Maddyvelair
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Hating you 'cuz having you love me was never an option. by Maddyvelair
Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)
28 Aug 2026
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None of it was ever special.
Those looks meant nothing. The hand-holding meant nothing. Looking for each other in every crowded room meant nothing.
At least, that's what Euijoo kept telling himself.
Because when he finally stepped back, Nicholas didn't stop him. Didn't ask him to stay. Didn't seem to mind at all.
So why did every glance still feel loaded?
Why did every conversation feel like they were dancing around something neither of them would say?
And why, after all this time, could Euijoo still feel the weight of every unspoken word whenever Nicholas was near?If none of it meant anything,So why are they acting like this?
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Euijoo chose to speak.
In the end, though, he wished he'd chosen death instead.
And Nicholas?
Nicholas didn't choose to speak.
He chose to let his heart die. -
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A situation where Nicholas needs to be good at kissing for an acting audition, but since he has never kissed anyone before and has no idea how to do it, he ends up asking his roommate and close friend, Euijoo, for help—and along the way, a lot of unexpected things happen.
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Nichojoo for life.
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Nicholas and Euijoo were in love with each other..with one difference:
Euijoo had confessed his feelings.
Nicholas had chosen to stay just friends.
And Euijoo had accepted it.
Of course he did..because as long as Nicholas stayed by his side, that was enough.
But Nicholas’s behavior started getting stranger.
Day by day.
Really strange.
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Euijoo stood in his arms, tears continuing to slip down his face. “One day you hate me and won't even look at me then suddenly you kiss me, hold me and spend the night with me. You make me think maybe I wasn't imagining it.”
Nicholas buried his head against Euijoo's shoulder. “You make me feel things I don’t know how to deal with. That’s why I ran. I was scared of how much I wanted you.”
Or; Nicholas turns out to be hopelessly in love with the guy he's spent months insisting he hates.
Bookmarked by Maddyvelair
31 Aug 2026
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This is a masterpiece I'll definitely read it again.
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Euijoo never wanted anything more than to be loved, yet he doesn’t find himself worthy of love itself. He doesn’t like the way he looks - the way his body looks. He doesn’t like the way he acts - the way he can be too much for most people.
Nicholas has been keeping an eye on Euijoo. Nicholas does think Euijoo is worthy of love. Of HIS love specifically.
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Euijoo struggles with an eating disorder, Nicholas helps him find the light Euijoo never knew existed. -
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At Sunshine High, the social order is absolute. Nicholas is the "Legendary Delinquent"—a silent, sharp-eyed senior rumored to lead gangs and settle scores in back alleys. EuiJoo is the "Golden Angel"—the perfect student council leader with a charismatic smile and a brilliant future.
But when the school doors close, the masks slip.
The "Delinquent" is actually a shy boy who buys premium tuna for stray cats and dreams of strawberry cream bread. The "Angel" is a possessive "Mad Man" who has seen through the ruse and decided that the school’s most feared student belongs entirely to him.
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Euijoo wants to do it all. He wants to kiss Nicholas and wake up next to him. He wants to watch Nicholas playing with Yihyun, take them for a walk in the park and adopt that cat Nicholas mentioned wanting to raise.
He wants to go on a holiday with Nicholas just to not leave the hotel bed for the whole week or watch Nicholas' wet torso as he comes out of the ocean, droplets running down into his swimming trunks. He wants to share his worries about the future with Nicholas, have someone by his side as he watches Yihyun grow up.
He wants it all.
(or: Euijoo, a divorced dad co-parenting his daughter, develops a crush on his next-door neighbour. Is there a better way to get to know him than to ask him to teach his daughter English?)
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- Part 1 of domestic 🍊🍓 verse
Bookmarked by Maddyvelair
16 Jul 2026
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Euijoo peels the wax off with his thumb nail, flicking the envelope open and tossing it onto the kitchen table with the rest of his junk mail. The contents are just as fancy as the envelope itself. Thick cardstock and handwritten calligraphy with sharp ink. Taunting him.
The honor of your company is requested at the marriage of Koga Yudai and Murata Fuma.
(OR: Euijoo asks his childhood crush to pretend to be his new boyfriend at his ex-boyfriend’s wedding. Nicholas says yes.)
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22 Feb 2026