ShanIan



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    When he finally came back almost eight months after the ladder truck bombing, Buck hadn't expected a warm welcome from his teammates. But as their resentment towards his choice of suing the LAFD never wavers, he finds himself falling into a spiral of depression that could lead to severe consequences.

    The Earth never stops spinning on its axis, and just as the sun rises and sets every day and the moon reflects its light, the universe never stops forcing Buck to deal with new and old traumas.

    A visit from someone from Buck's past fundamentally changes the 118's views about their teammate, as old wounds are poked and left exposed, and everyone is forced to learn how to navigate their resentments and guilt.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “Bye, Eddie,” Buck says quickly, fluttering his lashes innocently at him, he smiles widely at glare he’s getting, and adds, “I love you.”

    Eddie rolls his eyes, “Asshole,” he replies, his face blushed bright red.

    (Or, Buck finds out that Eddie gets all flustered when someone tells him they love him. Naturally, Buck needs to tell him all the time now. It’s purely platonic, leave him alone.)

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    13 Nov 2025

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    A collection of moments from the beginning, the middle, and the end of Buck and Ravi's secret relationship. How long could they possibly sneak around before someone figures it out?

    Takes place after the cruise ship disaster, during the time Gerrard is captain and Bobby's 'retired'.

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    You’d think Buck feels feverish because of the fact they're surrounded by literal fire and the building's coming down around them. Not at all. That barely even registers to him. It actually has everything to do with the way Ravi is looking at him. His expression is so soft and open, eyes carefully watching Buck's face for his reaction to how close they still are. Buck's sure he's making the same face, if not even more love-struck. His hand on Ravi's face-no, his mask!- feels so...intimate, despite the multiple layers of clothes and equipment separating their skin.

    He's thinking about whether the flames make this moment more or less romantic, when more debris falls nearby. Without any more delay, they're scrambling cartoonishly to the window for extraction hand in hand (or glove in glove).

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    10 Nov 2025

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    Eddie Diaz discovers the perfect scientific explanation for why the internet thinks he’s 98% compatible with his best friend: dad-friend bias. Definitely not feelings. (Probably.)

    OR Eddie and Buck take internet quizzes on the couch after work.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    Hen stares at Buck for a long moment, then turns on her heel to walk upstairs. “Chim! Did you know that Peanut is a human child and not a small animal?”
    “Buck’s Peanut?” Chim calls back, leaning over the railing. “No? Is she not a dog?”
    “No!” Buck replies. “She’s a preschooler!”

     

    OR: At 22, Buck got one of his hookups pregnant and decided to keep the baby himself rather than let her be put up for adoption. At 26, he joined the 118. You know the rest, right?

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    24 Oct 2025

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