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Where the Wildflowers Grow by anticide for laugan
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jul 2026
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Here's to the day we met. To the weeks after. And to all the years since we've spent together, Chuuya. Things haven't been the same since, and I don't think they ever will be. Here's to the same world made anew spending it together.
Unlike our lives, our memories are not infinite. They replicate and replace. Inconsequential ones get forgotten to make way for newer, more important ones. The day we met. The weeks after. The birds sitting in the tree overlooking the shrine and leaning toward us with interest as if we were worthy of gossiping about. And maybe we are.
A few times a decade Dazai and Chuuya spend months apart as Dazai makes the journey across Japan back to where it all began and where they first met: his shrine on a lonely mountaintop.
In the time spent apart, they chronicle the passage of time and seasons through letters delivered across the land by their pigeon Peeko, lamenting the day they would reunite. Time passes together in seconds and an eternity apart. But it all eventually comes to an end and he returns.
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The first time he channeled Corruption, it almost killed him. Gravitational wings had ripped gaping holes into his back. He bled from every orifice. Pain announced itself in silent screams, his body contorting and folding in on itself to try and find some sort of relief.
The experiments detailed by N had been true, after all, but how much was intended and how much was a mutation past the point of no return? Only time would tell from then on—a mere few months later when Chuuya activated Corruption during the Dragon’s Head Conflict and told Dazai to get back and not to interfere whatsoever, that he needed to do this, and the result was still as taxing on his body and caused him to pass out shortly after, head on lap and a hand in his hair as Dazai wondered if it would happen again and if Chuuya would almost kill him this time.
Or, Dazai grapples with the responsibility of looking after Chuuya after Shibusawa's global threat forces Corruption and triggers a deadly rut that could kill Chuuya, unless, of course, Dazai has a final trick up his sleeve.
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The answer brought a weak smile to Rimbaud’s face as he continued, “There will soon no longer be any way of knowing who you are or where you came from. The truth will become lost to time. But… Even if you are a pattern etched on the surface of raw power and nothing more, you are still you. That remains unchanged. Because you’re like everyone else: all people, all of humanity, are beautiful patterns upon this world. That didn’t change in the past, and that won’t change in the future.”
A final word cut him deepest before silence fell upon them: “Live.”
What did it mean to live?
Beast!Nakahara Chuuya learns over time the painful answer as to what it means to truly live. It's too heavy for a kid to think about, and too difficult to part with as he gets older.
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“You’re awake,” Chuuya said, stopping at Dazai’s bedside. A small, strained smile began to play on his lips, but he looked like he was trying not to grit his teeth. “It’s been a bit. They said your coma could’ve lasted a long time, maybe months or more, considering what happened. But they also said it helps for the person unconscious to hear someone talking to them because it might wake them up sooner.”
“Awake?” Dazai echoed, his eyes darting from Chuuya’s face to the faraway wall, taking in everything again. This was a hospital. He was being kept alive. How did he survive? “That’s impossible, I had everything calculated down to the moment. From the height I fell from, I shouldn’t have survived.” His voice rose in a panic and a finger came upon his lips, gently shushing him.
“Not so loud. The walls are thinner than you think.” Chuuya leaned over to get a good look at Dazai’s face, his smile widening. It was unsettling, like he was peering into Dazai’s soul. Something was wrong. “You’re right, Dazai. You’re supposed to be dead to everyone who knows what happened. That’s why you can’t be loud.”
Beast Dazai survives his fall, but his actions still have their consequences.
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- Part 1 of Beast SKK Ficlets
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To call him close with Dazai was such a fucking joke that he couldn’t help but smile bitterly. Whatever they had, if they ever had something more than partners, Dazai had razed it to the ground and turned it to ash with his remains.
I can’t do this.
I can do this.
If I can’t do this, I don’t deserve to lead the Port Mafia.
These thoughts flooded the forefront of his mind and he let them. Like the tide, they’d recede and go back to the depths where they came from. He took the chopsticks and ignored his trembling hand to focus on the pile of ashes laid out in front of him, bone fragments sticking out of it.
