NiaQ
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I don't see the sunflowers the same since I met you, Sara.
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And her eyes adopted the color of the sky at dawn, golden rays mixed with sapphire blue.
Poetry, but not really poetry, about that one girl that is stuck in my head, heart and mind.
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In a quiet place in Dean Winchester’s heart, a flame roared. Its flickering light was born of kindness, of some nameless, ageless love, of affections he found he couldn’t speak but felt dearly all the same. Of his love for Cas.
But even though Cas was all Dean had ever wanted, even though Cas was the one who his gaze caught on and his hands brushed over and his chest throbbed for, he knew that nothing would come of it. Nothing could.But Cas was an angel.
Angels didn’t feel love.
But then, over afternoon research on a rainy Thursday that was otherwise completely ordinary, Cas said, “We should get married.”
Or: Fake Marriage, with plenty of pining and homoeroticism thrown in. Marked as Mature for brief descriptions of sex but they can be skipped :)
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12 Oct 2021
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and until my last, dying, breath - I will believe my mind is playing tricks on me. tricks on me, a reality where you love me
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Dean is a Prince, and even in the 21st century he’s expected to make a good match (unfortunately for Castiel, marrying your local librarian and best friend apparently doesn’t count). The announcement of Dean’s upcoming arranged marriage to someone he doesn’t even know hits Castiel hard.
But late in the night during his bachelor party in Las Vegas, Dean leans over to Castiel and asks him a question. Castiel knows he should say no. But the next morning, Dean and Castiel wake up with matching rings on their fingers.
With an international incident only one mistake away, Dean and Castiel begin trying to get an annulment in secret - but slowly realise that neither of them wants to spend the rest of their lives apart.
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07 Feb 2024
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i will shoulder the pain of loving you in the silence.
I will love you quietly. quiet enough, unmoving enough, strong enough, so no one knows. i will kiss you in my mind while you kiss another if that is what you wish.
just tell me you love me, tell me you love me, tell me you love me.
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staring at ceiling in the dark, same empty feeling in your heart (love comes slow and it goes so fast) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
10 Dec 2019
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They're not supposed to talk about what happened, not supposed to be thinking about it, not supposed to acknowledge it. They're supposed to act like it never happened.
That's proving to be very difficult for Dean.
There are wants scratching against his skin, begging to be let out. Releasing them once wasn't his fault, but it's a bitch of a problem to handle.
How's he supposed to forget the feeling of Cas writhing in his arms, panting in his ear, staring at him with such reverence and need? Dean can't; it's like the memories lay in the center of his brain, latched onto every other part, pushing its into every fucking thought he has. It's just…there.
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21 Oct 2022
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there is desire in my ribcage
my body doesn't like it belongs to me, it feels like it belongs to you
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Harry Potter is obsessed with Draco Malfoy and constantly watches as he drifts about Hogwarts like one of the ghosts. Harry decides it's time for him to end their rivalry once and for all, so he befriends him. Falling in love was not part of the plan.
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Draco comes back for his eighth year at Hogwarts after spending the summer in Azkaban and predictably, very few people are happy about it.
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- Part 1 of Draco’s Gay Old Redemption
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06 Dec 2025
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Draco Malfoy dies at the Battle of Hogwarts. Then Harry recieves a letter and two vials of memories left behind by Draco. What follows changes Harry's life forever.
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- Part 1 of Altered
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09 Nov 2025