CamellCat
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Her Spike is unbothered, either way. With tangled hands, he ignores the insistent future the stars try to lead him to, and gently sweeps his thumb across her knuckles. He purrs in her loose embrace. She wasn’t made to purr, but she hums something she knows he adores. Like sweet songbirds calling for one other.
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Drusilla, Spike, and being loved.
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Going limp, she mentally prepared herself to simply shut off her mind, to let them have their way, convince her why she should stay... But Spike simply crawled toward her feet, tugging at the jeans she’d only just put on, and Drusilla gathered her into a bony embrace.
“Oh, sunshine,” Dru cooed, in a tone that sounded so much like love Buffy thought she was going to be sick. “We can clear away the noise, for a time. There’s no need to be rushing out just yet.” And with a small grin that brought to mind a sort of fae, she told Buffy matter-of-factually, “Not a Tuesday.”
In response, Buffy buried her face in Dru’s neck, and the body beneath her wiggled, pleased.
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Giving in, if only for a bit.
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“Buff! You—! You’re a—!” Xander stammered. He was sweating through his clothes, his violent shaking even worse than her own. One hand was wrapped around the backdoor handle, ready to bolt out into the early morning sun at the slightest jerk toward him. He never once took his eyes off her. She could still smell the heady sting of his fear permeating the air around them, hear his thundering heart and feel the rhythm pulsing through her like a drumbeat. Her mouth watered beyond her will.
“Vampire,” Willow finished breathlessly.
And Buffy burst into tears.
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Buffy gets unlucky one night on patrol. Not a one of them know what to do next, but that's not unusual for their lot, anyway. They'll figure it out.
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“Can’t even vampire right,” Buffy voices this time, instead of just keeping it to herself, and he scowls.
“Piss off,” Spike snaps, now in a right little snit at her over the silent comparisons he was clearly hearing even when she did not say. Still, he stays staunchly seated, making no effort to leave despite his sudden mood. She wonders if rolling her eyes again would be too soon to have any effect.
And then, inexplicably, her vision turns blurry with tears — though literally nothing has happened — and rolling her eyes suddenly seems like the worst idea in the world.
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Buffy tells Spike about her mom. They’re sort of kind to each other, as best as they can get.
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is it abandondment or just self-preservation by CamellCat
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
11 Apr 2025
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though tara knows that’s an uncharitable take on how buffy’s been handling everything. she was just trying to make them feel better about the awful, awful thing they’d done, like they deserved to be mollified. she was trying to convince willow and xander in particular that she was still their buffy from before... the... fall. the resurrection.
you can’t mean that, tara says. you— you really want to forget? you’d let willow do that to you?
no, buffy amends quickly. I don’t. and I wouldn’t. I just... then she sighs, more than world weary. aching for a dimension she can’t reach anymore.
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tara and buffy have a conversation about willow, xander, and if love is worth what it puts you through.
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- Part 1 of the bandillow au
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loosely connected fics all set in a universe I have simply dubbed as the bandillow au, in which almost everything is the same except for where buffy, willow, and xander's hearts lie.
I'm not so good at the writing thing, but I talk a lot more about my ideas in this tag on my tumblr, so if I manage to interest literally anyone, feel free to pursue.
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"You rekindled me, heaps of ashes that I am, into fire."
- Charles Dickens
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22 Aug 2026
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Naught But Bones by stupidbloodyidiots (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Doctor Who, Doctor Who (2005), Doctor Who & Related Fandoms
18 Aug 2013
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The Amy/Eleven college AU you never knew you wanted.
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31 Jul 2026
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After being abandoned by the Doctor, seven-year-old Amelia Pond ends up imagining him, because she just can't seem to stop. No one listens to her when she insists that he's real, and with everyone convinced she's going mad, the psychiatrist's office is only the start of the downward spiral. Her only hope is that the Doctor comes back for her - and proves everyone wrong - before it's too late.
Set during the Eleventh Hour, in the years she's left waiting.
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30 Jul 2026
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The Doctor and Amy embark on a four-day road trip across 1960s America. Long hours trapped in the car lead to backstreet hotel rooms, and eventually, New York City.
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30 Jul 2026
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"A little more laughter, please, Pond," the Doctor says, just as the world is about to cave in.
Swapping clothes and red strings of fate.
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22 Jul 2026