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    Abstraction is permanent.

    That doesn't mean unchanging.

    Or: Returning to a life you thought you left behind forever, what happens when your survival depends on your mental stability and one very determined jester, and does gender even matter when you're not a real person?

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    02 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    "You stared at me a lot too," Pomni says quietly. "Just kinda looked at me with all those eyes. I couldn't tell if you were actually listening to what I was saying or if you were just like... an animal watching your surroundings."
    "I was listening."
    Pomni turns her gigantic eyes on him, and through them he sees a reflection of the stars above. "You... were?"
    Jax swallows. "Every word."
    ———
    Jax hangs onto a familiar voice to anchor him in the infinite darkness, and gradually that void recedes. Now back from abstraction, he understands that if he wants to stay this way he must be honest with himself and the things he has done. Luckily, his anchor is here with him the whole way.

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    28 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Congrats on the second chance, darling! Do us all a favor- and make it count!”

    The circus has changed a lot, but Pomni’s mind still lingers on the past. When the abstractions suddenly begin to reawaken, the fragile peace that the members of the circus had been relying on starts to crumble, and past grievances resurface alongside old friends and new faces.

    The journey to a better future has always been a long one- but the show must go on.

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    19 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    It began with an alert in his email inbox- somebody had altered some code he wrote.
    Not a particularly unusual notification for Grant to get, considering he had been a computer scientist for more than three decades. It was slightly more unusual, however, considering the notification said that the code had been modified by Grant himself- something he had definitely not done- and also considering the system being altered had been shut down more than eighteen years ago.

    From: C&A - LOCAL [HQ]
    ALERT !
    [1337 /usr/ai/agent/caine] DELETED.

    ...What the hell.

    Or: Six people have been living their normal lives, entirely unaware of the copies of their consciousness trapped in a brightly-colored digital hellscape. That is, at least, until said copies escape the Circus, and six people wake up with both sets of memories, determined that the family they formed in a very different reality is one they will find again.

    (Unattached to prev. series work)

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    19 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    19 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 44

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    It’s so out of the ordinary that Riley’s almost convinced themself it was a butt-dial, or something, when they hear a soft, shaky inhale from the other side of the phone.

    Something’s wrong.

    “What happened?” Riley demands, climbing out of bed and fumbling around in the dark for their clothes, phone pressed between their ear and their shoulder.

    “I’m at the hospital.”

    “Are you okay?” They ask.

    “Lee tried to kill himself.”

    OR

    5 times someone tells Lee that they’re not better off without him (+ 1 time she believes it)

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    16 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 56

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    ~updated summary~
    _______________________
    It didn't matter what Pomni thought. He was a terrible person. There might have been a time when he could've been justified in expecting people to respect him, but it ended that day, and he kept digging the hole deeper. Ribbit made that mistake, thinking he wasn't forever tainted, that his existence wasn't a cosmic punishment for who he was, and he killed them for it.

    He couldn't ask for that kind of forgiveness. He could not accept it even if it was given.
    ________________________

    After abstracting, Jax is presented with another chance at the Circus when she is reset to the day she entered. Will this time be different? Can the rest of the crew succeed in convincing her not to be such an ass? Will everyone fall in love? Find out in this whacky, deeply depressing, deeply repressing, beautiful tale of woe, misery, and maybe a little bit of joy!

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    11 Aug 2026

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    "Jax?" Pomni asks, eyes wide in alarm. She sounds like someone would when talking to a cornered animal, and it doesn't make her feel any better about the situation.

    "I- I don't—" her voice crackles like static. One of her hands remain on the side of her face, and then she moves to cover her eyes, trembling. "I don't know what's- what's happening—"

    Pomni's quiet for a moment. "What do you remember?"

    "I don't know—"

    She cuts herself off with a disbelieving laugh. She doesn't know. It's all so overwhelming she can't piece it together. The name Pomni's using for her doesn't feel real, even though there's a part of her saying that it is. Nothing feels real.

    How did she end up here? What happened? What year is it? Wasn't she on the street? Didn't she come here because—

    "I don't know," she cries, louder. "I don't know who I am! I don't know!"

    (or: two months after her abstraction, jax reawakens, and she isn't the same.)

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    30 Jul 2026

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    She sees him again. The man from the bar, this time at the bus stop. The one she takes when she’s running late for work. He doesn’t notice her and she pretends to not notice him, passing briskly on the sidewalk and continuing on her way.

    They are two separate lines that happen to have a point of intersection. That’s it. That’s all it is, all it ever will be.

    A single point in time.

