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    “It’s okay. I don’t need anything.” 

    “I am not going to eat in front of you while you have nothing, Hollander,” Ilya scoffs. He plucks a can of cold ginger ale from the top shelf as casually as he can manage and slides it over the island, interrupting Hollander’s fidgeting thumbs. “You must be hungry, yes? It’s been hours since you left hotel. I can make something. Easy.” 

    “Make… what?” he asks warily.  

    Ilya rolls his eyes and tosses a look over his shoulder. “Do not worry. I will find something that works for your special hockey diet,” he teases. He reaches back into the fridge. “Tuna melt okay?” 

    “No,” Hollander says primly. “And it’s a disease. Not a diet.” 

    He pulls his hands out of the cold and turns, blinks. “What?” 

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    When Ilya and Shane spend time together at the cottage for the first time, Shane forgets his suppressants for a day. And then another. And then another, and another. His first heat creeps up on him.

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    It’s ironic, really, that the first time Ilya ever brings up an Omega he’s interested in is also the moment Shane knows for certain something that he’s been trying to deny for years.

    That Shane is utterly, irrevocably, devastatingly head over heels in love with his best friend.

    It’s the only secret he’s ever kept from Ilya. It seems like it’s going to be one that he’s taking to his grave.

    Ilya is planning to build a nest for the Omega he’s courting. Shane has feelings about that.

    or the best friends to lovers omegaverse college AU nobody asked for.

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    In typical rom-com fashion, the girl takes off her glasses and her love interest realizes she was actually hot the whole time.

    The opposite is true for Shane Hollander.

    Or, how a pair of glasses caused Ilya Rozanov's bisexual awakening.

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