Ivrigasked
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He knew if he kept his eyes shut for longer than a blink, he could still see Neil in his rear view mirror, his hair disheveled from where Andrew had his fingers in it not but moments prior, holding a lit but unsmoked cigarette between his fingers as Andrew drove away from him.
He also knew that he didn’t have to close his eyes to feel the ache that lingered within his ribcage; the ache that felt like the end of something, but also maybe the start of something new.
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Figure You Out by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Jul 2023
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“You remember Li Bowen, right?”
A silly question. Lan Wangji remembers everything.
“I do.”
“Right, yeah. Silly question,” he shrugs. “Anyway…we’ve been out together a few times and I didn’t really think it was gonna go anywhere but—“ Wei Ying stops, cutting himself short.
The problem with the direction in which Wei Ying’s explanation is heading, is not that he’s having trouble saying it. It’s not that he’s talking about dating, or going on multiple dates with the same person, no. Lan Wangji knows his best friend is an unrelenting flirt, and loves companionship. Lan Wangji knows his best friend also loves physical intimacy and sex. These things have not been secrets for several years now. The problem with the direction in which Wei Ying’s explanation is heading, is that Lan Wangji is irrevocably in love with him, and has been for about 14 years. The problem is that Lan Wangji is in love with him, and Wei Wuxian, who’s never actually had a partner despite all of his dating, is about to tell Lan Wangji that Li Bowen, rich and illustrious philanthropist Li Bowen, has asked to formally court him.
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Once you say it out loud, it can't be undone by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 악마판사 | The Devil Judge (TV)
23 Jan 2022
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Alternative title: Five times Gaon catches Yohan off guard, and the one time he sees it coming.
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You, Me, Only by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
06 Jan 2022
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A story of love, loss, loneliness, and endless devotion.
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Can't Hold My Heart by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
28 Nov 2020
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You’d think a year was long enough. Long enough to learn to breathe on your own, learn that places don't haunt you, people do, but there aren’t going to be ghosts lurking in every alley or storm drain. It’s certainly long enough for a smell to fade, a number to be forgotten, or a family to stop asking. But things like mattresses and couches don’t forget the bodies that used to rely on them, and tables and desks don’t forget marks and scratches. Broken plates don’t fuse back together, hardwood floors don’t magically undent. Hearts don’t miraculously unbreak.
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Nǐ shì tàiyáng, wǒ shì yuèliàng by Ivrigasked, shiptastic_energy
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Nov 2020
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Paradoxical by Ivrigasked
Fandom Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
23 Mar 2020
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The Things They Don't Tell You by Ivrigasked
Fandom Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
17 Mar 2020
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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12 Sep 2026
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Do You Want Me Too? by hopefulrain9192
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jul 2026
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“Right,” he responded, “Shane. It’s – my name is Shane.”
“Shane,” Ilya’s mouth curled into a smile. “It is very nice to meet you,” his eyes tracked down to the label sewn on his front jacket, S. Hollander. “Shane Hollander, paramedic.”
_________________or: Ilya is the Ottawa Centaur's star player. Shane Hollander is a paramedic. What starts as one hour together becomes years of chasing, longing and - despite their best efforts otherwise - falling in love.
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10 Sep 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Sep 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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09 Sep 2026
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here at the end of all things by nomadsland
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Sep 2026
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A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.
Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.
Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.
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09 Sep 2026
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who will love a little sparrow by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jul 2026
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Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.
Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.
Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.
Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.
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Bookmarked by Ivrigasked
07 Sep 2026