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    Buck really didn’t know what he did in a past life to deserve this.

    His eyes snapped open again, dragged toward the front door. The house sat in heavy silence, the kind that wasn’t peaceful but rather blaringly obvious, pressing in on his ears until he swore he could hear things that weren’t there. The faint crunch of the ice-machine. Pipes settling somewhere in the walls. Some sounds, however, were missing from the regular traffic. Notably, the hum of Eddie’s fan.

    Where the fuck was Eddie?

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    or; 4 times Buck observes Eddie's sexcapades, and 1 time he does more than observe.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Eddie's gaze landed on Buck.

    "Oh no," Eddie breathed beside him, so quiet Buck almost didn't hear it.

    Video-Buck was sitting on a couch, drink in hand, grinning up at Eddie with that stupid, fond expression Buck knew he got when he looked at Eddie but usually managed to hide better. Video-Eddie walked over, and the crowd went wild.

    "This is—we should turn this off," Eddie said, but neither of them moved.

    Video-Eddie started dancing, and at first it was silly, exaggerated, both of them laughing. Buck remembered this part, sort of—the dare, Eddie being ridiculous, everyone cheering. But then video-Eddie straddled Buck's lap, and everything changed.
    Buck watched his own hands come up to grip Eddie's hips, watched the way Eddie's expression shifted from playful to something intense, something hungry. They were staring at each other, and even through the grainy video, Buck could see it—the want, the need, the thing they never talked about made visible.

    "Kiss him!" someone shouted in the video. "Kiss the sexiest man in the room!"
    And they did.

     Or video evidence of that bachelor party emerges leaving buddie in complete chaos

    Bobby lives

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    06 Aug 2026

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    “Are you -“

    “Am I teasing my dick with my palm while thinking about your thighs and how they’d feel around my head? You bet,” Eddie chuckles.

    This time, Buck’s moan is loud and unabashed. “Whatever you want, Eds. Anything you want.”

    “God, Buck, I want to touch you everywhere. I want to spread you over my lap, face up so I can see your eyes. You’re so stupidly pretty.”

    Buck gasps, then there’s some rustling, then the sound gets clearer; Buck’s put airpods in too, also slow on the uptake. “Are you hard because of me?” There’s some smugness in his voice, Eddie knows all of Buck’s voices by heart, but also a needy breathlessness.

    Eddie snorts, frankly inelegant and borderline funny. “Baby, I’ve not stopped being hard since I clicked the link.”

    Or:

    Eddie Diaz, newly-minted queer (label pending), has a free afternoon and sits down to jerk off with a bit of porn. He can't quite believe the man in the video is a younger Buck, but the evidence is right there and the result is incredibly hot. He obviously calls Buck about it. They obviously end up fucking for 24 hours; they have all that time to make up for, after all.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    "So should we start blocking off time in our calendar for dance lessons with Coach Diaz?"

    Eddie knows Karen means it as a joke, but the combination of the wine in his system and the joy in his gut make it feel serious, "Yes."

    "Wait, really?" Hen asks.

    "If she wants to dance, I'll teach her to dance. We had fun today," Eddie finishes his glass and notices he's probably at the point where he's drunk enough to talk about the Buck thing.

    "You don't have to do that Eddie. I'm sure we could pay for lessons somewhere," Karen offers.

    "Or we could pay you," Hen offers.

    "I have an idea for that actually," alright, Eddie, be brave, "I give Mara dance lessons and you both give me gay lessons."

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    When Mara becomes obsessed with ballroom dance Eddie becomes her teacher. Along the way he realizes he's in love with Buck, starts receiving "gay lessons" from Hen and Karen, and forms a ragtag dance academy. What could possibly go wrong?

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “He spent my whole life drilling into me that I had to be hard. Strong. Untouchable. No softness. No affection. Every time I reached for it, he tore me down. Called me weak. Pathetic. Wrong. And I thought I buried that when I left home. I thought I left him behind. But he’s still here.” Eddie taps his temple with trembling fingers, breath catching in his chest. “He’s still in my head. And every time someone notices us, every time there’s even a hint of attention, I hear him again, telling me I’m not allowed to want.”

    “But I do want. God, Buck, I want you so much it terrifies me. I want to touch you all the time. I feel this need in me, it’s bottomless. Like a pit I can’t fill, no matter what I do. And it scares the hell out of me, because if I open it all the way, if I let it out, I don’t know if it will ever be enough. And I’m terrified you’ll drown in it. That I’ll smother you. That you’ll get overwhelmed and leave.”

    or, Eddie Diaz has never let himself be needy, not once in his life. But loving Buck makes him ache for touch in ways he can’t admit, until pulling away nearly breaks them both.

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    06 Jun 2026