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    Dean has worked at the BAU for nearly a year, and in that time he’s made sure of one thing: no one knows anything about his personal life. He keeps the walls high, the answers short, and the past firmly locked away. But when a series of unexpected events begins to unravel the careful control he’s maintained, the secrets he’s been keeping—for the sake of others as much as himself—start coming to light. And as the truth surfaces, Dean is forced to confront what happens when the life he’s hidden collides with the team that’s slowly become his family.

    .𖥔 ݁ ˖🪶‍ँ़── .✦

    AKA, a oneshot I've written about Dean as a BAU agent and the crack and danger that follows.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    “Just so we’re clear,” Sam says once they’re about halfway back to the road, “you don’t think Cas is in heaven and that’s the only reason you haven’t let yourself die yet?”

    “Well,” Dean makes a noise halfway between a laugh and a sob. He stops walking but doesn’t look back at Sam. “That’s a lot more succinct than I’d have put it. I just–I know what’s on the other side, and it ain’t him.”

    Sam steps in front of Dean, forcing eye contact. “I’m sorry you didn’t get more time with him.”

    And then he turns and keeps up the hike. After that, it’s a long time before Dean lets himself be alone with just Sam.

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    Chuck's been defeated. Jack is gone. Cas is dead. Sam is ready to build a new life but Dean's grief threatens to consume him entirely. Sam, Eileen, and even Claire all want to help Dean through this darkness, but they worry it's only a matter of time before Dean can't keep fighting it anymore.

    Dean’s loved ones watch as he monumentally self-destructs while grieving his angel. There will be eventual happiness.

    Now available in Russian!

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Sherlock Holmes never expected to live a long life, but he never imagined that it would end like this.

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    28 Aug 2025

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    “It was never supposed to end like this. You were both meant for such happier things.”

    “I was always meant to be a tragedy.” Arthur disagrees.

    “Dearest darling, you are the king of kings, this will not be your end.”

    With Arthur's death comes a single chance to go back to the beginning and save everyone he's ever loved. Seeing home in Merlin's eyes and a hope for a better world in Morgana's, Arthur knows what he must do.

    Only bringing magic back to Camelot will prevent the future he knows is coming from happening, but in his way is the only mountain he's never been able to climb; his father won't change for anyone, not even for his son.

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    09 Aug 2025