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    In the wake of the Carlyles' disastrous decision to 'treat' their son, Barnum and Phillip each struggle to do the right thing. If only they could agree on what, exactly, that means.

    That might be the least of their worries, though, because Phillip definitely isn't making the best decisions himself lately. And maybe Barnum isn't either.

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    11 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    He was all right.

    He knew his limits and how to stay halfway sober when he needed to while still enjoying that warm buzz. He knew his limits and how to push them past the point of all caring and comprehension. Like a finely tuned piano forte, Phillip could play his addiction to whatever tempo the current situation required.

    And the situation he found himself in that night required nothing less than a total blackout.

     

    Only a few days after joining the circus, Phillip's battle with alcohol reaches a disastrous peak... but it's the decision made in the aftermath that spells out more danger than anyone had bargained for...

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    09 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Six years into his partnership with circus mogul PT Barnum, Phillip Carlyle’s erratic drinking has finally driven Anne Wheeler out of town and into the arms of a respectable Southern lawyer. Determined to move on with his life, Phillip throws himself into the task of developing Caroline Barnum’s budding ballet career, appealing to his old friend—the dashing, formidable balletomane Eric Thorne—for help.

    But when a newly divorced Anne unexpectedly reappears in New York, her return sets in motion a stunning betrayal that leaves the Barnum family—and Caroline's future—in ruins. Devastated by Thorne's treachery, Phillip is forced to face his own complicity…and play an increasingly deadly game against an opponent that never loses.

    *COMPLETE*

    A/N: Canon-compliant, post-movie, standalone. WARNINGS for heavy themes (including discussions of suicidal ideation, divorce, and coming-of-age sexuality), period-typical violence/substance abuse, tobacco use, and occasional language. Also heavy on the romance, friendship, and found-family feels.

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    06 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Something was wrong about this body. This shell of flesh, it should have been bigger. Larger, stronger, taller. It had been bigger not that long ago. Hadn't it? It had, he knew it had...

    Originally posted to ff.n on 07-27-09.

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    03 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    There isn't much that Zachariah WOULDN'T do, to get what he wants. But when he traps Sam, Dean, and Cas, they discover how far he would go. Sam and Dean are helpless to stop him or to keep his hands from where they don't belong. Torture is one thing, but this is evil. Set in Season 5, lots of Cas!whump

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    20 Aug 2026