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I need violence to know what gentleness is. I need the color red to know what the ache of blue is. I need hatred to know what love is.
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Madara grapples with the death of her brother, the founding of Konoha while being a woman and ending up in an arranged marriage but most importantly, she figures out her feelings. At least some.Bookmarked by Enailuj
23 Aug 2026
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"I'll be honest with you," his smile reappeared, small and uncertain, "I don't know either. I don't know whether this era of peace will persist or not, I'm not a visionary or someone who can predict the future. But I know thatit feels right,and I know that if I live and teach the future generation of children about peace, kindness and love that it'll be alright, somehow. Maybe it might sound foolish to you, but I just have to trust, Madara. Trust has to be given in advance. And that's scary. But it would not work otherwise. After all, would we have been able to bring peace if I didn't trust you? I trusted you with my life." He squeezed her hand. His smile wavered and Madara couldn't look away. Unsure smile but confident words.
She noticed then, after Hashirama blinked and tilted his head, that she had been staring. Her eyes found the river again. "Because you were a fool." She mumbled.
I could leave, betray your trust and what would you do then?thought Madara,I have too much power over you. What would you do then?I think you would do anything, even if it meant killing yourself. But I stopped you, I caved in.
Maybe the both of them had too much faith.
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"What are you upset about then?" He asked in a small voice. Madara watched the trees sway in the wind.
"I grieve. And I feel like I will never stop grieving. It's just…," she turned to him, his hair falling into his face and making her fingers twitch, "become easier to accept."...
"I don't think I want to," her forehead creased, "I don't know much about that kind of love, Hashirama. But I know it requires a lot of trust that I'm unwilling to give."
"You make it sound like it's a choice. It's not a choice to trust. It's not a choice to fall in love. It just happens."
Madara huffed. "And how do you know?"
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"You don't have to say it, Madara. You always show it,"I know you,
it said,I know every little thought you think and face you make, I know you inside out and you don't need to prove it to me.
His hand wandered low, lower, from her heart to her groin. Her breath hitched. "I love you," he said again and this time, Madara couldn't take it. She pressed forward in a hasty, desperate kiss.I love you, I love, I love you,
she thought full of bitterness and honey and all things inbetween. She opened her mouth,tasted
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A fourth life, she thinks. Kami-sama must not be done toying with her and her sanity if they deemed it essential she lives through the Warring Era again, not even at the height of the Hidden Leaf or even a life after it. A rather proper one, where she isn't a puppet.
Bookmarked by Enailuj
23 Aug 2026
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you looked at me like you were preparing for me to haunt you
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"You're silly." Madara snorts, "Should I have been the one to be hailed as the God of Shinobi?"
"Yes." And Hashirama says this so earnestly Madara was taken back. He inhales again, evenly and much more calmly than the first. "Many times have I watched and observed you and thought you were a God. A celestial being and I think...
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The team split up after the San Lorenzo job and they run into each other years later.
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- Part 11 of One shots
Bookmarked by Enailuj
14 Mar 2024
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misclassification by snowie130
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
09 Jun 2024
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What if young Alina was taken to the Little Palace... as Inferni?
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- Part 1 of grisha classification
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exit here by BlondDragon
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
25 Aug 2024
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In hindsight, Mal thinks his girlfriend falling in love with his father is quite hard to miss.
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