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Flash Forward by Crawloutsidemyself
Fandoms: Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe - Benjamin Alire Sáenz
30 Aug 2026
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November 1991, UT Austin's Fall break. Gina and Ari's dorm room makes room for one new temporary occupant.
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Dante comes to visit Ari at college.- Language:
- English
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- 5,599
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
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I Let the Dog Decide (When I Find my Hands Tied) by Crawloutsidemyself
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
20 Jul 2026
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When it comes to fight or flight, Ryan has never had to wonder what he was.
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Ryan relives the night before he fled Bandee, and comes face to face with how much he needs Naim.
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- Part 5 of IOUverse
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They were living together, almost properly. The dingy motel room had become like a makeshift apartment. Yeah, they had no stove or oven or whatever. But Naim worked on his portfolio at the desk while Ryan folded laundry on the bed. They ate frozen meals out of the microwave together every night. They fell asleep in the same bed at night and Naim walked Ryan to work in the morning. It was domestic. Naim wasn’t supposed to get this. He had thought he’d never get this. He wasn’t sure he really had it.
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- Part 4 of IOUverse
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After 34 days, Ryan has officially run out of cigarettes. Oh, and money.
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- Part 3 of IOUverse
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It turns out that never getting to be alone again for the rest of your lives has some pretty foreseeable consequences. Sometimes, you can get sick of someone even if you lo-care about them, a lot. Sometimes, you realise that you never want to not get sick of them, that you want to be so stuck to them that you get sick of them sometimes forever.
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- Part 2 of IOUverse
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Naim and Ryan, out of money and with no long term plan, find themselves in a small town living out of a motel room. While they save up money, the two are forced to navigate the realities of running away, first loves, and staying alive.
POVs both Naim and Ryan- Words:
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you make me wanna make you fall in love by queenbeetle
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series), Critical Role (Web Series)
22 Jul 2026
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Caleb shakes his head and mind free of his wandering thoughts when they border too close on the things outside the tower for the evening. He’s supposed to be skulking around the halls trying to find his lover (despite knowing exactly where he is by now). The suitor he plays would be housed at a manor such as this if the den accepted to foster him as a political representative, or he would have broken through all types of wards to sneak in said manor at Essek’s request. Either way, he would have no business seeking out an elicit courtship at this time of night under any circumstance other than a gentle beckoning in his ear.
Essek is certainly taking his time to beckon, though.
It leaves Caleb pacing once again, going back and forth mentally over the thoughts of their future, of the supreme act of creation they mean to do, and much more base and heady means of what that creation requires. Ah, fuck. He’s already half hard.
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caleb and essek try to make a baby and of course they have to be weird about it
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- Part 2 of courtier and courted
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
18 Aug 2026
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Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.
"Hello?"
A single ragged sob echoed over the line.
It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.
After a long day, Ryan receives a call.
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- Part 1 of i want it to look like you
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
04 Aug 2026
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Under the weight of Naim’s gaze, Ryan was a boundless thing, forever unspooling like silk ribbon into Naim’s waiting arms. That feeling made him soft, made him complacent and docile and all the things he’d tried to lock away many years ago. It made him vulnerable. Ryan pretended not to know that, but he did know. The thing attached to him knew it, too.
Or: The entity plays with its food. Ryan thinks Naim might hate him.
Ryan's experience with the entity since the film is mostly Naim's POV.
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- Part 5 of leviticus healings
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
29 Jul 2026
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Other Paths Not Explored by slutburn
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026), Bones and All (2022)
24 Jul 2026
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Naim discovers that his desires can no longer be swallowed when he moves to a new town and meets Ryan, the only other Eater he's ever come across. It's overwhelming, but it's the first and only time he might ever feel safe enough to face his fears.
Or: Naim and Ryan Bones and All AU. TW for violence/cannibalism.
Title is a reference to the Bones and All Original SoundtrackBookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
24 Jul 2026
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As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?***
maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
20 Jul 2026