Ri_ful

Claymore's Roxanne of Love and Hate



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    For a few moments, Ilya is ready to laugh it off with Shane as soon as he gets up and dusts himself off. Maybe even give him a hand, because no one would question the touch in these circumstances. He’s ready for his heart to resume its normal rhythm as soon as Shane smiles at him again, bruised but not too worse for wear.

    But even he knows that it won’t happen, no matter what his heart hopes for.

    Instead, he watches as Shane lies in a pitiful pile on the ice, completely unresponsive. In his periphery, he sees Pike attacking Cliff, and his first thought is good. Good, since he can’t. Both because that’s his teammate and because he’s not sure he can even move at this point.

    All Ilya can focus on is Shane’s pale hand lying limply on the ice.

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    Ilya's POV from the moment of Shane's injury to after the hospital visit.

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    Shane Hollander goes down hard in the third period against Boston. The WAGs are worried about Lily and if she knows. Jackie calls and Lily finally picks up... except. Ilya Rozanov is on the other end of the line.

    Jackie's POV of the wonderful WAG Support Network by stabthroughme
    Which of course was inspired by the amazing text fic please leave a message by Ravenesta
    (of which parts of this one also takes cues from in the beginning)

    Please read those first!
    They are both excellent.

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  3. Rec *

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    “Holy shit. Hollander. You are on Instagram live.”

    “No, I don’t want to livestream. Hey— can we not focus on this? I miss you. Thanks for coming. It’s been a while. I just want to—”

    “Do not put me on camera, no— Shane. Hand me the phone.”

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    → @ilyasplants: ilyas here. thers no fucking way. im being pranked
    → @holllanderrrr: ILYAS THERE WITH HIM??? OH MY GODDD
    → @hollazia: SHANE HOLLANDER GAY ILYA ROZANOV GAY HOMOSEXUALS

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    → @Montrealfanatic: Your name is SHANEBUTTHOLEPLUG and you're talking about ME being disrespectful??

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    Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.

    After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.

    A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.

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  5. Rec *

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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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