Shaxza
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Akaashi, an internist who's nearly at the end of his training, is considering quitting medicine altogether. One night shift, he meets Bokuto, a surgeon who makes an outlandish proposal to him.
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Akaashi had probably just turned nineteen when he learnt about the concept of homunculi. The little people in oneself that represents the proportional motor and sensory distribution along the cerebral cortex.
Bizarre as they were, they are fitting caricatures; sensation and action at their purest sense were uninhibited. They mapped the topography of his self-perception in his brain, lurking in hills of its gyri and the valleys of the sulci.
They existed as this authoritative voice that grew louder and louder in Akaashi’s mind with each passing year since beginning medical school.
His homunculi were beings likely as ugly as the words they spoke to him, and as he felt in this moment.
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Bokuto's university volleyball team won one of the biggest matches of the year. Akaashi, watching from the crowd, finds herself feeling conflicted.
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Double Minded Men by kamsspice (Shaxza)
Fandoms: The Mandalorian (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Aug 2023
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Abiding in the midst of ignorance, thinking themselves wise and learned, fools go aimlessly hither and thither, like blind led by the blind.
In 1875, ten years after the war that tore America, the Mandalorian has been tasked with a mission that sees him travel across Texas to discover unsettling truths about the state, others, and himself.
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Dearly Beloved by Shaxza
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
29 Dec 2021
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“Can you feel my soul?” Satoru asks in awestruck wonder. The hushed amazement in his voice has Suguru flushed red from head to toe. “Please?”
Did Satoru have the time to become polite when he was dead? Suguru wishes he could bite back with a taunting response but all that comes out of his mouth is a shaky breath.
“O-Okay.”
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Suguru and Satoru look into each other’s soul
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Reki has had a lot of idiotic ideas tonight. Maybe it's the alcohol humming through his veins, or the flash of Langa's eyes beneath pale lashes, but suddenly he wants to say it.
And sure, Langa's a guy.
But he's also the prettiest guy Reki has ever met, and somehow that makes the idea seem almost reasonable.
The words leave him before he can decide whether they belong in his mouth.
"Wanna practice with me?"
Or: Langa Hasegawa is the new transfer student. He's admired, talked about, and—if campus gossip is to be believed—sleeping with half the student body.
Reki has heard every rumor. He's also spent the last three years failing to turn one-night stands into anything more, so resenting someone like Langa comes easily.
Then they meet at a party, and everything Reki thought he knew about Langa turns out to be wrong. Before he can think better of it, he's offering to teach Langa how to kiss and touch.
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“We can continue another day,” Bokuto says. “Do you wanna cuddle instead? We can cuddle all night, Akaashi! Since you finished all your homework.”
Akaashi’s hands grip the collar of Bokuto’s shirt. He’s pulling again, undoubtedly stretching the hem, tugging Bokuto back in for another kiss. “Bokuto-san,” he whispers against his lips, like he’s afraid something would break if he spoke any louder. “You didn’t finish your homework, though.”
“Akaashi!”
Bokuto kisses Akaashi for the first time, then the second, and again and again. He can’t get enough of it.
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29 Aug 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
reminded me of this quote from andor (2022)
- “i’ll be worried about you all the time”
- “that’s just love, there’s nothing you can do about that” -
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Akaashi loves Bokuto a little too much and he would do anything to be with him.
Bookmarked by Shaxza
24 Aug 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
harrowing but sweet. i support akaashi’s rights and wrongs
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spit on your hand by rhamnusias
Fandoms: 大逆転裁判 | Dai Gyakuten Saiban | The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles (Video Games)
08 Feb 2026
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Kazuma watches Ryunosuke, watches his hand twitch against the desk. He's bouncing his leg again. "Are you sure you're jerking off properly?"
"Is—is there a wrong way to do it?"
"Probably." Especially with Ryunosuke being as embarrassed as he is. Kazuma can see it now—Ryunosuke probably shoves his hand into his underwear with no pretense, makes a chore of it. Definitely doesn't draw it out until he's aching, twitching. But that's when it really feels good, isn't it? What a waste. "How do you do it?"
"You can't just ask that."
Ryunosuke's voice is shrill, a seeping hiss. Eyes darting anywhere, everywhere, but always away from Kazuma. It's cute, really. Kazuma pushes his laptop away from him—leans on his elbow in the space it makes, watching Ryunosuke. "How else will you know if you're doing it wrong?"
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26 Jun 2026
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Bokuto needs help with writing; Akaashi needs help with relationships. Together, they agree on a mutually beneficial partnership to help the other with their problems—no strings attached, of course.
As always, there's a bit of a learning curve they need to overcome.
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03 May 2026