June_Sirius
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- Supernatural (TV 2005) (32)
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When Gabriel said, "What you call Armageddon, I call Sunday dinner," he meant it literally. That was exactly what those Sunday dinners were like back then, and he's not the only one hating it and hasn't entirely grown out of its shadow.
When Castiel, broken and childlike, runs away from conflicts that reminded him way too much of the childhood memory that he thought he'd buried deep down, he runs into the older brother he thought he'd lost, trapped by demons and under torture. He has to save him.
They don't realize how much they need each other to heal all those traumas and wounds until they start talking and bonding again.
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Birthdays are hard, but they do their best.
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- Part 10 of For better or for worse
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"You called me 'hairless ape'!"
"That's ten years ago."
"Okay -- you called me 'hairless ape' ten years ago!"
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- Part 9 of For better or for worse
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It's just a normal laundry day. Dean isn't thinking much when he scans his room for dirty clothes and spots Cas's trench coat hanging in his closet.
"Angel Blade is never in the sleeves," Cas tells him when he starts checking the inside of the sleeves looking for pockets.
"Then why did you bring that out that time, when I could kill you. I almost did." Dean can't breathe.
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- Part 8 of For better or for worse
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One random word a day, one sweet little destiel story your way
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- Part 2 of Small Doses of Destiel
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For better or for worse by June_Sirius
Fandom Supernatural (TV 2005), Supernatural (TV 2005) RPF
05 Aug 2026
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So many things in their lives can take different paths, for better or for worse. Canon reality isn't the only reality. Let other possibilities unfold.
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Renamed from the previous title "Six Degrees to Destiel", mostly small snippets of destiel, mostly (if not all) should be happy snippets.
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Pretending Cas is just his friend has been the only thing keeping Dean's head on straight for years. He never realized how much doing that depended on him making himself scarce in the morning ─ not until Cas came back and moved into the bunker.
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
15 Aug 2026
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canon divergent/compliant until s12e23, where they've been doing it all the seasons but still so much pining all along. Very very beautiful writing, a lot of case fic, extremely beautiful angsty pining yearning aching
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Castiel Novak receives a rather alarming text message from an unknown number, and what started as a simple misdial quickly turns into the greatest friendship Castiel has ever known. But Dean has many secrets, dangerous truths about the life he lives, and would like to tell Castiel exactly none of them.
A (slightly) AU, (mostly) text fic, S3 fix-it romance (of sorts).
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- 4/4
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
04 Aug 2026
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Text msg focused, very very cleverly plotted, s3 fix it, canon divergent. human Cas but not really, Gabe helped a lot, Crowley helped. Slow burn, getting to know, falling in love, long distance relationship. aching, pining, yearning, because of s3 setups, emotionally really really. Change of POVs. Beautiful writing.
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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
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- 10/10
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
03 Aug 2026
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No one dies but aching is really really good, beautifully aching pining yearning (without grieving). Fixing things with Jack and Claire, beautiful ending. Expect I'll reread many many times.
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Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.
As if they weren't already.
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- English
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- 9/9
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
12 Jul 2026
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Peaceful calm roadtrip with 36 questionnaire, slow burn, dean winchester uses actual words, beautifully written, amazing character study, hot smut
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Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.
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Bookmarked by June_Sirius
10 Jul 2026
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It's 1 o'clock in the morning and I cried harder than I've been in 10 years, 'cause every little thing in Dean's mind hit exact same sore nerve in me. How have I never realized that's exactly my wreck and mess that I'm seeing and reading and relating in Dean. How the fears and messed up upbringings and not letting yourself to want more than you need, and to believe you deserve, and to not be scared by thinking about losing someone or they leaving, or think you might be enough for what you want those who you love to have, or try really really hard to give everything you can trying to make those you love happy, but still think you're not doing enough, and that all those tries are just you faking it, that you are always just faking and lying but actually that's all exactly you, but you still can't believe someone would ever love you for who you are, not what you do, because that's not what you ever learned growing up. Even the therapy talk hits too close, everything exactly like what my therapist had said or would say, but I'd still be the same mess. Reading it and crying my eyes bloody swollen is so much more healing than therapy. (Never really saw any fic actually get Dean to therapy either, really realistic doing that, and exact reason why it hits me so hard.) Grief and love and confusion of want and loss and fear and internalized homophobia and emotional repression, all tangled together, and I'm sorting them out right with Dean and know and can feel precisely how hard it can be and how long it can take. So so happy there're so many people there fir Dean to help him sort it all out, Sam and Claire being biggest help, but most important part is still his own realization. At the end of the day, he needs to figure it out by himself, overcome all those fear and self induced subconscious repression, to allow himself to be happy. People like us have been taught since young that it's wrong to want, to be happy, being happy means you aren't doing things right, if you do things right, it should be tough and you should be suffering, so how are we supposed to know or allow ourselves to be happy? Dean has Cas and all those people to help him give himself that permission, and I'm trying really really hard for myself too. Of all the finale fix-its I've read, many of them fabulous and amazing, this one is still for sure going to stay in my mind for a long long time and every reread is still for sure to hit hard emotionally and personally. How often do you get a chance like this to feel like you're dissected alive and everything you don't know how to put into words, there are words right there, written, to see exactly what they are. This story and writing is just too incredible, I don't have enough words for it apart from appreciating full-heartedly for the writer to write it and share it.