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Cold, again.
Dark, too.
Shadow Milk should have expected that by now. to be surrounded in darkness. It was night, after all. Still, he didn't feel the radiating warmth of his partner beside him.
A dream, then?
Shadow Milk tried to pry his other eyes open, yet still, they did not respond.
Great. this was just great.
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Shadow Milk has a nightmare about his past abuse taking a toll on his mind, but Pure Vanilla is there to hold him.
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- Part 5 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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would you fall in love with me again? (even after what i've become?) by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
30 Jun 2026
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…alone. Again.
They were supposed to be used to this by now. And yet, still, they weren't.
The Fount pulled at his hair, tugging it closer as he lifted a blanket with a dash of magic over themself. Even after all these years, the weighted pressure of the blanket Healer had so ever graciously given them was still there.
He missed Healer's warmth.
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Fount of Knowledge begins to doubt their life and choices he's made throughout his years — including falling in love with Healer Cookie. Healer’s there to let them know that he loves them, always, over and over again.Series
- Part 4 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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the quietest voices have the loudest minds (they weep the loudest, too) by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
21 Jun 2026
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It was just any simple day in the Vanilla Kingdom. When wasn't it?
Pure Vanilla was happily content with living day by day alongside his partner, Shadow Milk. Each morning was filled with cuddling and shared breakfasts, afternoons of the Master of Deceit resting as a snake upon the Wielder of Truth's shoulders. Evenings especially were filled with conversation about their day, dinner, and holding each other as they both retired to bed.
Except, recently… Well, for the past month or two, Shadow Milk had been strange as of late.
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Shadow Milk is hiding something from Pure Vanilla. His healer instincts kick in and they chat.
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- Part 3 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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Even after saving Shadow Milk during the Dark Enchantress War, Pure Vanilla doesn't let go of the fact that he lost her as well. Months go by, and Shadow Milk is eventually fed up with Pure Vanilla's sulking and grief.
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Shadow Milk can't stand seeing Pure Vanilla upset any longer and takes matters into his own hands.
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- Part 2 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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[This fic takes place after BY-15 but we don't have the Canon fact that the Beasts are all gone and Shadow Milk went to an insane asylum.]
Even in this seemingly perfect world after the war with the one Pure Vanilla always wanted to understand, he still lost someone else meaningful to him. He also goes through a "bird period".
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Pure Vanilla is still in depression plus he's got instinct problems. Shadow Milk is here to cheer up his bird.
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- Part 1 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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Whatever the hell I choose to write
Just my ShadowVanilla fanfics and oneshots here for your convenience.
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Vanny (Pure Vanilla Cookie), a famous ex-motorcyclist of MotoX, has been avoiding the track ever since his life-threatening injury from a year ago, that is, until he sees Shade (Shadow Milk Cookie) race for the first time and gets inspired to return to the circuit.
*ShadowVanilla Motorcycle AU*
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Shadow Milk, created before cookies were baked with soulmarks, had always believed he'd never have a soulmate.
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Shadow Milk Cookie crumbled after the war, yet his spirit remained untouched. After regaining physical form, he sought out revenge on Pure Vanilla Cookie, but instead found a cookie grieving after the loss of his closest friend.
Not willing to let Pure Vanilla crumble in an anticlimactic manner, Shadow Milk vowed to help him, in his own way.
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Not necessarily a fix it fic, more of a 'dear lord someone at devsisters please have someone comfort pure vanilla before he explodes that man is STRESSED' fic, which should be a tag in my humble opinion because that is my fave genre of crk fic
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"In art, chiaroscuro (...) is the use of strong contrasts between light and dark, usually bold contrasts affecting a whole composition." (Wikipedia).
How long can a lie remain a lie before it becomes a justification to linger? For how long can one lie about motivations before the lie becomes their truth?
Shadow Milk Cookie makes good on his threat that Pure Vanilla Cookie's kindness will be his undoing. He arrives in the Vanilla kingdom asking for help, lying that his followers have turned on him and his magic is gone. This lie wraps him up in itself until he is completely enmeshed, unable to tell where the lie ends, and where his true motivations begin. That lie becomes an excuse to linger.
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- Part 1 of Chiaroscuro
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The Gods were an enigma.
They were beings of utter perfection, their love deep enough to conquer wars, their touch a remedy for starved souls, the sound of their words enough to calm every pained mind.
They were grand. As was their distance to the world they blessed.
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- Part 2 of the ryuverse