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    Based off a Tumblr post by my-2nd-account

    Years into their relationship, Shane ends up wine-warm in Ilya’s lap, kissing every inch of his face he can reach and out of nowhere he brings up Vegas 2014. The penthouse. The elevator. The text Shane almost sent. Seeing his husband quiet, vulnerable, and still aching over it, Ilya stops joking for once and promises that it'll never happen again. They don't have sex, just Ilya making up for lost kisses by kissing the living fuck out of Shane.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    This is delightful and healing and perfect

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    Posted a few things on tumblr that aren't full fledged fics, but some folks seemed to enjoy and got requests to put them over here too.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Fucking adorable soulmate mirrors AU

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    Rozanov glanced at Shane's phone screen, reading the top notification. Then his mouth curved. “Duolingo, huh? So fucking boring, Hollander.”

    Shane’s face went hot. “Yeah,” he said. “Learning French.”

    Rozanov’s eyes snapped to his. The smirk deepened. “Bad liar, Hollander. You are fluent.”

     

    or - Ilya finds out that Shane has been learning Russian behind his back.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Hot and short Shane learns Russian

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Troy’s soulmark disappeared when he was a teenager. His soulmate died before they ever got a chance to meet.

    Once during a surgery, Harris’s heart stopped beating, so for a moment, he was kind of, sort of, technically just a little bit dead.

    Maybe, just maybe, these two facts are related.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    This is fucking adorable. Troy/Harris soulmate AU 🥺

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    “Do you need something?” Shane asks.

    “Your cock,” Ilya says, like it’s obvious. “Feed it to me.”

    “What the fuck, Ilya?”

    “What? I am having a craving and need to keep my mouth…busy?”

    “Preoccupied?”

    “Yes, that. So you sit back on couch and watch your tapes. Just spread your legs and keep your hands to yourself. Is like I’m not even here.”

    “This isn’t what I thought you meant when you said you needed help,” Shane responds, scrubbing a hand over his face.

    “Anything, Ilya, I promise, Ilya, no questions, Ilya,” Ilya mocks, doing a terrible impression of Shane. “Did you mean this or not?"

    Shane agrees to help Ilya quit smoking without realizing what he's gotten himself into.

    or, Hollanov cockwarming and free use, but not how you'd expect.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Crazy hot free use hollanov