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    “Boys, I appreciate the thought you’ve put into this so far,” Yuna said. “But there’s no way you're hiding this for ten years. It is going to leak. We need an actual reasonable plan for you to come out safely and be happy so you can do this on your own terms and not be miserable.”

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    The ten-year plan was never going to work. Fortunately, thanks to Yuna, Shane and Ilya now have a new and improved plan that could have them safe and happy in just a year or two's time. They just have to want it bad enough.

    Ottawa a year early. Support from friends and family. Therapy. Rebranded images. A more confident and secure Shane. A public friendship hard launch. A relationship soft launch.

    There's a lot to do. It's time to put in the work.

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    09 Oct 2026

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    The New Plan
    Itsallfine

    Yuna throws the old plan out and gets them both to open up and come out sooner. How shane handles his team in this one is interesting

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    He stopped three feet short of Theriault, skipping any kind of greeting. "You're fired."

    Theriault blinked, his mouth dropping open, but before he could muster a single word, Marius raised his right arm. He pointed an index finger across the blue line painted on the carpet, zeroing in on two specific stalls near the back bench.

    "Cameau. Drapeau. You two are traded. Get your personal stuff out of your lockers and leave the team gear right there."

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    07 Oct 2026

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    The Turning Wheel
    kurenohikari

    Shane with more ties to his Buddhist heritage

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    "No! Do not tell me to sit down. Why aren't you going to him? There's no way someone doesn't love you, Shane. Come on. Please. God, please, Shane, stand up, and we'll go." It was Hayden's turn to sob now, and Shane just shook his head.

     

    "He doesn't want me. He told me, and that's when I started coughing these fucking flowers up. Even if I hunt him down and he says he loves me, it won't work if it isn't true. It'll just make it kill me faster. This is it, Hayd, this is all the time I have left." Shane stood up and walked around to his two best friends. He had tried to be strong during this conversation, tried to keep his fear in check, but there's only so much one can do when telling their family they're on borrowed time.

     

    Or, Shane Hollander contracts Hanahaki when Ilya turns him down in Tampa. To make sure Ilya doesn't feel responsible Shane writes a letter for him, meant to be read after his death. Ilya gets his hands on it early.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Spitting Petals Into Your Letter
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    Shane gets hanahaki when the two split up

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    Ilya has spent most of his flying career doing private aviation.Then he finally takes a job with a commercial airline. His first flight is on something completely different, an Airbus A320.He's nervous, not the I'm-going-to-crash kind of nervous, but more like don't screw up something stupid.
    And of course...
    He does.

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    Five times Ilya hears Shane before he ever sees him, and one time he finally does.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    Captain oh Captain (and one tower guy)
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    Pilot ilya and tower controller shane

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    Of course Ilya wasn't going to choose him.

    And now, he stood in their kitchen like a stranger, having to pretend to be okay with the fact that Ilya went out and hooked up with Svetlana on a night meant to celebrate hockey's greatest. A party he wasn't even invited to as a captain himself.

    He spent the entire day coming up with meticulous loopholes and justifications for something that was actually quite simple—nobody remembered. Shane was wholeheartedly forgotten and he was too proud, or maybe dense, to figure it out himself.

    Or, the one where Ilya forgets Shane’s birthday. Coping ensues.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    why can't you come stitch me up?
    raniza
    Ilya and shanes parents forget his birthday