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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    22 Oct 2026

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    Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.

    And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.

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    15 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    It starts and it ends with Wordle.

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    Ilya is struggling, David notices, and the Hollanders will not allow him to struggle alone.

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    13 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    here is where i’m putting all of my fics that center on and deal with aspects of shane’s autistic traits. i lovingly refer to his presentation as “jock autism” because there are certain traits that many autistic athletes have. him and i are same hat autism

    these are generally cannon compliant unless otherwise noted, up the the end of the long game obviously

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    10 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Ilya was staring down a bottle of pills.

    He wondered if this was how his mother felt, a silent war of attrition every morning until she gave in. The translucent orange bottle was unrelenting, taunting, begging to be emptied all at once; whether they went to the fish or to him was anyone’s guess. Nor did it matter, really— the bottle would be empty anyway. The bottle would be freed of whatever chemical amalgamation Eli Lily cooked up in the seventies, its burden passed on to the living.
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    Ilya goes on Prozac. It does not go as planned.
    feauring him hallucinating shadows and believing the Kremlin will come after him— but Shane is there, and it’s okay. Also, reflection on the pharmaceutical industry and capitalism through the mild hallucinogenic effects of SSRIs gone wrong.
    [no ai in any form, fuck ai]

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    10 Oct 2026