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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    the duffers get what they deserve.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    LMAO

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    chuuya finds himself on the rooftop.

    he's tired.

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  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    There was a time where Chuuya had nothing. No memories, no people, he couldn’t even say with certainty he had a soul. Back then, something in him burned. It yearned for air, it yearned for fuel, it yearned and yearned and yearned. He wanted someone to trust. He wanted someone to love.

    He learns better than to expect it.

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    Nowadays, Chuuya loves high places.

    Beyond love, beyond life, beyond need, Chuuya has grown to seek freedom.

    Dazai leads him home.

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  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    Chuuya’s hands slide down his face, trembling fingers dragging across flushed skin. His eyes are glossy, and his vision is blurry.

    His fingers curl around something familiar. He pulls it out, and stares at it through tear-filled eyes.

    "...Hah..." He exhales shakily, the sound bitter and empty. The gun feels cold and heavy in his hand, so different from the usual thrill it brought during missions.

    He presses the barrel to his temple, his thumb brushing the trigger.

    "Chuuya?"

    The voice pierces through the haze like a knife, sharp and jarring. Chuuya flinches, his grip instinctively tightening around the gun as his unfocused eyes snap toward the doorway.

    There he is.

    The familiar mop of unruly brown hair that Chuuya adores running his fingers through—gentle, soothing motions as he hummed some half-remembered tune to the sleeping brunet. The memory hits like a punch to the gut, and his throat tightens as a faint, bittersweet smile tugs at his lips.

    Dazai stands there, wide-eyed, frozen in pure, raw shock.

    or, arahabaki being a nuisance and dazai as there to help chuuya

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  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dazai stirs, consciousness slowly returning. The static noise remains, but then—blue. His favourite blue eyes, staring down at him.

    𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵...𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘴.

    Or, Dazai self-harms and Chuuya comes to the rescue!!1!11!1

    [Russian translation by xoxogossipgirly Here]

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