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    Shane swallows. His mouth is dry from the wine. “Yeah.”

    Hunter’s eyes are molten in the low light. “Shane. Do you wanna come upstairs?”

    Shane is momentarily distracted by the way Hunter’s accent curls around his first name, but then the question registers and the realisation hits him like a lightning bolt. The words might be different, but the play is the same. I might open. I might knock.

    It’s a scene straight from his teenage daydreams, and it’s terrifying and electrifying all at once.

    “Yes,” he blurts.

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    After the unmitigated disaster that is their conversation in Sochi, Shane decides that he's done with Ilya Rozanov once and for all. Scott Hunter, eager to make amends for their fight on the ice, proves a convenient distraction.

    Reconciliation leads to realisations lead to a hotel room, and Shane ends up sleeping with Hunter on the same day Rozanov tells him we aren't anything.

    What he doesn't know is that Ilya's hotel room is right next to Hunter's. And Ilya is completely, totally, absolutely normal about this.

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    26 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    A reimaging of Shane inviting Ilya to his cottage. Shane didn’t go to the hospital; Ilya came to his apartment and used the front door (!). But Ilya, still forcing himself to break things off with Shane, doesn’t realise the important question Shane had for him.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Ilya trying and failing to break up with shane

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    The crash on the ice doesn't happen. Ilya goes to Shane's apartment to break up with him...but fails, of course.

    Find out why Shane gave Ilya the code instead of just letting him in.
    (Enjoy the little Easter egg in the first paragraph.)

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Flowers!

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    Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Don’t say it. Don’t make me live through hearing you say it once and then never again

    That hurt everywhere too. That was worse, though. Didn’t have the magic medicine that makes it all go away.”

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    He’s high, she knows he is. But he’s smiling faintly, his eyes glassy, and he looks so painfully fond that Yuna doesn’t know what to do with herself.

    He looks like he’s in love.

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    08 Aug 2026