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  1. Public Bookmark 14

    Blank Spaces by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    27 Aug 2026

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    “Like, what does that even mean?” Sam complained, staring at the empty crossword. “I thought it was ‘starter,’ but that’s only seven letters. Position for beginners…”

    “It’s ‘missionary,’” Dean blurted, the answer tumbling out before he could stop himself.

    His eyebrows pulled together. “What does that mean?”

    …

    “I can show you,” Dean finally said, selfish and disgusting, the words coming out quieter than he'd intended. “But we have to move to the bed.”

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    03 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

    Yours to Take, Mine to Keep by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    29 Aug 2026

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    Dean comes back from forty years in Hell and doesn’t even bother getting fully undressed. He just needs Sam under him, open, taking every desperate thrust like it’s the only thing that can quiet the noise.

    He holds Sam’s leg high, sinks in deep, and murmurs the truth against his skin: his little brother needed to be fucked properly, and Dean needed to reimprint himself inside the only place that still feels like home.

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    03 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

    "It feels better than I imagined" by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    31 Aug 2026

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    Sam gets mildly hurt on a hunt. Dean takes care of his wound.. And one thing leads to another.

    “See? It’s nice to let your older brother do things for you sometimes, yeah?” Dean teased.

    FIRST TIME WRITING & FIRST EVER FANFIC!
    -none of the ao3 warnings apply to this (ex: non-con/rape, violence, etc)

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    02 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

    Soft warm skin and hair like curtains by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    01 Sep 2026

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    Dean comes back from a late night at the bar to discover Sam sleeping ever so peacefully. Dean softly explores Sam's tired body and they have fun in a motel.
    (Sam gets stupid on Dean's touch)

    ‘You’ll never truly understand my love for you, Sammy. I wish I showed it more.’

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    02 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 88

    Reconstruct From Within by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    03 Oct 2013

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    Dean tried to call Sam when he got back from 2014, but didn't manage to get a hold of him from over a week. Sam tells him not to look for him, but Dean thinks something is wrong, so he looks anyway. When he finds Sam, nothing could prepare him for the state in which he finds his little brother. Can be read as Wincest, or just emotional brother bonding. Nothing explicit between Sam and Dean.

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    02 Sep 2026