He was looking at what used to be a person.
BEAST!AU wherein Chuuya is the one picked to engage in kotsuage: a Japanese funeral ritual of picking out the bones of the deceased from their ashes and placing them in an urn.
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- Part 2 of Beast SKK Ficlets
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have to have you by nevertheblood for ThatVampireEnthusiast
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Jul 2026
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I need a quick hit
Come on and give me itIn the dead of the night
I have to have you
__On a heated rainy night, Dazai's disappeared, and it's left to Chuuya to hunt him down.
What he finds might alter them both forever.__
For the Soukoku 2026 Mixtape Exchange!
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or so I’ve dreamed, since I met you by nevertheblood
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Jun 2024
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There's been no colour in Dazai's life for the better part of two years; which is less than ideal, when he’s always made his living on the cutting edge of modern abstract art.
Still, he’s used to the grey. The darkness. The monotony of monotone.
And then along comes Chuuya Nakahara, a realist with fine clothes and a foul mouth, and with him, the brightness of the world that Dazai’s been missing.
The making of a masterpiece comes from the heart, after all.
[For Bungo Stray Dogs Big Bang 2023]
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04 Aug 2026
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The Art of Missing Earth by ConstellationsInInk for anticide
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jul 2026
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They were the moon and the ocean, always pulling, ever retreating.
He had thought the anger would insulate him, that wanting this and hating it simultaneously would cancel each other out and nullify the meaning behind it.
Instead, the anger amplified everything. Sharpened every point of contact into the tip of a knife.
Chuuya leaned into it, baring his throat, feeling teeth and tongue and thorns.
He had built himself a life, one that didn't revolve around Dazai, but as soon as he saw him, Chuuya had to fight not to fall back into his orbit.
But oh, how he wanted to give in.
Dazai and Chuuya had been in each other's orbit for a very long time, until one day Dazai simply left without a goodbye.
Four years later, an asteroid on a collision course with Earth forces them to work together, to share space and the weight of the world.
Saving the planet might prove easier than learning to trust each other again.
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05 Jul 2026
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love love LOVE space aus, i'm so not normal about this entire fic. it made me tear up, it made my heart wrench, love it. i'm so grateful to have been june's giftee for this and i will cherish this fic 💕
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Just Ten Minutes by AngelitoBloodsherry, loulits for anticide
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Feb 2026
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Everything was proceeding exactly as designed.
Plop, plop, plop.
Gravity obeyed. Matter complied.
Plop—
He was drowning. Kicking. Thrashing. Screaming until his throat tore raw—but no one heard him. No one came. He was alone.
Structures collapsed. Shockwaves rippled outward, pulverizing what little resistance remained.
He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His nails scraped until they broke—against the glass, or whatever held him there—and then against his own skin. Neck. Chest. Face.
All that was left was to let Chuuya burn hot enough to break the enemy’s spine. Let him exhaust the excess.
He was trapped.
The cage was shrinking.
Oh— and catch him when he falls.OR
Corruption is a delicate art—beautiful in its ruin, unforgiving in its cost. It was never meant to be seen, never meant to be used without consequence. Dazai has always trusted himself to pull Chuuya back from the brink… until the day everything goes wrong.
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Between Want and Ruin—That’s Where We Burn by loulits
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 May 2026
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Dazai and Chuuya have danced around each other for years—partners, rivals, and something far more dangerous in the spaces between; where tension sharpens into something neither names.
Dazai has always kept strict, disciplined control over himself: his image, his reactions, his body.
Especially his body.But when Chuuya finally pushes for more, the fragile balance between them snaps, leaving behind a fight neither knows how to undo. Forced together on a mission before the dust can settle, something in Dazai shifts—small things at first, subtle slips in composure Chuuya can’t quite ignore.
The closer they’re pushed, the harder it becomes for Dazai to maintain the control he’s relied on for years. And as the edges of his carefully managed restraint begin to fray, so do the secrets he’s fought to keep buried.
Some truths can be suppressed… but not forever.
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10 Dec 2025