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"And you wish to be a poet; and you wish to be a lover." by renjuncomplex
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
15 Jun 2023
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“sorry johnny forced me on you,” mark says.
renjun laughs. “what do you mean?”
“I think he sees himself as my babysitter,” mark grumbles. “still.”
“aw.”
mark side eyes him. “it’s not very cute when all I’ve ever wanted is…” he trails off. he doesn’t even know what he wants.
“hmm?”
“I don’t know. to be seen as an equal by him.”
renjun laughs.
“what?”
he shrugs. “nothing.” but he’s smirking.
mark whines, hitting renjun’s arm. “no, tell me.”
renjun looks at him. “I used to want to be seen as an equal by someone, too.”
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12 Aug 2026
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Renjun gets dumped for the one-millionth time. And that means that Chenle—somehow, someway, defying all the laws he knows about himself—meets his match in Jeno.
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10 Aug 2026
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When Mark leans down to ask Renjun something at a party, a greedy hand on his waist and mouth sticky with Renjun’s saliva, Renjun is saying yes, even though he can’t hear Mark’s question over the music. After all, he’s expecting something along the lines of: “Do you want to get out of here?” or, “Can I take you home?” or, at the very worst, “You wanna show me what that mouth do?”
Not: “We’re having a rush thing next Friday if you want to come?”
Renjun is horrified by his new Friday night plans, but also soothed by the knowledge that he’ll get cut from the potential new members immediately. Except he gets asked to come to the next event. And the next one. And the next one… At what point does Renjun tell Mark he is only showing up because he wants to get in his pants?
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18 Jul 2026
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Donghyuck does as he’s told, which is a first. He supposes that he’s just high. Whatever helps him sleep at night. Just high, that’s it. That’s all this is.
He climbs onto the bed in nothing but his underwear, and Jaemin’s still fully dressed. Laying back like this, Donghyuck really does feel like he’s set himself up to be consumed.
Unlucky prey playing dead in its final moments.
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15 Jun 2026
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Donghyuck is 17 and about to graduate, and one thing he has learned over the course of his teenage years is to be grateful for what he's been given. The south is where he was born and raised, and even if he once longed for the big city life, he's let that dream go.
He has his church, his family, and his devotion keeping him exactly where he is — exactly where he wants to be.
Until he gets given a car with a faulty engine for his birthday, and suddenly a charming mechanic has him questioning his choices of staying in the dixie after all.
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14 Jun 2026