    Abigail Brooks has recently begun having nonsensical dreams. Coincidentally, she’s also recently met Leeroy Mateo.

    She can’t seem to shake the feeling the two are connected.

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    28 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    NO FINALE SPOILERS INSIDE

    DISCLAIMER: Please read the tags. Reader discretion is heavily advised. This story will feature difficult themes and dark content on a long journey towards growth and happiness. Certain people will be horrible and make terrible mistakes in this fic. Not everyone can be saved, but everyone is worth saving.

    "There's nothing more to me. So please, just stop looking."

    A Camping-AU about identity, happiness, love, and the lengths we go to deny ourselves them. Also they play Legally Distinct D&D.

    Felix's parents send him on a trip to Camp Amazing, a place for anti-social adults to learn how to function socially run by an eccentric Ringleader, his crazy husband, and his creepy son. He didn't run when he had the chance, so now he has to deal with nosy people, problematic reunions, an inconsistently sane therapist, crazy table-top role-playing adventures, and people who seem determined not to let him push them away.

    Surely he won't blow everything up in the process.

    Or—A closeted and deeply troubled trans-woman who can't stop exploding in dramatic self-destructive fashion learns to let others in and stop hating herself.

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    27 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    There's a new bunny in the circus. Unfortunately, no one is handling this well, least of all the bunny herself. When everyone justifiably is wary of the version of you that technically you never were, the whole 'adjusting to being a digital copy of yourself in technicolor purgatory' gets kinda difficult.
    ———
    In which Lee's arrival makes an impact, and they're all figuring it out in the fallout.

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    25 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 29

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    She follows instead of giving him the space she thinks he needs, and it makes all the difference.

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    24 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 32

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    Following the advice of a bar owner turned confidant, Lee Mateo revisits her past to make way for her future. In the process, she returns to a familiar abandoned building and inadvertently provides her digital counterpart with another chance to live, whether he's prepared for it or not.

    Now juggling two sets of memories and reeling from a changed body just barely recovered from abstraction, Jax is thrust back into a world he thought he didn't deserve and forced to reconcile with people he's simultaneously known for years yet never met in her life.

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    23 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 58

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    Two people both trying to find their place in the world. Neither seem to recognize that maybe, their place in the world might be beside the other.

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    Abby finds ways to cope with her social anxiety, while Lee is transitioning at her own pace. The two bump into each other at a weirdly unsteady time in their lives.

     

    song inspo: verbatim by mother mother

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    22 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 58

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    Struggling with the grief of Jax's abstraction, some helpful advise leads Pomni to keep hope alive and not let the grief consume her. After 2 years of waiting, an opportunity arrives and Pomni once again dives into Jax's mind.

    Perhaps abstraction can't be undone, it's effects may be permanent, but it doesn't have to be the end. Perhaps the key to un-abstraction isn't to move back, but forward and rediscover one's true self.

    After 2 years of finding herself, witness the journey of healing a reborn Jax must take as she wrestles with the weight of her past actions, builds a healthy support group, and finds new meaning in a stagnant life.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 9!!

    ' She can’t help her mind wandering though, back to a topic that’s been a frequent visitor in her mind for weeks now, relentlessly pounding against her skull.

    Caine had come up to them two months prior, practically glitching with excitement, sharing that they may be able to potentially heal abstraction. He wasn’t positive, but he’d been working closely in the digital files of the Circus lately, giving himself something to do in between their regular activities. He found that the files of their lost friends still existed, but were corrupted, damaged, though fixable, if he was looking at it correctly at least. He couldn’t promise anything, but he had hope that they could actually do something.

    This had caused excitement to rise within the group, eyes sparkling and discussion rampant. Voices had overlapped each other, and Pomni couldn’t help the heaviness on her chest of their most recent cast member lost lightening a bit at the positivity of the group, eyes drifting to the large circus tent he resided in most days, when he wasn’t in the aquarium with the others. '

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    15 Jul 2026

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    An epic about a high school boy who learns he has a rare gender-swapping medical condition... and the reactions of his hung jock friends once the change occurs!

    When Alan Littlesby becomes Alice Littlesby, their world gets turned upside down!

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    18 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    After a long day, the reader greets their girlfriend Monika at their PC. To help them unwind during the weekend, Monika adds several girls from games, shows and more into the game. Why? So they can all fuck like crazy while the reader watches the action, of course!

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    08 Sep 2025

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    Ochako is the first person from U.A. to be infected by the newest Quirk anomaly: a futanari virus. Deku is the next person she infects, and together, they work to turn everyone they know into busty, hung futanari.

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    25 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 32

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    05 Apr 2025

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