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Yusuf used to find the night air calming. The last thing he needed was one of these fucking Americans showing up to ruin his peace, but he hasn’t got what he needs in a long time, so Morgan pulls a lounger over next to him.
A continuation of that scene between Morgan and Yusuf before he disappeared.
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i'll walk through you if you walk through me by actualbluesargent
Fandoms: Euphoria (TV 2019)
09 Mar 2022
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“A-are you a ghost?” Lexi asks, almost wincing as she says it. Like ghosts are real.
He pauses for a second, like he’s considering it. “Shit,” he says. “I guess.”
“You guess?”
“I mean, shit,” he scratches at his beard. “I’m not really feelin’ very alive, you feel me?”
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Here’s the thing about Lexi. Fez knows better.
But he can’t remember ever feeling like he did when she came into the store, bright lipstick and a bright smile, like he got some kind of electric shock. Even just seeing her tugs at the edge of his mouth; he has to stop himself from smiling like a goof.
Nothing bad can come from just talking to her, right?
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with you i serve; with you i fall down by actualbluesargent
Fandoms: Julie and The Phantoms (TV)
30 Nov 2020
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Two and a half years ago, in what was supposed to be a standard mission, Luke lost his two co-pilots, and swore off being a Jaeger pilot. Until Marshal Ray Molina shows up and convinces him to come back for One Last Ride to save the world.
He doesn't think it was possible for him to be anyone else's co-pilot, until he meets Julie Molina, and suddenly the sun is shining again, and Luke feels alive.
a pacific rim au.
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light a fire in my eyes (i'm going out of my mind) by actualbluesargent
Fandoms: Julie and The Phantoms (TV)
19 Sep 2020
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Julie can't sleep. She can't stop thinking about the chaos that was the show at the Orpheum, and the fact that she nearly lost three of her closest friends. Or the fact she can now touch the Phantoms. Maybe it's the lingering memory of one particular pair of hands that's keeping her awake, maybe it's the fear that it was a one time thing.
Either way, there's no way she's staying in her room.
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series of bellarke drabbles. all set in the same universe unless stated otherwise.
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 9 of my heated rivalry fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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Ray was a Hall. It meant he was deadweight, that loving things was dangerous... mostly, it meant he was an idiot. Which was why he knew he was going to fall in love with her the first time he saw her fly, why he wouldn't have done anything to stop it even if he could, but knowing that didn't make it any easier to say.
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honey, honey by halfahint
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
06 Jun 2023
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“Look,” Nina says. Inej has startled her badly enough that she’s made a mess of her eyeliner – the wing on her right eye careens wildly to one side.
“I’m all for reclaiming your sexuality. Seriously. Two thumbs up from me. But, honestly, Inej, does it have to be with the most emotionally unavailable man you know?”
“Well, who would you suggest?”
Nina’s eyes bulge. “Oh, I don’t know, literally anyone with a pulse and a conscience?”
“Kaz has –
“We don’t know that,” Nina says sternly.
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She shouldn’t text him. She really shouldn’t.