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    Luca Haas -- all around second draft pick, star of the Swiss Junior league, MLH rookie for the Ottawa Centaurs -- is having a bad time. And his coach thinks he knows just what his rookie, and his team's incredible, and incredibly morose, phenom captain need.

    Which is how Luca Haas spends his rookie year living with (THE) Ilya Rozanov, and learning all about the man -- well, men -- behind the C

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    Shane Hollander arrives in Vegas with a question he hasn’t spoken out loud.

    It isn’t complicated, exactly. It’s just the kind of question that requires honesty he isn’t sure he’s ready for - about what he and Ilya Rozanov have been doing for the past few years, about what six months of silence after Sochi actually meant, and about whether any of it is worth staying close to or whether he finally needs to go.

    He gets his answer in a locked bathroom at the NHL Awards.

    Ilya spends the summer convinced that Shane is fine. Upset? Yes. Angry? Definitely. But Shane always felt things fiercely despite what everyone said about him when he had his back turned. He’d calm down over the summer and then he’d be there like he always had been. He fills the silence with discipline and routine and the comfortable certainty that later is still available to him.

    He’s wrong.

    By the time Ilya understands what he actually lost, Shane is already gone; and Ilya is left trying to find a way back to someone who closed the door long before Ilya had ever thought to just walk through it.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s mouth twists, brow furrowing. He doesn’t let Shane get far, cupping Shane’s face in his big hands. “Listen to me. I’m glad you told me. You should always tell me everything. I just wish I —”

    “Don’t.” It might actually kill Shane if he has to hear Ilya explain the exact reasons he doesn’t love Shane back. He holds Ilya’s wrists briefly before letting go. “I don’t need you to do that, okay? I get it, trust me.”

    Ilya’s thumbs stroke over his cheeks. “You don’t get it. It’s not — you’re perfect.”

    But not for you. 

    Shane tries to smile. “Yeah.”

    Ilya doesn’t waver. “I do love you. You know that, right?”

    Shane's stomach hurts. “I know, Ilya. I love you too.”

     

    Or: A friends to lovers AU, starting with some heartbreak.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    "They're definitely fucking in there," a deep voice rasped behind him, rich with a heavy Russian accent.
    Shane Hollander had one goal for the night: survive Cliff Marleau's house party and get back to his quiet routine. He didn't expect to be pinned against a brick wall in a dark alcove by a gorgeous Russian stranger with a wicked mouth. He certainly didn't expect to leave with a fake name saved in his phone and a burning need to see him again.
    Then morning comes, Shane steps into his own living room, and his older brother introduces his college roommate.
    Or: The one where Shane hooks up with a hot stranger at a party, only to find out he's his older brother's best friend spending school break with them

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Everyone knows Shane Hollander. Captain. Franchise player. Olympic silver medallist. The face of the NHL.

    Very few people know Shane.

    Cliff Marleau certainly didn't expect to become one of them after a chance encounter in a quiet hallway of a Vegas hotel. He'd only meant to make sure Shane Hollander was okay.

    He didn't expect the day to end with Hollander's phone number, or to spend the summer exchanging messages with the man. He certainly didn't expect to become the one person Shane actually wanted to hear from.

    Friendship was never part of the plan... but then neither was falling in love.

    (Or: Cliff finds Shane having a panic attack, helps him through it and then everything goes from there)

    - Cliff/Shane endgame

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    05 Sep 2026