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Would’ve loved you for a lifetime, leave it all behind by alterumsinealterononest
Fandoms: Wynonna Earp (TV)
16 Dec 2020
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Nicole actually died in 4x05. Everyone is trying to deal with it the best they can. Rachel and Waverly have a talk.
[TW: grief, mention of suicidal thoughts/actions]
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Before she can stop herself, Ava reaches out as if to grab Beatrice’s elbow. She catches herself before she makes contact, knowing that while she’s in this stranger’s body Beatrice would probably have her flat on her back in two seconds, and not in a good way. But even as her hand retracts itself, words tumble from her lips.
“Bea, I—”
Beatrice spins around. “How do you know my name?”
Eyes wide, Ava stammers, “I—I don’t.” They stare at each other. Then, “Be safe. I was going to say, ‘be safe.’”
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5 times Ava returns to Beatrice in this life, and 1 time they return to each other in the next.
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we still have time by latkeparty
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
06 Aug 2024
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John dies on a quiet Tuesday, unmarried and childless. Michaela can't fathom allowing everything she knows and loves to pass to a distant heir, so in one last effort to keep hold of her life, as well as the estate, Michaela decides to take a detour through John's wardrobe before heading into Mayfair as the Earl himself, hoping that one eligible, but not so marriage-minded lady takes an interest in her unusual offer.
or, Francesca falls in love with Michaela, she just doesn't realize it yet.
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09 Feb 2026
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“The church was… the only path before me, at the time, and I never questioned it," Beatrice admits.
“And now?” he asks, looking concerned, and Bea realizes she’s curled into herself against the counter. She didn’t even notice how small she’d become. He offers her the sugar. She takes it.
“Now, I think differently,” Beatrice says, rising to her full height, rolling her shoulders back. Now, the future is an open road, and she’s got her hands at ten and two and her foot on the gas.
Now, she sees how wrong it was: to be pushed into giving up her life as if it would mean she would no longer ache to live it, as if that could ever be possible. Now, she is learning how to choose herself. Sometimes when you’ve suffered a whole lot, it’s hard to stop, but she’s trying. She takes a sip of her tea, savoring the sweetness on her tongue.
“What about God?”
“What about Him?” Beatrice answers, trying to sound sure of herself. “I'm– I'm fairly confident that He still loves me.”
(Or, post-canon Beatrice, learning how to love herself while she waits for Ava to come back.)
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02 Feb 2026
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When the last flight home for Christmas is cancelled, perfect strangers Ava and Beatrice are forced into a cross-country drive to try and make it home for the holidays.
or: the Hallmark movie road trip AU.
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10 Nov 2025
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Ava Silva dies at midnight on Halloween and wakes to find herself walking, running, dancing inside the Cat Cradle’s Hotel, a place where souls with unfinished business linger. There she meets Beatrice, the hotel’s eternal and unyielding mistress, who has spent centuries bound by duty and silence.
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31 Oct 2025