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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    Gyuvin has always loved too much, too fast. It’s a flaw he carries like a scar. He swears he won’t do it again.

    But in comes Ricky, a human bleeding with an arrow in his chest. Ricky doesn’t need saving, doesn’t want kindness, and doesn’t believe in the kind of love Gyuvin has spent his whole life offering.

    And yet, Gyuvin can’t seem to stop giving it.

    (Gyuvin POV of ‘with you, my heart learned to beat’)

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    21 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    “I was thinking,” Hanbin blurts out before Zhang Hao can go, “I mean, if your company is okay with it, maybe we could film a TikTok challenge together before you leave? You know, to promote your comeback.”

    It’s harmless really.

    Just standard industry networking, a senior idol offering to help out a rookie group, and definitely not an excuse that Hanbin came up with on the fly.

    “Oh, Hanbin-sunbaenim,” Zhang Hao smiles. “If you wanted to get me alone, all you had to do was ask.”

    Hanbin's life used to be simple: rehearse, perform, and slaw a few demons at night. That is until Zhang Hao kissed him, making Hanbin question everything he's ever stood for.

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    20 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    It's the summer of 2020 when Gyuvin and Ricky meet for the first time. Five years later, everything between them is broken.

    or: Gyuvin, Ricky, and two summers.

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    18 Nov 2025

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    “He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.

    But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.

    “Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.


    When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    “You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”

    “Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.

    There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.

    Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.

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    21 Oct 2025