna do that.

  Summary

  my fua adaptation of the tma fluff episode epiphany, because i owe several people an apology for the last fic i posted, and also for the one i'm going to write next

  Series

  • Part 2 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,462

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  26

  Bookmarks:

  8

  Hits:

  107

• radio's on (and i'm addicted to the static in my mind) by xenon_orchid_sinews (EvilToxicMossSauce)

  Fandoms: Scp: Find Us Alive, SCP Foundation  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  23 Mar 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dr. Edmund Harley/Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Dr. Edmund Harley
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Chronic Pain
  • Orion Lancaster has Chronic Pain
  • Masturbation
  • Trans Orion Lancaster
  • Internal Monologue
  • Phone Sex
  • author's first time writing smut
  • Voice Kink
  • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
  • Scars
  • Implied/Referenced Torture
  • Dissociation
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • No beta we kayak like Tim

  Summary

  a rumination on stars, scars, and everything between.

  Series

  • Part 3 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,562

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  15

  Kudos:

  38

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  243

• do you ever think of me (and my two hands) by EvilToxicMossSauce

  Fandoms: Scp: Find Us Alive  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  03 Jun 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gloria Alves/Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Gloria Alves & Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Gloria Alves (SCP: Find Us Alive)
  • Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Dialogue-Only
  • fan episode
  • Post-Episode 56: Contact
  • set after the doomed yuri domestic violence moment
  • idk man i wrote this in an hour
  • i am always thinking about them

  Summary

  Unsent voicemails from the inbox of Dr. Alves.

  Series

  • Part 4 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,186

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  11

  Kudos:

  15

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  66

• cherry wine by xenon_orchid_sinews (EvilToxicMossSauce)

  Fandoms: Scp: Find Us Alive  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  06 Jul 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gloria Alves/Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Gloria Alves (SCP: Find Us Alive)
  • Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Smut
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • but it's kleinves. of course it's unhealthy
  • Shower Sex
  • Dom/sub Undertones
  • set before the Sideways/3B arc
  • Violent Sex
  • fighting while ass naked in a room with hard slippery surfaces cannot possibly end poorly
  • Arguing
  • Power Dynamics

  Summary

  She's being petty, yes, but– Gloria was petty first, alright? And besides- Klein really fucking hates the silent treatment.

  Series

  • Part 5 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,472

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  15

  Hits:

  97

• kintsugi by EvilToxicMossSauce for Reeamathemage

  Fandoms: Scp: Find Us Alive  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  27 Jul 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gloria Alves/Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Gloria Alves (SCP: Find Us Alive)
  • Dr. Beatrix Klein
  • Making Up
  • episode 56 domestic violence moment mentioned
  • Angst
  • Gloria Alves is Struggling
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Talking
  • Exes
  • no beta we die like Kasey from engineering
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm

  Summary

  kintsugi [kin-tsoo-gee]
  noun
  a traditional Japanese pottery repair technique in which lacquer mixed with precious metals, especially gold, is used to fill cracks and replace missing pieces.

  OR:

  klein visits alves in the aftermath.

  Series

  • Part 6 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,487

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  15

  Kudos:

  18

  Hits:

  66

• bitter flavor (sweeter drink) by xenon_orchid_sinews (EvilToxicMossSauce)

  Fandoms: Scp: Find Us Alive, SCP Foundation  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  03 Oct 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dr. Edmund Harley/Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Dr. Edmund Harley
  • Dr. Orion Lancaster
  • Smut
  • Anal Fingering
  • Cunnilingus
  • Trans Orion Lancaster
  • Trans Male Character
  • Forced Feminization
  • well. kind of. does it count if it's done to yourself
  • Implied Trans Female Character
  • Friends with Benefits
  • and now for the less fun tags:
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Scars
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Dissociation
  • not dubious consent just dubiously enjoyable
  • Oral Sex
  • Physical Disability
  • Orion Lancaster has Chronic Pain
  • Edmund Harley has Chronic Pain
  • Lack of Communication
  • but what else did we expect from these two.

  Summary

  It’s late, Harley’s lonely, and Lancaster is in his room. And it doesn’t mean anything.

  Series

  • Part 7 of Find Us Alive

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,639

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  15

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  130