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    It is hard to fill a cup that is already full.

    Earth had taught her to survive in a dying world of filtered skies, steel cities, and futures bought by the powerful. So when Pandora called for scientists, she answered.

    Before the forest learned her name, before dreams beneath its roots followed her into sleep, there was only a brilliant young scientist with too much grief in her bones and a body too small for all she longed to become. There was only the research, the link, the miracle of avatar embodiment, and the boy she left behind on Earth; soft-eyed, clever, and woven quietly into her heart.

    Then came Pandora.

    A world alive enough to feel holy. A body that fit too well. A freedom so intoxicating it terrified her. Some worlds do not ask permission before they remake you. Some hungers are not born from greed, but from finally touching something vast enough to answer the emptiness inside you.

    Between science and longing, flesh and memory, and the life she left behind and the one awakening beneath alien stars, she will find that love, devotion, and belonging are far more dangerous than she ever allowed herself to believe. 

    Her cup was never meant to be filled, only deepened.

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    Rocky realizes he is in love with Ryland, and after confessing he learns a lot about how Ryland's biology works.
    Later, Ryland visits Erid and Adrian learns about Ryland's biology.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    He’s becoming painfully aware of the ginormous rock settling in his stomach while trying to keep the sexy mood alive and not completely kill it by acknowledging the very big, very blue-pink-white striped elephant in the room trying to hide under a singular queen-sized bedsheet. Maybe he could politely ask it to leave?

    Any second now, Shane could turn his head and nuzzle into his very flaccid packer and then there would be questions and he would have to reveal that he kind of lied to them and then they’ll probably kick him out because Shane is gay and hates pussy, and Ilya might be bi but what if he doesn’t hate pussy, he just hates it when it’s attached to a guy and holy shit he’ll have to get traded, he’ll have to call Wiebe and tell him to send him as far away as possible, to Minnesota or some shit, because he’s never playing with Ottawa again after this, fuck the elephant is going to be such a bitch to move to Minnesota—

    OR: Luca kind of forgets to tell Shane and Ilya that he's trans, but luckily there's a particular skill Shane Hollander never got around to master (Just ask Rose Landry!), and Ilya has a point to prove.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Bucky tightens his hands into fists, searching for words he doesn’t want to come up with. The truth is falling out of him before he can stop it.“It gets to be a lot sometimes. The TV stopped helping.”

    He doesn’t know what he’s doing. He couldn’t put words to this feeling in 100 years, but he knows that Sam is making the choices for him, directing him on what to do and it’s a temporary relief even if he has to sound like an idiot. His explanation isn’t even helpful- the words do nothing to cool the painful fire of angst inside of him.

    Sam leans against the counter, studying him. “Is this… helping?”

    Bucky can hear him breathing. It seems shallow. Suddenly, talking is not enough. He can’t say anything, can’t think beyond this feeling, this raging depression that swallows up his whole consciousness. He needs something else, anything else, to occupy his mind before he goes insane with guilt.

    This is the reason, this is the only reason, that he leans in and kisses Sam like his life depends on it.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Here Armand is beneath him, small and thin and malleable, pretty as sunlight as he looks up at Daniel in the dark.

    “Hello?” Armand says, amused, and Daniel should not laugh, should not dare to when his hand is wrapped around Armand’s throat. It escapes him anyway, a breathy sort of chuckle, and Armand smiles at the sound of it.

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    03 Jul 2026