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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    Even before he ever knew John, he knew him, can’t remember a time when that wasn’t true. Sure, he might not have known his name, or ever spoken to him. But he’s certain they must’ve passed each other a dozen times on buses and in shops and just walking round the streets of Liverpool. So Paul knows that they weren’t ever truly strangers. And now looking back at those memories that maybe aren’t even real memories, just pictures in his head of things that may or may not have actually happened, Paul is also certain he must’ve loved him even then. That loving John has just been his constant state. His past, present, and future.

    If time is a circle that loops back on itself and repeats, then Paul’s love for John is the only real proof he has of that concept.

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    Something breaks in India. Beginning in the time period right after Brian’s death, this is a story that takes us from England to India, to New York, and then back to England again as Paul tries to mend something that may no longer be mendable.

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    03 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    “I want to see,” George confesses, voice going slightly breathless now, mouth dry. “I want to see what he did.” 

    George,” Paul gasps, low and like he’s shocked.

    Because there’s always been a sort of separation of church and state, if you will. For years now. George is church. John is state. And ne’er the twain shall meet.

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    Or, George and Paul sleeping together in 1968, and the conversation that ensued, permanently changed the trajectory of the Beatles. But what happens when the (still together) Beatles decide to go on tour in 1974 and John and George have to navigate the reality of having to share Paul with each other?

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    30 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    It's 1968 and Paul doesn't want to go home.

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    30 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    But Paul knows John.

    There’s something about Paris, though...

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    07 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    George had been nursing one of his hunches like a flat pint for a few weeks before that night at Mendips even happened. It wasn’t until then that he’d been sure, though.

     

    Snapshots of the solar system from George’s perspective

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    29 Sep 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 72

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    02 Sep 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    Mr. Epstein’s mid conversation with the rich bloke from earlier, a careful distance between them- nothing too untoward, as it never is when they’re around. Always so proper, is Mr. Epstein, never making his social life their problem.

    Unless he’s whisking you off on holiday, like.

    He finally turns to look at Paul, smiling in a way that’s a bit tighter at the edges than it is when he looks at the others. Paul returns it, flash quick and only half as charming as he is when he’s sober.


    Or, another trip to Spain.

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    26 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    Autumn of 1960.
    Two boys in a local band go missing. Ringo makes a new friend.

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    18 Aug 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    Paul reads mclennon smut fanfiction.

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    04 Aug 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    John goes to Paul’s house after finding out Cynthia is pregnant and tells him he’s going to have to marry her. He brings up the night they kissed in Paris and asks Paul if they can have that again—just once more—before he becomes someone else’s.

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    23 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 35

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    In the summer of 1971, during a rare few days off, Paul decides to come and see John in person. He's sure they can work things out. John isn't sure he agrees, but Paul is desperate to please.

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    21 Jul 2025

  12. This has been deleted, sorry!

    15 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 23

    Mystery Work

    Part of Beatles
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    Old bugs are having tea when John asks them an important question :)) A short comic strip!

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    29 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    John kisses Paul goodbye.

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    29 Jun 2025

  16. This has been deleted, sorry!

    25 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Paul is trying to quit smoking. It's liable to drive John insane.

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    16 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 36

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    They’re at some club or another, swinging London crowd rapt around them, hanging on to Paul’s every word. And that’s when he hears him say it for the first time.

    “Well, I suppose I’ve always thought it’s a bit like sex, you know. Like you wouldn’t do it with just anyone, would you?”

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    Or, Paul says the quiet part out loud and John spirals just a little bit.

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    15 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    This fic is inspired by Heart of Glass by javelinbk - basically it's what happened when I wondered 'what if John kept a diary during those months?'
    It'll only make sense if you read HOG first, and you should do that anyway because it's one of the best fics on here - touching, funny, realistic and heartwrenching. Javelin has kindly given me their blessing to publish this derivative work, which I'm very grateful for.
    This is just my own imagining and is not part of the 'canon' of HOG, the intellectual property rights of which remain wholly with the author.

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    13 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 80

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    "Fuck, Stu," John breathes out, reflexive. And then his heart stutters.

    Paul freezes, stiff like he's gone into atrophy.

    From the kinkmeme: When John and Paul are having sex, John accidentally says Stu's name.

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    19 May 2025

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