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Undesireable by HumZbird
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)
26 Sep 2026
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For as long as they knew each other, Ogata had always recognized that Vasya, even if he wasn't normal by any means, was more of a complete human being compared to himself. Vasya's hobbies, his aspirations, his love — it all united into something complex that Ogata could never even begin to unravel. Because of that, there'd always be an insurmountable distance between them, wouldn't there? Even with Vasya being closer to him than anyone has ever been before, close enough to see each other clearly, there was still a chasm between them that he could never hope to cross; something fundamental he lacked that the other man simply did not.
And that realization tasted so very bitter in Ogata's mouth.
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- Part 4 of Two Lonely Souls
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Unsalvageable by HumZbird
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)
23 Jul 2026
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Ogata had been willing to die because he was unable to bring himself to kill Vasily. The moment he accepted that reality, his pride as an expert sniper had been tarnished. Vasily knew this because he was in the exact same position. Only, he wasn’t prepared to end it all like Ogata. In fact, he fought like hell to survive their encounter.
Why did he even bother fighting? He didn’t exactly have much to live for, but... he had something. What did Ogata have? Vasily didn’t know him well enough to say, but his actions suggested that the answer to that question was bleak. Did Ogata truly have nothing outside of being a sniper?
Did he have nothing outside of that wildcat persona?
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- Part 3 of Two Lonely Souls
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Unremarkable by HumZbird
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)
13 Dec 2025
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As he slowly stepped closer, his eyes traced over the mangled halo of spattered blood encircling the Russian’s head. It was hard to tell if the man had noticed Ogata’s approach or not. He certainly wasn’t reacting to him. Although he appeared to be at least semi-conscious, and his breathing was very labored. Ogata couldn’t blame him. The pain must’ve been excruciating. Judging by the placement of the entry wound, most of his back teeth must’ve been completely shattered, in addition to a partially – or even fully severed tongue.
He might never be able to talk normally again. He might also be forced to eat only soft foods for the rest of his life. The thought made Ogata smile. He wanted a closer look at the wounds. If he tilted the Russian’s head the right way, would his fragmented teeth fall out of his mouth? Maybe even his gnarled tongue? Ogata felt giddy just thinking about it.
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- Part 2 of Two Lonely Souls
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The Natural Consequences of Speaking With Your Body Instead of Your Words by HumZbird
Fandoms: 銀魂 | Gintama (Anime & Manga)
01 May 2025
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Toshirou went to their favorite restaurant, and was unsurprised when he saw the permhead already there. He sat next to him as usual, and the atmosphere between them was noticeably less awkward than it should’ve been. It only served to piss him off even more. They ate, they drank, they talked about meaningless things. Even as they finished their food and began trying to out-drink each other, even as the alcohol was loosening their tongues and making their vision turn dark, the source of Toshirou’s irritation remained firmly unspoken.
There was a part of him that desperately wanted to suck it up and tell Gintoki how he felt; how mad he was about earlier, how long he had been pining for the guy, how much he wanted to be with him. But all he had to do was remember Gintoki’s apathy and aloofness about the whole situation, and he was back to square one. It hurt. It really fucking hurt. He woke up the next morning after blacking out, with a nasty hangover and a firm resolve to keep that asshole from getting under his skin.
OR: Hijikata needing a therapist for 20 chapters straight.
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Unknowable by HumZbird
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)
17 Apr 2025
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A familiar fear began rising like bile in his gut. Maybe he wasn’t the only honest person amidst a group of pretenders, maybe there really was something wrong with him. Something that blocked him from seeing what others see and feeling what others feel. Something that made him a defective human being.
Maybe he had been born that way. Born with something fundamental missing. Maybe that’s why people saw nothing behind his eyes.
OR: Ogata goes to an art museum with Vasily and ends up having an existential crisis.
Series
- Part 1 of Two Lonely Souls
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Two Lonely Souls by HumZbird
Fandom ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga)
26 Sep 2026
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