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   Reward Is Always Measured Backwards by AmalfiCoast

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Pre-Canon
   • Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers)
   • Canon Compliant
   • World Juniors | World Junior Ice Hockey Championships
   • Hockey
   • Hazing
   • Racism
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Homophobia
   • Internalized Misogyny
   • Coaching Abuse
   • Underage Drinking
   • Implied/Referenced Underage Sex
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Shane Hollander Has Control Issues
   • Shane Hollander Has OCD
   • Shane Hollander Is Asian Canadian and the Hockey World Is Going to Make Sure He Knows It
   • Yuna Hollander Did Not Raise a Quitter
   • she also did not raise someone who knows how to want things safely. that's the whole problem
   • eleven pages of notes on a boy he has never met
   • the wanting had to become research before he could look at it
   • author knows puck
   • but tried very hard to make it accessible :)
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Autistic Shane Hollander

   Summary

   The rules of the sex interview were not explained because the rules were the point. The room needed to see the specific heterosexual performance that proved you were the right kind of boy—the kind who had done the expected things and would keep doing them and had nothing to hide.

   Shane had the girl ready. He’d built her in the shower a week ago, just in case.

   -

   Or: Shane learns, in order, how to skate, how to perform, how to survive a room, and how to want something he will not name for years. Featuring minor hockey, the OHL, one fabricated girl named Jess, and eleven pages of notes on one Ilya Rozanov, who he has never met. Yet.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Boys Will Be Boys

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   19,781

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   128

   Kudos:

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   19 Jun 2026

2. Public Bookmark *

   oh well, I guess we're gonna find out! by angel_deux

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Zombie Apocalypse
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse
   • speedrunning the fuckbuddy situation at the end of the world
   • set after the 'we didn't even kiss' unsent text because that seemed like the worst possible time for them to be stuck together lmao
   • shane hollander you will never know how close you were to getting jaime lannistered in this fic
   • you know in zombie movies how the people are always the real villains?
   • it's mostly not true in this
   • but the real villain is shane's obsession with hockey
   • or the institution of professional hockey
   • but i somehow treat it gently anyway because im weak (and also like hockey)
   • misuse of russian petnames
   • alternating povs
   • two narrators so unreliable you can't even trust their own thoughts about their own emotions
   • and you certainly can't trust them with each others
   • also should be mentioned
   • Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts
   • ilya is passively suicidal due to you know the horrors
   • and then actively suicidal very briefly because of some other horrors
   • Toxic codependence
   • But do I try to fix them? No
   • i only make one (1) provincetown joke in this whole 95k fic
   • as a queer masshole I think i deserve a prize for that
   • very minor amputation kink moment
   • nothing is actually amputated but that doesnt stop them from kinking about it
   • i cannot overstate how toxically codependent they become in this
   • somewhere there is a version of this story where i was brave enough to jaime lannister shane for his own good
   • but unfortunately i am a coward and it is not this version lmao
   • shane can keep a little obsession with being the best at hockey as a treat
   • okay after MANY comments about it I need to clarify:
   • Angst with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

   Except, well. Then there are zombies.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   95,670

   Chapters:

   3/3

   Comments:

   4,892

   Kudos:

   16,311

   Bookmarks:

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   02 Jun 2026

3. Public Bookmark *

   He's With Us by 74days

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane and Lesbians

   Summary

   Shane wasn't really a... 'good' gay. He knew it.
   He was, however, an exceptional lesbian.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,307

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   246

   Kudos:

   2,727

   Bookmarks:

   694

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   23 May 2026

4. Public Bookmark 1

   Will Smith and the Troubled Stripper by desmond69

   Fandoms: Will Smith - Fandom, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Sep 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Will Smith/Daniel Radcliffe
   • Daniel Radcliffe
   • Will Smith (Fresh Prince of Bel-Air)
   • daniel radcliffe is audrey hepburn
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Stripper Harry
   • Alternate Universe - Stripper/Exotic Dancer
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics

   Summary

   Will Smith and his nefarious encounter with a stripper from the infamous club "Big Boobs".

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   268

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   2

   Kudos:

   6

   Bookmarks:

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   19 May 2026

5. Public Bookmark *

   cortisol, oxytocin, vasopressin by rhodenia

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry
   • Jealous Shane Hollander
   • Insecure Shane Hollander
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Limerence
   • Falling In Love
   • Insecurity
   • Reassurance
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Happy Ending
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Shane Hollander becomes the league’s foremost expert on neurochemistry because his situationship lives rent free in his head
   • Shane Hollander in Subdrop
   • Pining
   • can be read as a standalone
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Ilya Rozanov is a Skinner Box

   Summary

   Apparently, Shane’s no better than a skittering lab rat, except he doesn’t press a button when he’s hoping for scraps—he knocks on Rozanov’s door.

   Or: Rozanov is never going to love him back, so Shane decides to go to war with biochemistry. He buys a psychology book with a five-step guide to help him do it. If only he could actually stick to the plan.

   Series

   • Part 2 of the sweetest honey is loathsome in its own deliciousness

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   44,408

   Chapters:

   5/5

   Collections:

   3

   Comments:

   539

   Kudos:

   1,922

   Bookmarks:

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   03 Apr 2026