ClareDeVee
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Do you see me now? by ClareDeVee
Fandoms: Pedro Pascal - Fandom, Real Person Fiction, Narcos (TV), The Mandalorian (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
22 Nov 2025
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There’s magic in filmmaking—moments spun into dreams, stories lingering long after screens fade. Yet behind every polished frame is chaos: messy, beautiful, relentless.
I didn't fully grasp this until I stepped onto the Ashfall set. It was my break, everything I'd dreamed and feared. But from the first glance, film’s chaos wasn’t what overturned my life.
It was Pedro Pascal.
On the surface, he was exactly as expected—warm, effortlessly charismatic, confident. But around me, beneath his easy charm, was a subtle hesitation, a quiet distance I couldn't decipher. It felt deliberate, like he was determined not to see me, drawing lines he swore he’d never cross.
But rules break. Lines blur. When ours did, it wasn't gentle or safe.
Pedro was careful—until he wasn’t.
I was invisible—until I wasn’t.
This is our story—two people caught in the shadows behind the spotlight, fighting attraction and consequence, control and desire. A collision between lives we planned and those we never imagined.
Sometimes, the one you're desperate not to see becomes impossible to forget.
So, amid the quiet chaos, heart racing, I faced him, silently daring:
“Do you see me now?”
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Where the Pines Don’t Speak by ClareDeVee
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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Years after the world fell, Eira has survived everything except grief.
Raised on a remote farm after the outbreak, she's spent most of her life behind fences—with no friends her age, no place to belong, and no room for softness. After a brutal encounter leaves her scarred and isolated, a final tragedy pushes her to Jackson, Wyoming, where safety is offered—but healing isn’t.
Joel Miller knows better than to get involved. Especially not with someone more than half his age, someone already carrying more pain than most. But when Eira starts asking for things—small things like batteries, and bigger things like open gates. Joel finds himself saying yes more than he means to.
Two people, both weathered by loss, both afraid to name what they need.
This is not a love story.
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Life After Love (and After the Apocalypse) by ClareDeVee
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV), Sex and the City (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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Sex and the City meets The Last of Us—because even the end of the world can’t stop a woman from writing about bad sex, worse men, and the one older guy she absolutely shouldn’t be thinking about this much.
Evie Hendersson used to write about Manhattan brunches, emotionally unavailable finance bros, and blowjobs disguised as intimacy. Now she pours moonshine in Jackson, Wyoming and anonymously drops a scandalous column on the town board every Monday morning. No one knows it’s her. Not officially.
The Tipsy Bison is her reluctant stage. The gossip writes itself. And Joel Miller? He’s the kind of man Evie knows better than to fall for—older, unreadable, and built like her next terrible idea. But when looks linger too long and tension starts simmering beneath bar-top small talk, she begins to wonder:
Is it just chemistry in a post-collapse world, or something even more dangerous—like actual feelings?
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The closet by ClareDeVee
Fandoms: Pedro Pascal - Fandom, Narcos (TV), The Mandalorian (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV), Materialists (2025), Real Person Fiction
13 Jun 2025
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Eve only meant to grab her clothes and go—no drama, no distractions. Just a quiet exit from Pedro’s closet and last night’s heat.
But Pedro’s not ready to let her walk out. Not when she’s standing there in his space, looking like sin and talking like she wants him to lose control.
She says she’s thinking ahead.
He shows her exactly what that feels like—pressed up against the closet wall. At least that's what he thinks will happen. -
Trailer Fantasies by ClareDeVee
Fandoms: Pedro Pascal - Fandom, Real Person Fiction, Narcos (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
08 Jun 2025
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Pedro and Eve find themselves alone, early and unexpected, where playful banter gives way to mounting desire. Each touch, each look, is deliberate—curious restraint melting into heat. The fantasy unfolds with a heady mix of control and surrender, where every hesitation only sharpens the want. It’s not just about lust—it’s the thrill of crossing a line they’ve both been toeing for too long.
Then he leaned in slightly, and whispered with a crooked smile, “Estás peligrosa, cabra chica.” You’re dangerous, little girl.
Recent bookmarks
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The Cleaner's Artisan (August x m! reader) by orangesgalore
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
10 Jan 2026
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You've recently joined the Cleaners to find a place to belong. A certain fashion designer makes this possible.
Bookmarked by ClareDeVee
17 Jan 2026
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Smack my b*tch up by Millafrenchy
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
21 Jul 2024
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You’ve been kidnapped by raiders, Joel is their leader. Women who don’t “behave” are locked in a place you call “the shithouse”. You live in your own house, “freely”. Joel, Tommy and the guards have free use of the women in the camp, while respecting Joel's strict rules.
Bookmarked by ClareDeVee
16 Sep 2025
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East Side Of Sorrow by Zialltops
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
27 Nov 2023
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It started at one of two points when you were sixteen, but for the life of you, you cant recall which came first. All you know, is a defining moment led you to the stark realization that you didn’t like the boys you sat beside in math class, weren’t interested in the seniors on the football field under Friday night lights—you didn’t want to dance with a boy at your high school prom, or have your first kiss under the bleachers.
You wanted a man.
Or, The Five Reasons why Joel Miller was inevitable.
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Bookmarked by ClareDeVee
04 Sep 2025
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Your night of wallowing in your misery takes a different turn when your dad’s best friend bumps into you at the bar.
Warnings — noncon/dubcon undertones, oral sex with fingers at play, unprotected sex, age gap (around 20-25 years), kinda SoftDark!Joel but also nah, gaslighting & predatory vibes. Use the warnings wisely and tread carefully.
Bookmarked by ClareDeVee
04 Sep 2025
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On the Lookout by springdandelixn
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
21 Feb 2023
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The excitement rolling through your veins as a new ranger in Jackson County turns into fear when you realize the true intentions of your partner.
Bookmarked by ClareDeVee
04 Sep 2025