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    Neil lets his phone die while he's out on a run. Andrew tracks him down with the intent to rip him a new asshole, but plans derail when the Maserati pops a tire, and Neil -- well, Neil is lucky he looks good holding a lug wrench.

    - OR - Andrew obliterates Neil's single remaining brain cell in the backseat of the Maserati. Not even remotely sanitary.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Five times Andrew tries to be quiet, and the one time he lets himself be loud.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

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    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Neil’s eyes are glued to it, to him, to the smoke billowing around them. Neil watches as he takes another drag, the cherry brightening to a light orange before dimming as Andrew exhales.

    Just like every other time he’s caught Andrew smoking in the past few weeks. Neil wonders what it would feel like if Andrew were to put it out on his skin.

    Well, no. He doesn’t wonder. He knows it’ll hurt. Hurt like the burns he carries on his face, his arms, his hands. He knows that it’ll be blinding, a pain that drags him out of his head and straight into his aching body. The skin will redden, crack and blister, it’ll leak and scab.

    Eventually, it will be nothing but another mark left behind on an already ruined canvas. Neil knows this. Neil knows everything about how painful the process is. He’s lived it after all, and yet, he’s still here wanting it.

    Neil wants Andrew to take that (innocent) cherry and put it to his skin. He wants him to make it hurt. He wants Andrew to make him feel good, wants a reminder that he’s Andrew’s, wants to be soothed afterwards with firm hands and burning kisses. He wants and wants and wants.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "Are you saying I'll get better results if I put you under the lash when you don't return your equipment?"

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