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And, here, looking at his best friend, he can see that something’s broken inside him, too. And, maybe it’s the therapy he’s had over the years, his sessions with Frank, but Eddie wants to talk to Buck. He wants Buck to talk to him. Buck, who just looks so fucking sad, still in his dress blues, one hand drinking the beer, the other coming up to loosen his tie.
This morning, Eddie had noticed Buck tying, untying, retying the tie with breaths of frustration, fingers shaking. “Eddie,” he’d said lowly from across the room, and Eddie wouldn’t have even heard him if he hadn’t been watching. “I, uh, can never – I can never get this right.”
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In the aftermath of Bobby’s death, Buck and Eddie need to learn to embrace change, settle into a new normal - a life without Bobby, and life navigating feelings for each other. A vision of what season 9 could be.
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18 Aug 2026
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settle soft and as pure as snow (i fell in love with the fire long ago) by alwaysou28
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Jan 2025
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So it was him and Hazel against the world. And Buck was okay with that. Even if he did sometimes feel lonely, and wish he had a partner to help him on the hard days. But he didn’t have time for that. He was a dad first, and Hazel his priority, so he was fine with putting his own life on hold while he raised his daughter.
At least, he thought he was.
And then he met Eddie.
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Single Dads to Besties to Lovers AU featuring Girl Dad!Buck
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30 May 2026
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“Please excuse the interruption,” the admiral says, and he’s looking past Bobby right at Eddie. “I know you’re on duty.” He nods his chin, inclines it, just minimally. “Staff Sergeant Diaz? I have news to be delivered to you by personal service.” And after a beat, “I’m very sorry.”
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12 May 2026
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Re-post and Expansion of: 'In Which Buck's 'Therapy' is NOT Brushed Off'
What if someone had noticed how off Buck was after his therapy session and actually asked about it?
Buck gets some actual help after being assaulted, alongside the ‘jokes’ at the 118 – which help tell him exactly how he is thought of there, and does not endear his co-workers to him. With Buck not holding on to the ‘firefam’ so tight from the start, things change drastically for him – and yet other things not at all.
A Buck who grows with his storyline, and is not his co-workers punching bag. He works overtime at other stations, so his social circle grows.
(Please excuse the TERRIBLE summary)Series
- Part 1 of Hold Your Ground (Don't Back Down)
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07 Apr 2026
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When Buck moved in with a widowed dad and his young son, he had no idea his life was about to be turned upside down... in the best way possible.
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07 Apr 2026