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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Don’t be afraid, my darling Helly. Don’t you see how fateful it is that we’ve finally united? You were meant to be with me. I chose you,” Helena said. “Does that scare you?”

    Through her tears, she saw Helly smile.

    “No.”

    (After centuries of solitude, Helena turns Helly into a vampire to keep her as a companion forever)

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    19 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Refeeding Syndrome: A set of severe physical complications that result when a malnourished person is reintroduced to food too quickly.

    Helena has long been starved of emotional intimacy. As an Eagan, a child of Kier and Industry, she has learned to push down her trivial desires and ignore the gnawing hunger. But when she’s spoon fed a decedent meal of rich care and mouthwatering affection by Mark S, a creeping sickness settles over her.

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    A Helena character study via a few ORTBO missing scenes

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    20 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    “If someone doesn’t take her home… she’ll be decommissioned.”

    Mark inhales. He’s a guy who knows a thing or two about how it feels to be headed for the scrap heap.

    Irving claps him on the shoulder.

    “If it helps, Burt said they’ve taken to calling her Helly.”

    The moment that Mark hears the lost, destitute, human-shaped thing has a name, he’s lost the battle.

    Ah, fuck it.

    ”I’ll take her.”

    [an au in which Helly is a prototype for a synthetic domestic aid Mark Scout takes her home]

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    13 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Woe. Malice. Dread. Frolic.

    Four tempers, one for each combination of the splintered lovers, drawn together time after time.

    Post season 2. Mark S, Helly R, Mark Scout and Helena Eagan reckon with the splintered, four-hearted thing they have become.

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    11 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Now that it’s right in front of her, Helly can’t ask for it. She’s imagined this before. Idly at her desk, she’d steal glances at him across the divider, watch him chew his lip as he worked, and concoct some fantasy where the perfect set of circumstances lined up so that they could be alone together. She imagined that Mark might kiss her fiercely, might push her up against the wall of the bathroom or the storage closet and touch her bare skin. But she doesn’t feel like she has the words.

    Markhelly Kinktober day 17: breeding kink

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    17 Oct 2025