Totally_Just_Jay



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    An alternate look at Buck, Bothered, & Bewildered, where instead of acting out in jealousy, Buck tries his best to manage his feelings, maintain his relationship with Eddie, and even foster a new friendship with Tommy. It doesn't go great.

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    A season 1 rewrite and how the changes led to the 118 and Athena becoming a family.

    Don't worry, Eddie and Chris show up right at the end and there will be a part two!

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    24 Dec 2025

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    After finding out he's pregnant, Buck finds himself following Eddie to Texas, not wanting to having Eddie live states away from another one of his children.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Buck doesn't want to make other people's problems and trauma about him. But he is involved on some level. And it would be nice if just once in a while people dug a little deeper and checked on how he's doing.

    Only the more things change, the less that happens. Promises are broken, and it all makes Buck doubt himself and his place. Is he really anything more than a placeholder in people's lives?

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    23 Dec 2025

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    It wasn’t that Buck hated Christmas.

    It was that Christmas hated Buck.

    He had craved the magic as a child. Desperately wanted to be like all the other kids at school who so eagerly anticipated the delight of the holiday. But he had never felt it – not really.

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    Buck plans to celebrate Christmas alone - Eddie takes issue with that, as does Christopher.

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    21 Dec 2025