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    On their way back from El Paso, Eddie and Chris get into a car accident. Concussed and confused, Chris calls Buck instead of 911.

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    24 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    After a years of toeing the line between friendship and more Buck and Eddie finally get together.

    It doesn’t take Buck more than a year after their first date to know what he wants - to marry Eddie Diaz.

    But when Eddie overhears only part of a conversation the words haunt him and send into a spiral and he convinces himself that Buck is leaving him.

    Haunted by abandonment, Eddie bends himself into knots trying to be the perfect partner, desperate to keep Buck from walking away. But the harder he tries, the further he falls.

    It takes him collapsing and Buck’s unshakable love to get Eddie to realize the truth: Buck never planned on leaving. He was planning forever.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    “You got hard,” Eddie says simply. “I saw it…” Then, with this purse of his mouth, this raise of his eyebrows. “I felt it.”

    “Jesus.” Buck can’t breathe. He stumbles a few steps back and ends up on a wall, still staring at Eddie, in his bedroom, looking shadowed and sinuous. “That doesn’t… okay, what is going on here, Eddie?”

    “You tell me,” Eddie answers, all husky, and fuck—it roars through Buck, builds in the center of him until he’s on fire.

    This isn’t normal. This isn’t Eddie, and yet, Buck’s throat is dry, and his dick is hard, and all he can think is that he wants it. All he can think is that he doesn’t know how to fight this. Doesn’t know how to say no to it.

    All he can think is that he wants Eddie.

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    Buck's new house is creepy, and Eddie's acting weird.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    There's a part of Eddie that's tempted to do something insane, something that'll absolutely fuck up this Eddie's day, if he's a real person with a real life that Eddie is just borrowing for the time being, and not an elaborate figment of his own subconscious. Something like hopping on a plane to Los Angeles, tracking down whatever version of Buck lives there now, seeing what happens.

    He wants to know if Buck would smile at him again, without the weight of history between them. If maybe, in a different world, he'd want Eddie.

    Or: in the aftermath of a deadly car accident, Eddie finds himself able to visit other lives he could have lived: other worlds, other possibilities, and maybe - just maybe - a chance to get things right.

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    06 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    After losing Bobby, Eddie starts pulling away. Buck thinks it’s grief. It’s not.

     

    What Eddie doesn’t say: the migraines are getting worse. The scan wasn’t clean, and the countdown has already started.

    He’ll fight. Quietly. Alone. Unless Buck figures it out first.

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    02 Aug 2025