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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    Jordan Bragg has never believed in love; he’s only ever believed in patterns.
    Following his breakup with Montreal Metro superstar Shane Hollander, Jordan is living exactly the kind of life he always claimed to want: hockey, hookups, parties, and absolutely no strings attached. It’s fun. Predictable. Just the way patterns should be.

    But between his escalating bad habits, concerned teammates, disastrous hookups, and a growing inability to outrun his own loneliness, Jordan finds himself forced to confront a terrifying realization: if this pattern is all he has, then he isn’t left with much.
    Before dating Shane, that never would have bothered him. Jordan thought he was incapable of wanting more. Of needing more.
    But now…

    Jordan finds himself up against one opponent he can’t outmaneuver: uncertainty.

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    22 Jun 2026