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you know i didn't want to have to haunt you by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Aug 2023
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“I want to see him,” Andrew decides.
“They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.
Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”
Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”
Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”
“They did,” Wymack says.
A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.
Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.
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04 Aug 2026
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He saw the duffel.
It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.
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01 Aug 2026
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when you gain (and then lose) your colour by b26g4s
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Apr 2026
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Andrew Minyard is forced to take medication that causes hallucinations. He can see ‘ghosts’ who want to talk to him, particularly this new fox, the runner, a pipedream, Neil Josten.
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28 Jul 2026
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I don't cry (with one exception) by williamneedssleep
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 May 2026
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Neil Josten dies in baltimore.
Andrew Minyard does not recover.
Series
- Part 1 of neil dies (sort of)
- Part 2 of aftg !!
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28 Jul 2026
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It starts with an almost illegibly-scrawled message on the back of a cheap photographic reproduction of Falmouth Beach, and a single line that, like everything else in Andrew Minyard's life, he will never forget.
Or: five times that Andrew gets postcards from Neil and one time that he doesn’t, set against the backdrop of six different beaches.
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28 Jul 2026