IndecisiveEm
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Due to his most recent tour, Tooru found himself visiting Japan, but without any home to return to. To maintain his safety, he was required to date a newly hired bodyguard in public without anyone knowing the latter's job, after receiving odd comments online. Finding himself sharing his space with another, Tooru feared that his secrets would be revealed.
He didn't want to be left only with his useless pride.
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Kiyoomi had been pining for his knight for years, yet despite all the signs, the other remained oblivious, despite still being as cheerful and devoted. It was carving a hole in his heart.
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Shouyou was always there to provide Kiyoomi with the help he needed. If he was overwhelmed and needed space, he would do anything to ensure that. If he was aching and his joints hurt, he would notice it without a word and offer him a massage. It warmed him up —it always did. The tips of his ears would usually burn red by the end.But although the blush never dulled, he started feeling imprisoned by his own feelings. Kiyoomi always took time to digest his emotions and come to terms with them, and despite seeing no need in hiding them from Shouyou, he felt as if they went unperceived, and he felt helpless.
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Mistake
/mɪˈsteɪk/
Noun
An act or judgement that is misguided or wrong.Flipping the nonexistent pages of his dictionary, Atsumu just sighed as he melted into his chair. It wasn’t a mistake. It couldn’t have been a mistake.
To mistake.
Verb
Be wrong about.He couldn’t have mistaken his feelings to the point of invalidity. But could feeling right catch flames and burn as hot in his chest?
If Shouyou thought of him important enough to even reach the moon, he might as well bring the ladder.
And so he caved in.
What happened once happened twice more. It didn’t stop happening until the bridge they crossed no longer had enough logs to hold both of them. One of them had to fall eventually.
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Or, a drunken party after Atsumu and Hinata's recent encounter led to an arrangement built on hidden feelings.
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Kenma's transition to university was anything but smooth, especially when he wanted to join the band club for a hobby he refused to give up. Things only got worse when the bassist made a bad first impression. But with an upcoming competition and soon-to-be failed exams forcing them to work together, Kenma found that as he tuned his guitar, his heart started to resonate at a different frequency. Much like a song evolving through stages of composition, their story unfolded, as Kenma wrestled with feelings he refused to acknowledge.
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Kenma wonders if past him from just two months would be proud of him if he was to see him now.
He felt like he knew them for longer than it was. Bokuto was a big brother figure and despite his open personality, Kenma wasn’t surprised he found comfort in being his friend. Akaashi was an easy pick. From the start, Kenma knew they’d get along.
Then there was Kuroo. Though Kenma liked to think of him as his “arch nemesis,” he’d spent most of his time with him ever since Kuroo began helping him with his studies, even after exams were over.
But as days went by, that felt more like an excuse. Maybe he did enjoy being his friend, beat him. No one had to know that.
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Tooru hates Atsumu, despite spending nearly every day around him due to their shared college friends. But Tooru has a secret—one that risks being exposed when he wakes up one day in Atsumu’s body.
Believing himself to be a wingless bird for feeling different, the two must work together to undo whatever misfortune has befallen them.
Maybe he still has a chance to fly, after all.
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He hated Atsumu’s dyed hair, his snickers, and his explosive personality. But Tooru would be a damn liar (more than he already was) if he denied how lucky—and beautiful—Atsumu was to smile softly, without a hint of fakeness, when talking to or about his brother, despite all the insults flying back and forth.To be loved unconditionally was a feeling Tooru chased after until he broke and fell like a wingless bird believing himself capable of flying only to get hurt and pained, with no one to take care of his wounds.
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He let out a pleased sigh before he could stifle it, and leaned into that warmth. It felt like that void inside of his chest was slowly, steadily being filled, like the weight was being eased. He felt more than heard Kaveh’s hum, like the architect had been proven right about something Alhaitham was not privy to. At the same time, the hand still cradling the back of his head began to scratch at his scalp, fingers combing through his hair. He groaned appreciatively, and melted even further into Kaveh’s grasp.
At that, Kaveh let out the prettiest little laugh, but Alhaitham was too busy basking in the warmth and comfort to feel embarrassed.
Alhaitham learns what it's like to feel loved.
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- Part 1 of feed me love and give it time
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05 Sep 2026
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“Why are you acting like that?” he snapped. “Who do you think you are, dragging me away like that? Who are you to tell me what to do?” Alhaitham went still.
For once, he did not have a calculated answer. No logical explanation. No carefully structured reasoning.
His voice came out sharper than he intended.
“Because I love you.”
Silence.
The words hung between them, heavy and irreversible.
Both of them froze.
Or, Alhaitham and Kaveh tries to overcome their differences and learn to uncover the past.
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17 Aug 2026
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The Dramatic In-Depth Journey of the Loveless Light by Arikan
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Dec 2023
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“Alhaitham.
I won’t say my dear, my dearest or my love, or any other sweet names you don’t deserve. You never call me those anyway. But it doesn’t matter.Because this is goodbye. You won't see me for a while.”
The newly reinstated Scribe- not Acting Grand Sage anymore- with the biggest salary any Scribe has ever gained- finally free from all the pompous titles saving a nation bestow upon you- Alhaitham, just freshly clocked-out for the day, already has enough of this bullshit.
He might have neglected Kaveh for a bit. True. But who could judge him? Do you know how many books he missed out on while being the Acting Grand Sage?
Anyway, from the unprecedented dramatics in this one greeting and first four sentences of a five-page letter, he hopes not all of Sumeru is involved in their lover’s spat.
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the Scribe’s Behavioral Fluctuation, a Kshahrewar Study by Arikan
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
21 Jun 2024
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“I can’t keep up with him anymore, Tighnari. Each day, I feel like I’m living with a different person, and it’s freaking me out! He’s getting out of control and I don’t know what to do about it!”
Because, yes, Kaveh is (once again) having problems with Alhaitham’s recent behavior. Between his excessive presence at home, the increasing compliments, the changes at Port Ormos, and the sudden need to be cuddled every minute of every day, Kaveh barely recognizes his boyfriend!
Anyway, let’s hope a week-long romantic expedition in the desert will fill the Scribe’s Kaveh Batteries (SKB) enough for Alhaitham to function normally again.
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26 Jul 2026
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Return to Zero by amwriting
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
18 Apr 2026
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Todoroki Shoto had been missing for seven years.
Seven years since he'd vanished without a trace the week after graduation, leaving behind classmates who'd become heroes in his absence, and a secret he'd taken with him—that in those final months at UA, he'd fallen in love.
That he'd planned a future with someone. That he'd meant to stay.
The official report called it a suspected abduction. The news cycle called it a tragedy.
Bakugo Katsuki called it the worst fucking day of his life, and every day after hadn't gotten much better.
But today... Bakugo found him.
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(I don't take on serious topics like this very often, but i can't get this idea out of my brain y'all. Mind those tags)
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17 Jul 2026