Velvet_Divine



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  1. Summary

    Unrelated stories centring largely around self harm, suicide, suicidal ideation, and passive suicidal ideation.

    As one may expect, these stories are dark and sad. I write them personally to help myself feel better or as a sort of therapy when i get stressed and I hope that maybe they may be able to help others. Of course, if this is not the case, please please take care of yourselves and call the emergency line in your area if you are ever in danger.

    Please remember to hydrate and eat some food if you can, take your meds and unclench your jaw! take a break if you need and if you are able and need to, try to get some sleep and remember that people care about you. I promise promise it's true.

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  2. Summary

    These are works that I yearn to make longer but can't figure out how, whether that be because the endings are unplanned, the story is disagreeing with me, or I have lost some motivation but hope to get it back, and I hope to one day be able to finish or continue them :)

    I still want to share these since I am proud of where they are now, despite some of their varying levels of unfinished states :)

    I hope that you enjoy and thank you for reading :D

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  3. Summary

    Part of a series of works that are in the same universe, mostly centered on Dream and Nightmare, as of now especially Dream. About self sacrifice and giving too much of yourself :)

    Prepare for lots of angst and I hope you enjoy :) please take care of yourselves and remember to eat, sleep, unclench your jaw, take a deep breath, and take your meds <3

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  4. Summary

    Fanfics centring around the various disorders (often related to dissociation) that the UTMV cast has.

    These works are standalone, meaning that they are unrelated to any of my other works and unrelated to each other. While some other works that I write may include some form of these or some hints, they are not my general headcannons of these characters for the most part

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    29 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Cross was alone.

    He was alone... for a long time.

    ...He didn't think he'd still be this...

    ...clingy.

    (Cross has to deal with the aftermath of being isolated for months in a white, empty void. Good thing for him that he's not planning on mentioning his trauma's extent to his fam- colleagues any time soon!)

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    06 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    if there was one fact EVERYONE knew about nightmare, it was that he loved drama

     

    (a bunch of snippets of different examples of said dramatics)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Amazing nm characterisation

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    The eyes of the witch twitch and a hungry look appears on her face, when she reaches out to tug on the hem of Dean’s jacket.

    “No, I don’t think there’s anything funny about that”, she purrs and Dean cringes when her finger starts to circle over his chest, “Losing love like that, it’s not funny at all, I can promise you. I wanted to do to them the same thing they did to me. I wanted to take away what they thought was strong enough to justify hurting me like that. But when I saw them…I wanted to see them bleeding. I wanted to see them choke on their lies.” Cooking her head to the side, she lets out a giggle and a trail of blood triples out of her mouth and down her chin, “What a waste of magic. But now that I think about it…”

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    During a hunt Dean barely manages to avoid the attack of a crazy witch. Everything seems alright, so they get back home and apart from a mean headache, Dean is okay. At least he thinks that, until he wakes up to his angelic best friend in his bed and no memories of a full year of their relationship.

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    20 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Dean has been offered his dream job: Personal Assistant to Editor-in-Chief Castiel Novak. Unfortunately, his boyfriend Michael has other plans for their futures.

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    14 Oct 2024